Yep, I'm....Gay {11}
~~~Grant's POV~~~
His lips were pressed against mine. Cale was kissing me. I hesitated, surprised, before kissing him back. I heard people whistling and "oohing" in the background, but found myself lost in the kiss. Cale brought his hands to my waist before slipping them into my back pockets. I wrapped my arms around his neck, tangling my hands in his hair, pulling him closer, deepening the kiss. I also felt his lip ring against my lips. I was feeling so many things right now, but the feeling that stood out the most was how happy I was at that moment. His tongue licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I parted my lips, allowing him to slip his tongue in and explore my mouth. He broke the kiss, backing away and stared deeply into my eyes, his filled with lust.
"Grant!!" I heard Zoey's voice and turned to see that everyone in the kitchen had been watching us. And damn we're there a lot of people in there. I blushed fiercely as I felt Cale's hands still in my back pockets. Embarrassed I took my arms from around Cale neck and he slipped his hands out of my pockets, still staring at me. Oh god, Zoey where are you? I needed someone to get me out of this situation right now. Finally I saw Zoey push her way past some people and she just stared at me and Cale when she got to the front. Her eyes were filled with happiness and fear. She walked up to me and pulled me out of the kitchen.
"Hey Zoey slow down." I said to her. She stopped and let go of my arm. She turned and literally jumped into my arms, hugging me.
"OH MY GOD!! You just had you're first kiss!! And it was with Cale!!" She squealed. She was right. I just had my first kiss with Cale Smith. And I....really really liked it. If it wasn't clear to me before, it certainly was now. I liked Cale Smith more than anything. There was even a bit of hope that he liked me back. He had made the first move and not me. And his eyes were full of lust after. I liked Cale Smith and....I think maybe he liked me back.
"Oh Grant I'm so happy for you. But what did we do now?" She asked pulling me from my thoughts. I have her a confused look.
"What do you mean?" I questioned.
"You just kissed him in front of all those people. You told me you didn't want anyone to know you were gay." She responded. Oh shit. What was I thinking? Everyone in there saw us.
"They could just think we were drunk." I said hopefully.
"And what about those who don't? Not everyone is gonna think that way." She answered. She was right not everyone was gonna think that. I didn't really look drunk either; I could tell. Dammit! What the hell did I just do?!
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~~~Cale's POV~~~
I pressed my lips against his. Surprisingly, he kissed me back. I was kissing Grant Carpenter....and I liked it. I really liked it. I heard "oohs" and whistles in the background but ignored them getting lost in the kiss. I slipped my hands in his back pockets as he wrapped his arms around my neck, his hands tangled in my hair, pulling me closer. I felt him deepen the kiss. I don't know what came over me, but I didn't want to stop. I licked his bottom lip asking for entrance. He opened his mouth just enough for me to slip my tongue in, letting me explore. I broke the kiss and stared deeply into his eyes, filled with lust. I'm sure mine were too.
"Grant!!" Zoey's shouted. Grant turned and blushed. I pulled my hands out of his pockets and he unwrapped his arm from around my neck. I continued to stare at him, lost in thought. Then Zoey showed up out of nowhere and pulled Grant out of the kitchen. When out of sight I looked at everyone still in the kitchen who were now staring at me. Suddenly Heath and Nick appeared from behind the crowd.
"Oh god. Dude...you just made out with him." Heath laughed.
"You jerk! You stole my guy! And he was really cute too!" Nick crossed his arms and pouted. I didn't laugh though. I had just kissed Grant and I liked it. I liked it so much. And now some strange feeling was building up in my chest. I ran a hand through my hair.
"Cale!" Audrey yelled coming up to me, "What was that about?"
"I....I'm sorry Audrey, but I can't go out with you." I said before walking away.
"C-Cale..." I heard her, but I didn't look back. I rushed upstairs and locked myself in the bathroom. I leaned against the wall and sank down to the floor, rubbing my temples. I had a slight headache and feelings I didn't understand. I was attracted to.....a guy. And it was Grant. I didn't understand any of it. There was no way I liked a guy. I'm straight. But....what about Grant? He kissed me back. He gets extremely nervous around me. He blushed like crazy around me. He had a drawing of me in his sketchbook and............OH GOD..........Grant.........Grant liked me.
I left the bathroom after a while and the party came to an end and everyone started to leave.
"Hey Cale. It was so nice to meet you. See you at school, okay?" Heath said putting his hand on my shoulder as I was leaving.
"Yea. Okay." I smiled.
"And you might want to check on Audrey." Peter said coming up to me with a concerned look on his face. Oh yea. I forgot I had rejected Audrey right after I had kissed Grant.
"And everyone keeps asking me if you have a thing going on with that guy you were kissing in the kitchen. Do you?" Heath asked. To be honest, I don't know what we have. It was just weird. But now I had some strange feeling towards him I didn't understand.
"No...I uh, was kind of drunk so I guess it just happened." I shrugged, "and what about Audrey?"
"After you walked off she looked like she was gonna cry and left. I think she really liked you." Peter said. I felt bad. I thought I liked her too, but after that kiss....I didn't.
"Can you guys please tell her I'm sorry?" I begged them. They nodded. Suddenly I felt someone hit me in the back of my head. I turned around to see Nick.
"You asshole. You stole that guy from me." he said with a fake pout. I chuckled.
"Whatever. Bye guys." I said walking out. As I was walking to my car I saw Grant on his phone leaned up against a car, a couple down from me. He looked up, noticed me, a slight blush coming to his face, before he looked back down at his phone. I sighed and got in my car and left.
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"Hi honey, how was the party?" My mom asked me as I walked inside my house.
"It was good. I had fun." I shrugged.
"And what about your little girlfriend?" Danny said from the couch.
"Actually, I need to talk to you about that." I said walking over to him and pulled off the couch and upstairs.
"Well I'm glad you had a good time!" Mom called to me.
I brought Danny down the hallway and into my room, locking the door behind me. Danny plopped down on my bed.
"So why do you want to talk to me about your girlfriend?" He asked.
"She not my girlfriend. I wanted to talk to you about....something else." I sighed sitting beside him.
"Okay..."
"Danny...how do you know when you really like someone?"
"What?"
"How do you know when you like someone?"
"Well why are you asking that? I thought you liked that girl you were talking about."
I took a deep breath.
"I kissed someone. Someone else...........................Someone who wasn't her........Someone who wasn't even.....a girl."
Danny's eyes widen.
"You kissed a guy?!"
I nodded.
"Yes, and now I feel all weird about it." I said burying my face in my hands frustrated.
"What kind of weird?" He questioned.
"I don't know! After I kissed him, I just.....stopped liking Audrey." I told him.
"Did you...like the kiss?" He asked.
"Yes! I liked it! I liked it so much! But I don't know why?!" I shouted.
"Well maybe it's not just the kiss you liked. Maybe....Maybe it's the guy, too." I could hear in his voice he really cared right now.
"But I've never liked a guy. I've always been straight."
"Maybe you have been gay or bi, you just never realized it. But your sexuality can change you know."
"But I don't want it to change." I said on the verge of tears. He pulled me in for a hug.
"Your mind may say that, but what does your heart say?" He asked.
"My heart? My heart wants me to be near him. My heart wants me to be close to him. What does that mean?" I asked tears falling down my cheeks.
"Your heart's telling you that you like him." He chuckled. I....like Grant? No way. I didn't.....oh my god.....I like him.
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Awwwww! Cale likes Grant! So cute! Now they both like each other! But only Cale knows Grant liked him back. So what about Grant? Guess you'll have to keep reading to find that out. See ya!
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