by brattyfantheygirl218 on ao3

"Are you sure about this, Soobin-ah?" Yeonjun asks me. I know the situation I've gotten myself into and I'm not gonna leave hyung with blue balls - even though I know he'll be fine with just jerking off in the shower if I'm not ready for it. But I /am/ ready for it, I'm ready for hyung to be my first experience for everything. My first love, first boyfriend, first kiss, first time, first drunk experience, first time smoking, first time being truly happy. I want it all, with him.

"Binnie?" I hear him say, worriedly. I snap out of my headspace, "Sorry, hyung. Was thinking about this. I'm sure I wanna do it. You're special to me." He smiles at me, "Aw baby, you're special to me, too." He kisses me gently, "I don't wanna hurt you, though. I know you're not fragile, but you and I both also know that I tend to be a bit too, er, rough when I have sex with people."

I smile at him, too innocently for what we're about to do, "Hyung, you should know by now that I don't mind a bit of pain." His breath hitches at that, I can tell he's restraining himself; something I don't want him to do. I bite my lip and lean closer to him, whispering, "Baby, that was your invitation to break me apart."

Almost immediately after the words leave my mouth, he pushes me back onto the bed. His lips are on mine, roughly, as soon as my back hits his soft sheets. I allow my eyes to close and my hands to thread through his soft, red locks. He bites my lip, not too hard to the point where blood will come out, but just hard enough for me to let out a low moan.

He pulls away, I can tell from the way that my heart is beating so fast that my look is probably mirroring his. Eyes darkened, lips swollen, face flushed, just the full fucked out look, even though we haven't even started yet. He smiles softly, "You ready, bunny?" I smile just as softly, "As ready as I'll ever be, baby."

He reaches for the lube next to the nightstand. As he's slicking up his fingers and I'm undressing myself, he says, "There's so much I wanna do to you, but we'll save it for other times. This definitely won't be our last time together." For some reason, him saying that makes my heart swell, him already thinking about the next time we'll do this. I start feeling really bubbly as I pull him down to kiss him while he traces my rim with one of his fingers.

I gasp against his lips when the first finger finally enters me. He starts pushing the finger in and out slowly. One finger turns into two and two turns into three, all in a matter of a few minutes. After a few more moments of him stretching me out while I let out sinful noises against his lips, I pull away, "Junnie, please! Don't make me wait any longer!"

His breathing is shaky and his eyes show that he's not fully here, but once he realizes how on edge I am, he instantly starts soothing me like a baby, "Shh shh, bunny. Junnie's here, don't worry." I slowly start to calm down, I kiss him softly. He kisses back just as softly.

He pulls back slightly, just enough that he's able to see his dick and slick it up with lube. He maneuvers the tip to my entrance, slowly, making sure not to hurt me. He pushes in slowly, slowly, slo-, "Hyung~ hurry up!" He chuckles low as he pushes in fully. When he does so, I let out a long, loud, whorish moan. I hear him groan deep in his chest.

He doesn't move for a while, letting me get adjusted to his size. After a bit, though, I start to get impatient, "Hyung, move, please! Feels so good!" He kisses me, "Don't wanna rush, bunny." I kiss back, even though I'd rather him- "Ah!~" I moan out when he pulls out and thrusts back in, interrupting my thoughts.

He starts to set a good, hard pace with his thrusts that make sinful noises fall out of my open mouth. He begins kissing my neck to my collarbone, until he gets to my nipple. I whine as he wraps his lips around it, "Junnie~" He pulls away from my nipple, making me whine more, "What's wrong, bunny? Can't take it anymore? Thought you wanted to be broken."

His condescending tone sends shivers down my spine. He grips my jaw gently, "Bunny, answer me. Or have I fucked the dumb bunny speechless?" I whimper, "Wanna be broken by master!~" As soon as the words come out, I realize what I'd said, "Hyung, I didn't-" Yeonjun cuts me off, eyes darkened and full of lust, "Say that again, bunny." And, as if blackmailing me to say it, he halts his thrusts.

My eyes tear up and I whimper, "M-master, please break me." His eyes darken more, if that's even possible, and he smirks evilly, "Gladly." Before my mind can catch up, he thrusts so deep I can feel it in my guts. My eyes roll to the back of my head and I feel my legs start to shake. He laughs at me, "Wow, can't believe your legs are already shaking, bunny. I barely did anything."

I can barely hear him due to the immense amount of pleasure I'm feeling. He stops all of a sudden, making me whine, "Calm down, Binnie. Just wanna know your color, remember that?" I nod, feeling a bit lightheaded, "Green, hyungie." He smiles, "Good."

He pulls out, and before I can protest, he flips us, pulling me on top of him. I must have a dumb look on my face because he blows out an annoyed breath, "Ride me, dumb bunny." I let out a shaky breath as I lift myself slightly, reaching behind me to grab his dick and line it up to my hole.

With his hands gripping my waist tightly, I slowly start riding him, trying to build a pace that I wouldn't get tired of too easily. We both let out noises of pleasure as I start going faster and harder, trying so hard to practically puncture my prostate.

Yeonjun seems to notice that I'm struggling because he plants his feet firmly on the bed, grips my waist tighter to stop me from moving and starts fucking into me harder than before, as if trying to finally break me. I don't even try containing my moans as the sinful noises fall so easily from my lips. It seems hyung also can't hold his noises back, seeing as his grunts and groans are almost as loud as mine.

His thrusts start getting sporadic, "Bunny, you close?" I nod my head dumbly, too fucked out to speak. He spanks my thigh, not too hard, and growls out, "Words, dumb bunny."

Right when he says that, I feel him hit my prostate hard, eliciting the loudest "PLEASE MASTER LET ME CUM~" I'm sure our neighbors have ever heard. He keeps pounding me, "Cum, bunny. Cum for me. Be a good bunny, wanna see bunny cum."

My hips start stuttering as I let out a loud whine and my dick starts spurting cum like it's a fountain of sperm donations. He rides me though my orgasm, "Fuck, fuck! Gonna cum, bunny! Gonna cum!" Even though I'm sensitive from the overstimulation, I still try helping him get to his orgasm, "Ngh~ please cum in me, master!"

I realize he's hesitating a bit, like he wants to prolong this. I have to remind him that this isn't the last time we're gonna do this. I grab his face as gently as I can while bouncing on his dick, "Calm down, my fox. You can cum, we'll be able to do this more often if you want. Just worry about how you're gonna cum in me now."

I make sure to keep kissing him and calling him different names like "master," "my little fox," "Junnie," "baby," etc. It seems he likes it when I call him "my little fox" the most because I pair it with the best clench around his dick and he's cumming inside me in mere seconds.

As soon as I feel the warmth of his cum in me, I pass out. Only to wake the next morning in Yeonjun's arms as we both cuddle in his bed, the smell of sweat and sex surrounding us. I notice he seemed to have cleaned me while I was sleep. Ugh, he's so perfect.

I move my head up a bit and see he's still sleeping. 'Hm, I guess some extra sleep time would be nice,' I think as I drift to sleep. Still in the arms of the man I love the most.