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I know that you guys might be upset because I didn't update day before yesterday in the night , yesterday night and yesterday in the afternoon , actually after Diwali cleaning, I got tired and slept and then yesterday , after waking up also , Decorations were to be done and relative's and all were coming so got busyy.
I'm really sorry about that
Now , Let's get started with the story :

Faizi and Sanju wake up Sid.

Sid: Sir and ma'am , kuch hua kya aplog itne tensed kyun lag rahe hai ?

Faizi: Siddharth wo Monami

Sid: Hn Monami , kya hua use

S:Wo monami ko

Sid: Aplog mujhe dara rahe hai please tell me kya hua hai Monu ko .She is alright na !?

S: Monami ko goli lagi hai

Faizi:Koel aur Karan use DL City hospital lekar gaye hai.Ham abhi academy jaa rahe hai uski details lene.Tum hospital jaana chahoge ya academy jaaoge pehle.

As soon as Sid gets to know he is shocked.

Sid(tensed): Aplog Mazaak kar rahe hai na kuch nahi hua hai na Monu ko.Kuch nahi hoga use.Mai academy chalunga uske liye kuch Lena hai wo use dekhegi na ekdam thik ho jaayegi ,Haan .Chaliye jaldi.

He runs and Sits in the jeep.Sanju and Faizi come fast.Faizi drives.As soon as they reach the academy, Sid jumps out of the jeep and runs straight towards Monu's room.He gets Monu's mom's broach and Happy and runs towards the jeep , he meets Bala .Bala consoles him as now all recruits have git to know about Monami through Sanju.Faizi also quickly took Monami's report and went in jeep.Sid and Sanju soon reach the jeep and they set of to the hospital.In the jeep ,Sanju sits with Sid in order ti console him, He cries .He remembers about how Monami used to be sad and he cheered her up.He starts telling it to Sanjana while crying.

★Flashback(this scene is inspired by CharviBhatt , I read her story about SidMi's friendship and I really liked it , toh us type ka thoda sa recreate kiya h.)

Monami was sitting on a swing in her garden. She had a fight with her father because she wanted to join a military college to become a military doctor but her father opposed this direction.He emotionally blackmailed her and she had to agree with him. She was sad and missed the time when her mother was here , she could always do anything she liked. Sid couldn't see her like that. All of a sudden, music started to play and Sid came with a guitar and started to sing...

Teri meri aisi jud gayi kahani
Ke jud jaata jaise do nadiyo ka paani
Muihe age tere saath behna hai
Jaana tumhe to hai ye baat jaani ke
Ae jindagi kaise banti suhani Mujhe har pal tere saath rehna hai

Sid tried to dance while singing and playing guitar .But , he looked really funny which made Monu laugh.

Tum kuch adhure se
Hum bhi kuch aadhe
Aadha aadha hum jo dono mila de
To ban jayegi apni ek jindgani
Ye duniya mile na mile hum ko Khushiya bhaga dengi har gham ko
Tum saath ho phir kya baaki hai
Mere liye tum kaafi ho
Mere liye tum kaafi ho
Mere liye tum kaafi ho

Monami joins Sid and sings these lines together with him andthey both dance happily.

Ek aasma ke hai hum do sitare
Ke takrate hai tutte hai bichare
Mujhe tumse par ye kehna hai
Chakke jo do saath chalte hai thode to
Ghisne ragad ne mein chhilte hai thode

Monami get up from the swing and sings while dancing and twirling.

Par yun hi to katte hai kachche kinare
Ye dil jo dhala teri aadat mein
Shamil kiya hai ibadat mein
Thodi khuda se bhi maafi ho
Mere liye tum kaafi ho

Atlast Monami and Sid hug each other and Monami's mood is happy again.

★Flashback ends

Sanju is emotional listening to their bond.By the time Sid , completes the story .They reach the hospital.Sid runs towards the reception , asks about Monami and then again tuns towards, the OT. He sees Karan and Koel there and asks them where Monu is .Karan points towards the OT.The nurse comes out and he sees Monami. He shouts Monuu and starts running inside , but  Faizi , Karan and other ward boys stop him.He sits down near the wall with a loud Thud and starts crying loudly.

Sid(while crying loudly): Monuu !! Monu ne hamesha meri help ki hai,Hamesha mujhe problem se nikala hai,Hamesha daddy G ke gusse se bachaya hai.(He remembers all his moments with her in the academy and at his home when she was all packed up for this academy.How he went to the bus stop to drop her, How she hugged him when she was leaving.How she cried when he got stabbed in the mission)
[Sub- Monuu !! Monu has always helped me,Always took me out of trouble, saved me from daddy G's wrath. He remembers all his moments with her in the academy and at his home when she was all packed up for this academy.How he went to the bus stop to drop her, How she hugged him when she was leaving.How she cried when he got stabbed in the mission]

Sanjana controls herself from comforting him.Meanwhile Faizi asks Koel to leave and she refuses.Faizi explains to her as she is not a family member and is as well as a recruit , she can't stay here and has to go home.She understands and agrees to go to the academy. Faizi leaves to drop her at the academy and then comes back to the hospital.While going towards the OT he sees Karan in a store room punching his hand on the wall .Karan was remembering how he shot Monami , How she moved her hand towards him while falling down.Blood is dripping from his hands. Faizi comes and Stops him.

Faizi(shouting): Karan ,Karan KARAN Stop it.

K(crying): Chod de Faizi.
[Sub- leave Me Faizi]

Faizi: Karan jo hua wo galat hua par wo ek accident tha.Tum har baar Bina galti ke apne ko saza nhi de sakte Karan(said this line while shouting)
[Sub- Karan whatever happens it's not your fault that was an accident. You can't blame yourself always with even doing any mistake]

K(crying and shouting) : Galti meri hai Faizi .Jo hua meri wajah se hua.(After a pause) Monami andar operation theatre mein zindagi aur maut se lad rahi hai toh wo meri wajah se , bahar agar Siddharth ro raha hai to vo bhi meri wajah se.Mujhe Siddharth ko batana hai uski dost ko goli maine maari hai , wo is haalat mein meri wajah se hai.
Hatt ja Faizi (he says while pushing Faizi away).
[Sub- The fault is mine Faizi. Whatever happened it happened because of me.Monami is fighting for her life and death in the operation theater inside,  it is because of me, outside if Siddharth is crying then it is also because of me.I have to tell Siddharth that I have shot his friend, She is in this condition because of me.Get aside Faizi]

Faizi(stopping him): Karan Nahii
[Sub- Karan No ]

K(still pushing): Faizi nahi sun meri baat .Siddharth ne ab tak jitni baar bhi galti ki hai use saza mili hai.Aur maine galti nahi gunah kiya hai GUNAH
[Sub - Faizi no listen to me.Siddharth has been punished for  as many times as he has done mistakes so far.And I have not done a mistake , I've done a Crime .A CRIME]

Faizi: Nahii , Karan tum kuch nahi bataoge kisi ko.Kuch nahi bataoge tum.(He finally stops Karan)
[Sub - No , Karan you won't tell anything to anyone.Yiu won't tell anything]

K(crying): Agar apne andar chal rahi ladai se nahi jeet saka mai to kahe ka commando aur Special Agent. Academy mein aane ke baad kya Kasam khaii thi hamne.Yahin na ki
Kartvya , Sahas wa Balidaan , desh ke khaatir desh ke naam .
Aur kya kartvya tha mera , civilians ko protect karna tha mera kartvya na ki unko khatre mein daalna .Har desh vaashi ki safety tha Mera kartvya kiya maine Nahii .Aur agar saahasi hota na toh apne PTSD ki wajah se itni kamzor harkat nahi karta.Aur balidaan Dena tha mujhe na ki lena.Balidaan ka matlab hota hai apni jaan de Dena lekin Maine to Monami ko goli maar di yaar(Said this while shouting)
[Sub- If I can't fight with my inner conflicts what kind of Commando or Special Agent am I. After coming into the academy what was the oath we took.
Duty, courage and sacrifice,in the name of the country for the sake of the country.And what was my duty to protect all citizens not to put their lives in danger. Every citizens safety was my duty and Did I do that !?No. And if I would have been brave , I wouldn't have done such a lowly deed due to my PTSD.And Sacrifice is given not taken. Sacrifice means Giving your life but I , I shot Monami ]

Faizi(concerned): Ye sab kaise !?
[Sub- How did all this happen?]

K:Nahii pata Faizi.I don't know .Mujhe bas itna pata hai ki mujhe kuch log dikh rahe the, Param bhaiya dikh rahe the.Mujhe unhe bachana tha. Maine unko bachane ke liye goli chalayi. Mere haath se trigger kaise chala aur us waqt wahan Monami kaise aayi mujhe kuch pata nahi.
Kaise Hua ?Kyun hua? Nahii pata.Mai hosh mein nahi tha.
[Sub- I don't know Faizi.I don't know. I only know that I was having visions of some people , I could see Param bhaiya.I had to save him.To save him  I fired.When did I press the trigger, when did Monami come in the room, I don't know. How?Why? Don't know.I was sub-concious]

Precap: Sid's outburst and praying. SidSa hug .

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