HM: Anubhav ek bar humaray kehnay par kisi par trust kar k deekho please.

AS: nahi haseena hum nay sab kuch bhula k kisi par trust kiyà tha par sab jhoot hai sab moh Maya hai sacha pyar hota hi nahi hai duniya mei, jis kisi ko hum nay chaha woh hum say dour chala Jata hai hamesha.

HM: theek hai Anubhav hum Tum par zabardasti nahi karen gay tumhari marzi.

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HM: kiyà hua Anubhav tumhain chot Kahan say lagi , kitna khoon beh rha hai Chalo hum tumhain bandage kar dyn.

AS: nahi hum khud kar lyn gay.

HM: kaisay karo gay choot tumharay right hand par lagi hai left hand say kaisay bandage karo gay isliay chup chap yeh humain do hum kar daytay hain.

AS: haseena chor do humain aadat hai bachpan say apnay zakhamon par marham hum hi lagatay aaen hain.

HM: mana k bachpan say marham tum nay khud lagaya hai par hum abhi hain tumharay Sath toh humain karnay do

AS: aaj karo gi Kal karo lekin parson toh humain khud hi Karna hai toh tum chor do hum kar lyn gay.

HM: hum hamesha Karen gay tumhain kabhi akela nahi chorain gay.

AS: phir koi naya jhoot bol rha hai, Kaun nibhata hai umar bhar Sath.

HM: nibha sakta hai par moqa toh day k deekho.

AS: moqa diya tha usay par sab swarti hain zaroorat pora honay par Sath chor jatay hain.

HM: har koi ek sa nahi hota.

AS: har kisi ki fitrat ek si hoti hai. Har koi chehray par Kai niqab liey ghomta hai.

HM: acha maan liya sab kharab hain tumharay Siwa, ab toh do humain yeh sab or chup chap baithay raho buhat giyani bantay ho tumhari yeh batein humari samjh say bahir hai pata nahi aaisi kiyà ho gaya hai k tumhara rishton par say vishwas hi uth gaya hai,koi bhi rishta bananay say dartay ho.

AS: rishton say buhat gehri choot Jo khai hai ek humara mashwara mannah kabhi tum kisi say pyar mohabat ishq waghera na Karna, sab kehnay ki batein hai kitabi alfaz hain saray k saray duniya mei Inka koi wajood nahi hai.

HM: lagta hai Salah tum nay dyar say di hai hum toh shaid dil kisi par haar baithay hain.

AS: sambhal jao abhi bhi waqt hai abhi toh sirf dil hari ho pata nahi Kal ko tumhain apni khushiyan apna maan apni izzat yahan tak k apni zindagi bhi nahi harni par jaey.

HM: hum toh is rah par chal paray hain Anubhav anjam ki humain koi parwa nahi hai.

AS: haseena sirf dard hai us k ilawa kuch nahi.

HM: woh toh waqt hi bataey ga humhain.

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Nextday.

AS: haseena sham k Sath baj rhy hain or tum abhi tak ghar kyun nahi gae ho.

HM: woh Ammi aaj ghar par nahi thi toh hum nay socha k kuch samay apnay dost k Sath guzar liya jaey.

AS: toh ap humaray pass kiyà kar rhi hain jaen apnay dost k pass

HM: humaray dost toh tum hi ho na.

AS: dosti woh hum nay kabhi kisi say ki hi nahi hai, or waisay bhi is waqt par sirf humara haq hai toh Chali jao tum yahan say hum akela rehna chahtay hain humain akela chor do please meharbani hogi buhat tumhari.

HM: theek hai hum ja rhy hain.

Next morning:

Haseena is thinking whole night about Anubhav his swollen and teary eyes, his pain his helplessness.

HM to herself: kiyà hua hai akhir Anubhav ko Kal woh ro kyun rha tha uski takleef us kay chehray say pata chal rhi thi aakhir aaisa kiyà hai jis nay usay itna tor diya hai andar say, kis dard say woh guzar rha hai, par us Kay aanson say humain kyun farq par rha hai hum kyun har pal us kay Sath rehna chahtay hain, kyun uski kisi takleef par dard humain hota hai kyun? Kyun humara dil chah rha hai k kuch bhi kar k hum uski takleef khatam kar dyn? Ya Allah humain nahi pata k yeh kaisa ehsaas hai par us ehsaas ko kabhi humaray dil say mitnay mat dayna, hum isi ehsaas mei jeena chahtay hain.

Er: kiyà hua haseena kiyà soch rahi ho itni dyar say awazain day rhi hum or tum na janay kin khayalon mei gum ho

HM: bus hum Anubhav k baray mei soch rhy thy, Kal sham hun bhai ka wait Kar rhy thy k humari nazar Anubhav par pari woh buhat pareshan tha, pata nahi aaisi kiyà baat hai Jo usay takleef day rhi hai.

Er: tum bekar mei soch rhi ho Anubhav abhi mila tha mujhe bahir bilkul theek tha

HM: lekin Kal woh sach mei pareshan tha yaqeen na aaey toh us say khud poch layna.

Er: waisay lagta toh nahi hai phir bhi tumhari khatir poch lungi mei.

AS: waisay kiyà or kis say pochna hai haseena handed him his coffee mug

Er: Anubhav are you ok ? Is everything fine?

AS: ha humain kiya hona hai. Kyun?

Er: nahi tumhain deekh k aaisa laga nothing especial.

AS: ok I am absolutely fine.

Er: yeh toh achi baat hai. Tum or Haseena bataein Karo mei thori dyar mei aai.

She left. And a drop of tears flows from his eyes which he smartly wipes but she noticed it.

HM to herself: nahi Anubhav hum tumharay aankhon mei ek bhi Anson nahi deekh saktay, usay in Anson ka hisab dayna hoga jo humaray Anubhav ko takleef day rha hai, buhat saha hai tum nay Anubhav ab aur hum tumhain sehnay nahi dyn gay, tumhain hum har woh khushi daynay ki koshish karen gay Jo ab tak tumhain tumharay apnon nay nahi dyn hain sab say pehlay humain tumhari udasi ka sabab jannah hoga. Anubhav ka koi dost bhi toh nahi hai Jo humain us kay raz bataey humain khud pata lagana hoga.

It's about 7:00pm he sits in the garden areas and sees moon , while cigarettes in his one hand. She sees him and walk towards him snatches cigarettes from his hand and put off with the help of her fingers tips.

AS: yeh kiyà badtameezi hai haseena.

HM: acha yeh badtameezi hai toh or Jo tum kar rhy ho woh kiyà? Jantay ho cigarettes say sehat par kiyà asar parta hai or tum ho k chain smoker ban rhy ho.

AS: hum roz roz nahi peetay hain or waisay bhi yeh humari life hai hum Jo chahain Karen tumhain is say kiyà diqqat.

HM: humain hai problem is say hum nahi deekh saktay tumhain is haal mei , Anubhav tum sab say apna dard chupa saktay ho hum say nahi chupa saktay, hum nay dekha hai tumhain taraptay huay rotay huay sisaktay huay hum say nahi hota bardasht yeh sab batao kiya baat hai kiyà wajah hai jis nay tumhain toar diya hai.

AS: hum tumhain bata k tumhari hamdardi hasil Karna nahi chahtay yeh dard humara hai hum is mei kisi ko shareek nahi Karna chahtay.

HM: pehli baat hum koi nahi nahi hain tumhari fikar kartay hain isliay poch rhy hain agar tumharay dard ka toar nahi hai humaray pass toh Kam say kam usay bant toh saktay hain na hum.

AS: nahi humain jhooti hamdardi nahi chaheay.

HM: Anubhav hum say apna dard bant lo dard bantanay say Kam hota hai.

AS just hugged her it's first time they are very close to each other, feels each other breath, he is crying continuously and she consoles him, he tighten his grip around her she also hold him more securely.

AS: haseena duniya mei humari tarha koi bhi shaks unlucky nahi ho ga, aaj tak humain jis jis ki zaroorat thi sab humain dhoka day gay, Lavanya bhi Chali gae humari zindagi say apnay career fame shuhrat k khatir us nay humara pyar thukra diya humain thukra diya us director say shadi Kar li jis nay usay contract diya tha. Sab suwarti hai haseena sab matlab k liey ek dosray ko chahtay hain.

HM heart shattered into many pieces at that time aftee knowing Lavanya is his love. But she composed herself and show to be strong.

HM: Lavanya Kaun hai Anubhav.

AS: Lavanya say hum kabhi milay nahi hain na hi kabhi usay deekha hai social media par us say humari pehli mulaqat hui, ahista ahista hum say dosti hui , hum nay bhi apna dil or zindagi us k samnay khool k rakh di, pyar nahi woh sach mei hum say pyar karti thi ya hum say humdardi Jata rhi thi par hum us say pyar karnay lagay thy, uski humdardi mei humain jeenay ki umeed dikhnay lagi hum zindagi us k Sath guzarna chahtay thy par woh toh Chali gae hum say pyar ka jhota wada kar Kay kabhi na laot k aanay k liey.
Tum bhi Lavanya ki tarha ho haseena humari jhoti fikar jhotti humdardi dikha k humain chor jao gi, is say pehlay hum phir say totain Chali jao dour raho hum say.

HM: nahi Anubhav hum tumhain kisi bhi haal mei chor k nahi Jaen gay yeh wada hai humara.

AS: deekhtay hain kab tak wada nibhao gi tum.

HM: umar bhar nibhaein gay Anubhav. Lavanya tumhara pyar hai toh hum baat karen gay us say usay mana k laen gay usay tumharay pass, bus tum is tarha roya mat karo, tumhain is tarha deekh k hum bhi toot jatay hain Anubhav.

AS to himself: hum Tum par yaqeen Karna chahtay hain haseena par yaqeen nahi Kar pa rhy hain na hi kabhi kar paen gay, tum bhi baqi duniya ki tarha dhokaybaz hui toh, nahi ab humain waqai kisi ki zaroorat nahi hai hum khud k liey kaafi hai, aaj tak khud ko khud hi sambhaltay aaen hain aaj bhi sambhal lyn gay.

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Next day:

HM: Anubhav tum theek ho.

AS: hum bilkul theek hai humain kiya hona hai? Hum nay faisala Kar liya hai hum ab kabhi bhi kisi aur k liey nahi roen gay, jab unlogon ko humari fikar nahi toh hum kyun karen unki fikar, aaj say hum apnay liey jeain gay sirf apnay liey.

HM: or aaj say hum  sirf tumharay liey jeain gay Anubhav, tumhain tumhari khushiyan loatana humari zimadari hai.

AS: deekho hum pyar say samjha rhy hain tum hum say dour raho warna anjam bura hoga. Hum tum say nafrat kartay hain buhat zayda nafrat kartay hain samjhi tum, Chali jao khud ki zindagi geo or humain bhi jeenay do.

HM: Anubhav...

AS: Anubhav Singh naam hai humara or aainda kabhi yeh naam apni zaban say nahi layna dobara.

HM: kiyà hua hai Anubhav tum aaisi batein kyun kar rhy ho. Aachank tumhain kiyà ho gaya hai.

AS: kyun k tum apni had bhool rhi ho haseena. Tum apni fikar karo humari chinta chor do tum.

HM: chor diya aaj say tum apni Chalo hum wahi Karen gay Jo humara dil kahey ga.

HM to herself: Anubhav humain tum say pyar ho gaya hai hum kiyà karen humain waqai tumhari chinta hai hum say dekha nahi Jata tumhara dard, or hum nay tum say pyar kisi badlay ki chah mei nahi kiyà hai, bhalay tum hum say nafrat karo par hum har pal tum say mohabat nibhaein gay, kabhi tumhara Sath nahi chorain gay.

AS to himself: haseena tum nay yeh ghalti kar di hai hum say pyar kar k, mana k kabhi tum nay Kaha nahi hai par humain pata hai, hum ab kisi fareeb kisi chal mei nahi aanay walay, tum nay pyar kar k hum say badlay mei humari nafrat moh li hai, jab jab pyar jatao gi hum say tab tab saza Pao gi, or tumhara nasha utar jaey ga. Waqai aaj tak humaray dil mei tumharay liey Jo bhi tha woh sab khatam ho gaya hai baqi hai toh sirf nafrat.

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