Chp.14
Yazzy Pov
It's been 6 hours. 6 long boring hours and it's only 5 in the morning. The medicine the doctors had gave me only worked for a little bit, but had wore off after a while, which I'm glad it did since I was able to hear everything Andrew said. I know I should've said something back, but I just wanted to let him rant since he rarely ever expressed his feelings. Ever since we first met he wouldn't ever dare to show emotion. The only time he did was on his birthday when he got all the gifts he wanted.
I laughed to myself remembering the time he gave me the biggest hug one time when I got him the new hot wheels toy car. That was the Day He gave me my first kiss and I still remembered how it felt in that moment. That's how happy he was about his car that he decided to give me a kiss as a thank you , which I hope he still had because that thing was expensive since I got the whole set, but that wasn't my point. Just hearing him talk and sound like that almost made me wanted to just reach out and hug him,but I probably would've scared him if I did. (I imagined that as I typed it. Somebody just giving somebody a hug while that person thinking they asleep and watching them😂😂)
And when he cried.. lord knows when he cried that broke my heart. Just seeing and hearing a boy or man cry is probably one of The most saddest things to witness. But I'm not going to lie I had feelings for him as well, but the friendship we had already could be ruined if we tried to go any further so I always held in those feelings, but sooner or later I'll reveal it to him.
Although I was able to get all this information I still wished that I did had sometime to rest because every time I shifted in the bed my body ached more then the last time. Even when I reached for the remote it would hurt. Every time I felt that pain my mind would flash back to what happened that night. It haunted me when every time I'd rest and i know it was going to make life harder since i would always have to be on my Ps & Qs (Lil uzi.. anyone? ❤️🙄) 10 times more since it seems like someone is out to get me.
Speaking of which, I still can't think of who would? To be honest I was pretty hill about the whole scenario only because.. well I don't know. I guess because it might bring me and Andrew closer together. But at the same time I still wondered who would want to kill me? I didn't talk to anyone that could've pissed anyone off, besides maybe Jaquese. But he would miss this pretty face to much so I don't think so. Or maybe even Jay since I did take his oreos the other day and he doesn't play about those..nahhhhhhh. It was all starting to make my head hurt and I didn't really want to be in anymore pain then I already was. With that being said i decided to take a nap.
Andrews Pov
I was in the living room waiting for my mom to get home and deciding how in the world I was going to figure out who did that to Yaz. Of course the cops got involved and opened up an investigation, but they seem like they could careless about what happens on this side of town. As I was in my thoughts I heard the doorbell ring and I groaned in annoyance.
"What do y'all people want," I mumbled under my breath as I made my way towards the door opening it. I was surprised to see that it was Jay standing outside the door with a sad look on his eyes.
"Can I talk you?" For a moment all I could do was just look at him like I was crazy because honestly I didn't want to hear what he had to say. My mind was focused on Yaz and not about his... situation. After a moment of odd silence I nodded and held the door open for him making way for him to walk in the room.
He slowly sat on my couch awkwardly while I sat on the other side. If anyone should be weirded out it should be me.
"So.. I'm just going to get straight to the point," he said rubbing his hands together," I know it's weird to know I'm gay, but please don't tell the rest of the group I rather say it you know.. myself?" Inwardly I rolled my eyes because of course this would be the first thing on his mind, but what can I do?
"I mean of course I'm not going to say anything it's not my business to especially with everything going on with Yaz.. it's the last thing on mind. Although if we being one hunnid right now I'm still trying to cope with it because we've know each other for years man.. it's just different." Studying his face I tried to figure out what Jay was thinking as I said this to him and all he did was nod.
"I understand and that's completely fine." It better be fine, I thought.
"Is that all you wanted to talk about?" Now i know come off rude, but if this is all what he wanted to talk about then I think it should've been another time.
"Well yes.. and I think you might want to listen." As he said those words I looked at him waiting for him to continue.
He cleared his throat and said," I know about the baby Andrew." When he said that it seemed like everything around me froze. Someone else knew too?
Flashback
As I sat across from Harmony all I could do was look at her in shock as what she had just told me.
"Your pr- pregnant?" I stuttered," no, no you aren't. It's not mine." I could tell by the look in her eyes that wasn't what she wanted to hear but she needed to understand that wasn't my child. I can't be a father I don't know how to raise a child. I barely even knew how to take care of myself.
"No. Your helping me raise this baby Andrew. And it's yours. And don't make me out to be some kind of.. hoe. Because I'm not one." She said grabbing his arm roughly while yelling in his face.
He laughed in her face with dry humor written all around it,"What about Trell huh? Don't think I don't know about you guys." I grabbed my arm from her and got up quickly. This was to much to handle.
"Are you kidding me?! Don't leave me here with this baby Andrew. We created this baby and we are going to raise it together. Don't you love me? You said you'd do anything for me." And that was the moment I knew this girl was crazy. The look in her eyes said it all. As I held on to the door nob I looked back at her glistening eyes that were ready to burst with tears. Or maybe it was just the lighting I don't know.
"I just need some time to think," I said looking down at the ground. I waited for her reply and when she didn't say anything I had left going to go sell by the trap so I could take my mind off things.
The thought of that night still bothers me to realize how it felt to actually be responsible of bringing someone in the world, but now I didn't have to worry because days later she somehow managed to afford the cost of aborting the baby. (I don't condone in this before anyone says anything) of course I didn't want her to abort the baby because that child carried my seeds, but the selfish side of me was glad that I had a second chance at life. I heard my name being called and I snapped my head in Jays direction.
"Sorry you seemed to have zone off."
"Sorry.."
"It's ok, but I want to you know that you shouldn't trust Harmony."
"Like I didn't realize that," I laughed sarcastically although nothing about it was funny.
"And why is that huh? I mean I already know, but what do you know that's got you thinking that?" I asked him.
"Well as you know me and Trell are I guess dating and at one point he didn't know I was friends with you and Keith. And he slipped up and told me about some girl Jaquese was supposedly talking to and I guess that the girl had a baby who is 1 years old. And something about how she tricked this guy into thinking it was his because she was obsessed with him. So I saw how you and Harmony acted and I don't know I just got the vibe so I put two and two together and here we are now."
I held my mouth wide open as I stared at Jay wondering what the hell is going on. And the baby.. his baby.. has been alive this whole time?
"And that's not just all Andrew.." he was starting to make my nervous as he scratched the back of his neck looking anywhere else but me.
"Just say it," I said rubbing my face already trying to ponder the fact my child was still alive.
" ok well here it goes..
.
. Your not the father Andrew .
.........
....... jaquese is." As those last few words came out Jays mouth he realized how much stuff was soon about to go down.
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