Yazzy Pov

I layed upon the floor surrounded in my red ink of blood. Everything felt so blurry as I stared upon my surroundings. I saw a few figures who circled around me who seemed to be crying and frantically crying for help. Seeing them emotional made me feel the same as soft tears proceeded to cascade down my face. Blinking them away I tried to fight away the pain and the weakness that took over me. I felt like I was ripped Into pieces as my body ached. My body felt lifeless as I realized I was hoisted up into the air as if God was trying to ring me into his arms. My hands began to tingle as I realized someone had grabbed it. As numb as I already was I was luckily still able to avert my eyes to see my best friend. I couldn't make out what he was saying as the blood from the side of my head ran along side my ears and down my body. Trying to make out what he said as his mouth moved rapidly I couldn't hear anything. As my eyes felt heavy they began to close shut as a faced the world of darkness take over me. The last words I remembered hearing was "I love you Yaz."

Andrew

My mind and body couldn't function well as I watched Yaz taken off and settled into the ambulance. All the flashing of the lights blinded me as it drove off into the distance disappearing into the cold night. I blocked everyone out as they all talked amongst each and trying to check if I was ok, but they knew I wasn't ok. The fact they'd ask me if I was ok was already a dumb question and it angered me even more then I already was. Even Harmony had the nerve to show up, not even realizing her so called best friend was the one shot and was the victim of the whole situation . I shivered just at the word shot seeing as those words connected with Yaz. My Yaz.

It may seem like I'm over exaggerating, but I couldn't fathom the fact that my best friend was.. shot. I should've been their, it's my fault. She didn't deserve this, thoughts began to rummage through my mind not even realizing Harmony calling my name.

"Come on we need to get to the hospital," she said as she stood in front  of him without one single hint of emotion on her face. With her eyebrows raised as she tried to figure out what my next move was going to be, I snarled and pushed past her to get to my car.

"Really. So it's like that Andrew. For once I'm actually trying to help you." Crossing her arms she stood in the middle of the parking lot like a damn fool. All I could do was shake my head as I stepped into the car. "Your heartless," I yelled out to her hoping she could hear me. I didn't even bother to see her reaction.

I pulled out of the parking lot while pressing  on the gas hard as I possibly could not even caringbif I was going over the speed limit. This was one of the longest rides I felt like I've ever been in and I know I wasn't going to ever forget this feeling. The brim of my eyes carried so much baggage as tears tried to escape, but I wasn't going to let that happen. For those few years of knowing my dad, one thing I learned that he always told me was that men don't cry, we just deal with it and keep it moving.

When I finally got to the hospital I didn't bother to take my time walking, instead I ran not even caring who I pushed along to way. Making my way to the receptionist I skipped ahead of everyone in the line and of course people complained, but I had to see her. I needed to make sure she was okay.

"Young man I beg your-"  The lady at the front began but I cut her off before she could finish her sentence.

"I need to see a girl name Yazzy right now. She was shot not too long ago I need to make sure she's ok," I said looking at the woman in her eyes. I could tell she didn't care and was ready to leave, but this was emergency and something, more like someone that actually meant something to me.

"Look, how about you get in line and then when it's your turn we can have this talk." My patients was running short and I didn't want to go off on this lady, but she was bout to give me no choice.Just in time  I heard Keith's voice trying to get my attention.

"Andre it's ok we already signed in come over here man." As I glared at the woman who looked scared and tried to avoid eye contact as I slowly walked  off to follow Keith where I was faced with the rest of the group. Everyone seemed to have tears either running down their face or just seemed mad and confused as to why this happened. They all looked up at me with sorrow in their eyes as they realized I was in the room, but I didn't acknowledge any of them. I just wanted to see Yazzy that's all. Sitting down in the cushioned chair I rested my head in my lap as I tugged on my hair. Not even 30 minutes after I arrived my mom and Yazzy mom came in with tears stained upon their faces. They sat beside me as my mom leaned against me and Yazzy's mom right beside her as she cried out her heart. The room was filled with the sound of her pain and I actually felt bad for her. She barely ever see her daughter, and probably aren't as close as they used to be from what Yaz had told me. As a few more minutes go by and Yazzy's mom cools off, I could already tell this was going to be a long wait..

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3 hours go by and the doctor finally came into the room to tell us that she had her room set up and visitors were aloud.

"Now luckily it wasn't too serious. The gun shot barely grazed her head yet there was lots of blood flow. Thankfully it didn't damage anything important that could've affected brain trauma or memory loss. I'll just need someone to fill out the paper work that I have set for her and you guys can see her.

Only Yazzy's mom was aloud to go in as of right now since it was for family members only. Everyone else left since they were going to wait until tomorrow to see her, but I wanted to see her today even if I had to be stubborn to get my way. I waited with my mom as Yazzy's mom finally came out with tear streaming down her face ruining her eye make up as the doctor walked beside her.

When she made eye contact to me she nodded her head signifying she understood what I was here for.

"Oh um doctor is it ok if he sees my daughter please." We all waited for his answer, but I could tell he wasn't going to do nothing.

"But the policy says he must be fam-"

"He's my son."

"Buts he's white..?"

"So?" She said with her arms crossed.

"But his mom is right th-"

"We're married." At this point you could tell she was getting annoyed and I
High key I was too. Although I did looked at her questionably when she said they were married, but I knew they weren't. But after tonight with Jay who knows.

"But ma'am-"

"Are you questioning my sexuality?" The doctor looked surprised and I could tell he didn't know what to say. Not going to lie I would be too if I was in his situation.

Coughing he said" um right this way sir..." Getting up I followed him to the room where I saw her laying down in her bed. Her soft smokes filling the air while her eyes were shut closed looking at peace. Although her face looked paler then usual and her lips looked dry. Even in this state she still looked beautiful in my eyes.

"We gave her some medicine so she'll be asleep for a bit." Continuing to ignore him, I was so mesmerized I didn't even realize the doctor had left the room.

Slowly I walked towards her not wanting to make a sound. I reached out carefully as I brushed her hair out her face just staring at her. Seeing her like this made my sick to my stomach trying to figure who would do this to her.

"It's ok Yazzy. Will get through this. Even if that means they got to lock me up in the cell. You mean to much to me to let this slide by." Caressing her face I continued to still talk to her," I should've been there for you and shouldn't have left you. Especially after you wanted me to stay. And I know this is weird talking to you while your asleep, but I seen people do this in movies so I thought might as well take my chance and you might actually still be able to hear me." I felt my eyes start to water as it began to put pressure on to my eyes.

"And you know my dad always told me not to cry and I never did," I said still looking at her," but this time.. I won't listen." With that said a tear rolled down the side of my face and I didn't wipe it away. I couldn't bring myself to do so. I guess this shows that sometimes emotions can get in the way of pride.

For a few more minutes  I stayed there and just cried looking at her not knowing what to say, which then turned into anger and hatred. I took my phone out my pocket and called Keith saying that I needed his help on something and quickly got up after hanging up. I kissed her forehead as my goodbye and walked ready to make my next move.

And there you guys go next chapter will be up later tonight. Things are going to start getting more crazy y'all😭.

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