HAikyuu

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The Now second year highschol Tsukishima kie let out a heavy sigh, tapping through
his phone with a Bored, yet gloomy expression.

  (No messeges)

    Thats what the first sentence that poop out  the first thing he open his message box.

"are you okay, tsukki?"

       his Freckled green(ish) friend ask, its not like this was the first time he saw tsukishima looking so bored, he was always like this,  bored expression is his usual expression. Its just that  This time is just kind of different. too odd for his liking.

"im okay yamaguchi"

     Was his only respond before slipping his phone through his bag and start walking towards the court. leaving the worried freckled friend behind. 

Tsukishima's P.O.V

  me and Kuroo-san have been dating for almost 4 months now, he was now in college while im in my second year highschool.

I've been in a lot of thinking lately. something that makes me depressed.

I love Kuroo-san, i cant deny it even though i dont say it out loud.
we are dating, YEs. But long distance relationship is too damn hard..

Everytime i go to the store or walk home all i could see is some lover dovey couple bullshiting around.

you could say im jealous. because im truly am jealous. but i can't help but think that im being a bother to Kuroo. im being an inconvenience.

He have been busy lately. Yet, he still try his best to keep in touch with me. Well except today he said he was extra busy today.

He have dreams, i knew it. lots of lots of dreams and i want him to acchieved it, Thats why i've been thinking about breaking up with him. And beside male-male relationship would never work out.
      I want him to find someone else. Not in the same gender, a woman. A woman that can make him happy, that he can marry and have kids with.

   I do want Kuroo-san for myself. But i cant never make him happy like a woman would do. I cant give him kids and be called his wife. all i could give him is my love, Thats all.

i know someday he'll find someone better than me.  Someone with An opposite gender. That he'll be happy with.

and left me behind

So i think while its still early, i should end up the thing between the both of us Before it got worst.

I just have to let him go. Even thou it hurts,  i just have to.

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