here we are again me being hit while hes snaped if you didnt know im with goldie. he has a insanity problem and when he snaps he beats me. but when he goes back to noraml he always feels like shit and crys telling me how sorry he is. i understand he cannot control himself. but what keeps me with him throw out all the beating is i know my sweet little goldie is there. he loves me very much so i would take any abuse for him he is my one and only we will be togheter untill the end. because he is aleast trying to control himself finally the beating stopped. i looked at him with a smile and he stared to cry and apallagise. i said "its ok we will make it throw this" i huged him he huged back crying more. after he calmed down he helped me with my wounds and started babying me and saying hes so sorry and he loves me. that is why i love him.

****~sorry thought of this when remembering ****~