I tried to give you feels but I think I've failed...

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It all started after the loss against Aoba Josai during the Interhigh competition. It brook all of them to the point most wanted to give up. Nishinoya blamed himself for not saving the last ball, Asahi blamed himself for not being a strong enough ace, Daichi blames himself for not being a smart enough captain and most off all, Hinata and Kageyama blamed themselves for allowing themselves to be pushed into a corner to do a quick. At the time, the crazy duo were a couple but after the traumatic events of the loss all hope had been lost.

To a stranger, it may seem odd but the two had a relationship built on trust and the power between the two when Kageyama set and Hinata spiked so if the two couldn't get that right then how could they get their relationship right? Of course the two still tried with their love but everything seemed to fail...

They stopped laughing with one another, they stopped hugging with the same warmth and tenderness, they stopped kissing with passion and meaningfulness...

Kayeyama's POV

It was still hard, seeing my ginger shrimp once bouncing and full of life to down in the gutter soaked in his own tears. His bright eyes had now dulled and his love for me and volleyball seemed to fade in the air like mist ofter boiling water. But I still loved him.

"Kageyama-kun?" Shouyou questions in a croaky as he picks up the phone. That stung. 'Kageyama-kun', no, he used to call me Tobio! "It's 11:30pm..."

"I know," I say quietly as a tear falls from my eyes. Hinata has left me and there is nothing I could do...I need to say goodbye one last time though! "I'm gonna miss you, shrimp."

I could hear the small gasp on the other end of the line coming from Hinata before he stutters, "W-what do you mean Kageyama-kun? Aren't we...Aren't we...together?"

As much as I hate to admit it, tears were rolling off my cheeks like raindrops on a windowpane as I listened to the spiker's stuttering voice. My heart felt like it was being stretched and clawed at with my skin shivered and my hairs stood up. It was becoming too much for me now; I couldn't take it anymore. We were both naive to believe we could just ignore the fact that the foundation of our relationship had been cracked and was starting to wear away with every passing moment.

"But Hinata," I say, my voice cracking a little, "it's not the same anymore. I'm sorry and...goodbye."

Dropping my mobile on the carpet floor, the ringing of hanging up rushes through my brain as it sinks in. I broke up with Hinata Shouyou. It was all over...because of me!

Bringing my knees up to my chest, I try and hold it together as only a few tears run down my cheeks, my heart still being torn and my muscles tense up. It felt like I was going into shut down mode. I decided I needed somewhere to cry, to let it all out and get rid of the pain.

Slowly, I stood up and headed for the bathroom before I shut the door behind me and lock the door. Stepping myself of my clothes, I turn on the shower as I wait for it to heat.

Kageyama

Kageyama-kun

Tobio

I love you

I love you, Tobio

Those words rang through my head as I stepped into the steaming shower. The water pored over my head and back as I stared at the porcelain flooring, the memories of us flooding through my pores and infecting my brain like a disease.

Tobio

Tobio

I love you

I clamp my hands over my ears and my fingernails dig into my skull as the words continued to spin around my head like a carousel that never ended. My teeth grit together before I finally broke.

I fall to the floor and becoming a sobbing mess. My body heavily wracked back and forth as loud cries and screams escaped my throat in a painful melody. Even though my shower was like a sauna, my body instead shivered like I was dunked in ice cold water before I heard a loud thumping at my door.

Probably mum and dad.

But right now I couldn't care because I loved Hinata Shouyou and my brain couldn't seem to forget that.

"I'm in love with you, Shouyou, but we don't talk anymore..."

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