My pov : I was sobbing in to the pillow when I look over and saw muffin in her tank and got up and picked her up out of the tank . 

Me: *started petting *  "hi muffin who a pretty girl"* I said *

Muffin: * nugges me to keep petting *

Me: "your so cute muffin"* I said and kept petting her *

muffin : * flickers her tounge *

* a few minutes later I put muffin back in her take and put my face back in the pillow *

My thoughts :" I here with him permanently and I agree to be his woman what did I get myself into "* I thought to myself *

* a few minutes later I heard a knock at the door *

Me: "who is it"* I said through my sobbing *

* comes in *

Venomous: "it's just me my little angel " *he said *

Me: * I put my head up and look at him*

Venomous: "aww come on  doll face cheer up " *he said *

Me: * looks away *

Venomous: "well come on down stairs dinners ready " *he said *

Me: "I'm not hungry" *I said *

* then gave me a mad look*

Venomous: "I'm not gonna  ask you again come down stairs for dinner  " *he said  raising his voice *

Me:" I said I'm not hungry " * he said *

*then he grabbed my hands*

Venomous :" your come down stairs your not gonna stay in the room all night "*he yelled *

Me: * nods my head *

Venomous: "I was  gonna tell you the billiam trowing a  Halloween party tomorrow and I was gonna take you  , the kids but  since your not listening to me .  you can just stay home and I'll just take them"* he said *

Me: *look at him and then put my head down* she said *

* he  went  to the kitchen to getting dinner when ko and fink walking *

Fink :" boss is mommy  ok  " *she asked  *

Ko: "yeah is Kayla ok "he said *

Venomous: "aww she's fine  but I got good new you two  I just got a invite from billiam Halloween party tomorrow night " *he said *

both:" "yayy party ! " *they said *

me:*I peaked in to the kitchen*

* we  all sat down and ate dinner , after we were done the kid went up to bed and I decided to sit and the table with my head down *

My thoughts : "maybe they deserve to go the party with out me and have  fun with out me . I'll apologize to venomous for not listening to him when they come back from the party  ,  I might well try to make the best of my life here " * I thought to myself *

* I went to bed and feel a sleep*