It's okay to cry ~Evan x reader~

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rom Slenderverse Zodiac

Y/N's POV

I was staying at Evan's, well all my friend's shared house, for a time. I said I needed a place to say, really my dad was taking pills and he wouldn't stop. Not even go to a doctor or anything, my sister is taking care of him. I was worried and scared for him, he seemed different when he was medication, and I was worried about his health.

I was more worried than scared actually, you think that almost getting molested by some dudes when I was younger would be easily forgotten. Nope, as stupid as it sounds I was scared if my dad would do the same to me, yes really stupid thought.

Anyways so on for the edgy introduction, let me start again. I am living in a shared house of my friend's from high school. Evan had been my crush for years, yes the best friend crush cliche. I normally would hang out with him in the livingroom or be doing my work on my computer, annoying me. He always teased me and whined to make me play videogames with him. The closest he even got to me for a romance intercourse was for a dare by Jeff to kiss my cheek.

Jeff is the closest I am too, other than Evan of course, he is the one I would tell my secrets too. I tell Evan and Vinny secrets too, just not my crush. Not like Vinny would tease me- okay maybe he would a little, but anyways you get what I mean!

The introduction is killing me already! I thought as I set down my pet onto my desk. I was starting to write in a journal which I'll likely abandoned in a few days, or if anyone found me dead they would read this. Maybe Evan would? I was lost in thought, playing with my pen between my finger tips in how Evan would find me fantasy. Until Evan came in, I quickly sat up in my desk chair and slammed my journal close. He looked confused to match my shocked expression.

"Um, ya' okay?" He asked in his New Jersey accent. I always wondered why New Jersey was called that, was it because there was a state before that called Jersey? You'll learn very quickly I'll get lost in my thoughts very quickly. I finally answered back, "um yeah, I am. You just scared me from thinking what to write."

He chuckled and a smirk formed on his lips, "in your writing phrase again?" I had a writing phrase where I wanted to be the BEST writer in the world, back to freshmen year again, so cringey.

Evan's POV

I saw the girl I always enjoyed seeing, Y/N, I walked up behind her in the library she was at during school hours. I quickly latched my hands on her shoulders, scaring her. I felt such a rush and a urge to strangle her, is this normal?

I chuckled when I heard a faint squeak and I sat next to her, lowering her book to see her beautiful eyes to meet mine. She looked annoyed at me and glared at me. "So, whatcha writing in the book?" I thought she was just writing notes in a book, but no. She laid the book on the table, she was writing something.

"I am going to be the best writer." She boasted and stares directly at me. "Oh yeah~? Then how about you write a note to Jeff confessing your love to him." I teased, she blushed very lightly and quickly stopped blushing.

"You know I don't like him, we're only friends." She responded in a soft voice and looked down. I felt a bit bad, "oh I didn't mean it that way, I was only teasing." I nudged her shoulder lightly and chuckled to add something to the flame of silence that filled the library.

"I am going to be the best writer."

"Um..uh..no.." I responded and turned my chair around to the window. "Well Vinny wants you downstairs for food." He slapped the wall and quickly left, without closing the door.

I sighed and got out of the chair and went down to eat.

~later~

I went back to my office, I couldn't help it anymore with hiding it, I am such a baby for it. I couldn't help hiding the wet tears going down my cheek. I hid my tears from everything happening right now that brought me stress.

I heard the door creak open, I hope it was Jeff or Vinny. Evan might tease me about it or be taken back by seeing a girl cry- well my hopes are down the drain now, it was Evan. Great.

"Y/N?" His voice was soft and a little shaky, ohh my god I was right on how he was taken aback from this. GREAT!

I couldn't say anything, my throat was so sore and I had a clouded headache, I wish I could transmit my thoughts to his brain. He rushed over and got on his knees, grabbing me and holding me as close as he can for a chair between us.

"Shh~" He rubbed my left arm to calm me down.

Years later he still hugs me close anytime he can, mostly when he is stressed and dealing..with a person. It seems clearer and makes us feel more close when he holds me close. He does like me, indeed from the freshman phrase writer.

I know this might suck, I didn't really know how to end this. I think it had a sweet ending though, I tried to work better on this and I did alright on Evan I guess. Inspired by Cry Baby by The Neighbourhood and Honest by The Neighbourhood.