Day 2 if X-mas is here! Enjoy reading sin instead of being with your family lol.

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Since being introduced to gay porn two days ago, I'd spent the majority of my free time locked in my room, jacking off. The videos were good, but they weren't amazing. It wasn't like when I was with Dark. Everything's better with him.

Most of the stuff I've been watching is that amateur, home-made stuff. The videos with the alternative guys jacking themselves off, or blowing their boyfriends. None of the guys in the video look a lot like Dark, but once in a while there'll be an actor with black hair and piercings and the orgasm that I get from those videos is almost as good as the orgasm that Dark gave me.

Don't misunderstand me; I know what I'm doing, what Dark and I did, is completely inappropriate and frankly, kind of gross. But I can't help it. He's my best friend, and he's attractive, and he's smart and funny, and I love him. I really do. And I look up to him. I want to impress him.

But I do know that we can't go any further, it's wrong. And more importantly, our mothers would kill us if they found out.

But that doesn't mean that I can't still jack off to gay porn and pretend that my best friend's really the one stroking my cock. Or that when I'm lying in bed in the morning, dealing with morning wood, that I can't pretend that Dark's helping me cope with it.

I stretched beneath the covers, feverishly jacking my cock. My eyes were squeezed shut, as I pretended that Dark was lying next to me on the bed, and that he was the one stroking my cock. God, I was getting so close.

Suddenly, there was a sharp knock at my door, and then it was flung open. I nearly jumped out of my skin at the unexpected intrusion. I looked over at the door.

"Morning, son, I made pancakes. Come downstairs and have some breakfast." My dad said, smiling at me, totally oblivious to what he interrupted. I groaned.

"Just let me sleep for five more minutes." I mumbled, rolling onto my stomach to hide my hardened member.

"Nope, get up. The pancakes will get cold." I looked at him. He was still in his blue pajama pants and t-shirt. His brown hair was combed though, and he didn't look tired. He must've been up for a while now.

"Alright, alright." I complied. I wasn't happy about it, but I could finish later, I guess. My dad left the room, leaving my door wide open. I grabbed a pair of boxers off of my floor and pulled them on before heading downstairs.

"Were you awake during the snow storm last night?" My dad asked over breakfast. I shook my head. I didn't know there'd been a storm.

"Yeah, it broke one of the trees in the front yard. Our internet and landline's down. Oh, and the cable." He said, shrugging. The internet was down? I groaned loudly.

"Hey, it's not that bad. It's probably only going to be like that for a few days." He said, shrugging. I looked at him. He was the nicest man in the family, I thought. He had brown hair and blue eyes, like me (though my hair was dyed green and one of my eyes was septic green where the whites should be). But he had a strong jaw and perfectly straight, white teeth. And he never yelled, like ever. If he was mad, he'd just sit you down and calmly explain why he was angry, and that was that. My father was also very humble, unlike Dark's.

I loved Dark's dad like an uncle, but he was definitely the more outgoing, extravagant of the two men. He always had something to say.

"How am I supposed to be entertained for a couple of days with no internet?" I asked, stabbing angrily at my pancakes as if they were to blame.

"Well, you could help your mother go last minute Christmas shopping." He said, smiling.

"That's worse than doing nothing at all!" I exclaimed.

"I thought you'd say that. Well, you'll be happy to know then, that I invited John and Gemma to come over today. Your mother and Gem can go shopping, John's going to help me try to fix the brakes in your mother's car, and you and Dark can... well, do whatever it is teenage boys do nowadays." My father said with a smile.

"Really Dad? That's awesome, thanks." I responded, finishing the last bite of my pancakes.

"They should be over in about an hour." He said casually, sipping his coffee. I grinned at him. My dad's great.

I ran upstairs to my room and began cleaning it in a mad frenzy. Dark always kept his room clean, and mine was always a fucking disaster. I wanted to impress him.

Most of the mess was just dirty clothes, so I brought them all to the laundry, and then I cleared off my desk.

My room's pretty big. I have a double bed, which isn't huge but it's big enough. I have a desk against the back wall. If you're walking into my room, my bed's against the right wall, and my TV and stand is against the left wall. I plugged in my video games (that's probably what Dark and I would occupy ourselves with) and then I changed into clean sweats and a t-shirt.

Guaranteed Dark would show up in his classic black jeans, white V-neck and torn flannel. It was also a guarantee that he'd look sexy as hell.

When John pulled into the driveway, it was just after 11am. I waited for them on the front porch, watching the snow fall. It was freezing outside.

"Hey, how are you Anti?" John said, pulling me into a hug. His wife gave me a curt nod before walking into the house. Dark stood behind his father, smirking at me.

"I'm fine, how are you?" I asked him as we pulled away.

"I'm great, just going to help out your dad. You boys coming inside?" He asked, looking between Dark and I as he moved towards the door. Dark shook his head.

"I'm going to have a smoke first," he said, casually. His dad nodded and shut the door behind him. I looked at Dark and he looked at me. I was right, he looked hot. His tight black jeans hugged his legs, his short-sleeved shirt showed off his beautiful muscular arms. Dark's black and red hair was slicked back in classic greaser style. He kicked his boots awkwardly against the snow. So what now? Would things be awkward because of last time?

"Hey Dar-" He pushed me roughly against the door and crashed his lips against mine. His hands tangled greedily into my hair, holding my face to his. His lips ravaged mine, his tongue aggressively moved inside my mouth, and despite my better judgement, I reciprocated his movements.

But our parents are right on the other side of the door. And this is wrong.

"Dark, stop. We can't. Someone might see." I said, breathlessly against his lips.

"Mm, let them see." He breathed, his lips attacking mine once more. I swallowed thickly. Fuck, I should just give in to him. It'll feel good, I know it will.

"Dark, stop. Please, I'm being serious."

And he pulled away. He looked almost embarrassed.

"Sorry, I didn't, I mean, you don't... you don't want to do... anything?" He asked, looking at me with his eyebrow raised. His red eyes went from me to the floor and he bit his lip.

"Let's just... go play video games or something, okay?" Oh god, this was hard. I wanted to, I wanted to so badly. But this was wrong, so, so wrong. We couldn't tell anyone, ever. We'd always have to worry about getting caught, not to mention, I don't even know how to be gay. All of my past experiences, everything from kissing to fucking had been with chicks. What if I make a fool of myself?

Besides, where we live, being gay is illegal. I'd made a pretty good point of not doing anything illegal in my life, and I couldn't very well start now. It was illegal for a reason. A good reason too.

Right?

"You go, I'll meet you in there. I'm just going to... have a smoke." He said, turning away from me and sitting on the porch stair.

"I don't mind sitting with you while you have a smoke." I offered. But he looked up at me and shook his head.

"No, you go on inside, I'll meet you there."

I nodded and headed inside. Well, fuck. That was awkward.

I headed to my room and sunk down onto my bed. I stretched out on my back and sighed deeply. God, I was so confused.

After a while, I heard my friend coming up the stairs, so I straightened, sitting with my legs hanging over the edge of the bed. Dark walked in and smiled at me.

"So, what game are we playing?" He asked, walking over to the TV stand and looking at the games.

"Up to you, Dark." I responded, biting my lip. He ran his fingers across the games, selecting one at random and then popping it in the system.

"Ready to have your ass handed to you?" He asked, plopping down next to me on the bed. I scoffed at him.

"Right."

Things were tense and awkward as we played the game. Dark wasn't as good as he normally was, and I was so focused on just not looking at him, that I wasn't even really focused on the game. Neither of us said anything.

Eventually Dark just put down his controller. I turned to look at him.

"Dark?" I asked quietly. He looked up at me. His hand slowly moved to cup my cheek gently, and his face moved closer to mine. The cool metal of his nose ring brushed against my nose as his face touched mine. Our lips were mere inches apart. I closed the gap.

The kiss started off slow, our lips tenderly moving against one another's. His tongue traced my bottom lip and I opened my mouth, letting him enter. I could taste the cigarettes on him, but I didn't mind, it tasted rugged and masculine, like Dark.

His hands slid down from my cheeks, and encompassed my torso. He held my waist securely, and slowly pushed me down, so I was lying with him on top of me. I shifted beneath him, pulling my legs up off the edge of the bed, on either side of him. My fingers tangled in his hair, holding him to me. His hands slid under my shirt, pushing it up.

His lips moved from mine, down to my neck, and he began sucking the tender skin there. He nipped the crook of my neck, before his tongue eagerly traced the bitten skin. I whimpered closing my eyes as he kissed me. Every nip, every flick of his tongue further flooded my body with unapologetic lust. I wanted him. He began slowly rubbing his hips against mine, our hard members rubbing against one another's, and I gasped at the unexpected sensation. Despite how wrong I knew it was, I couldn't help but squirm against him, my body desperately trying to relieve the wonderful tension.

His hands ran up beneath my thin shirt, his fingers brushing against my nipples and I whimpered. No one had ever touched me like this before. But this was Dark, my best friend, and he shouldn't be touching me like this. My best friend shouldn't be making me feel this good.

"Dark." I said quietly, trying to pull away from him.

"Mm?" He continued his wonderful assault on my body, kissing and biting my neck, grazing my nipples with his fingertips.

"Maybe we should stop this." I said, resting my head against the bed and staring up at the ceiling.

"Why?" He pulled away from me, only slightly, to look at my face. His eyebrows raised, like they always did when he was confused. His red eyes searched my face, his hands rested immobile against my torso.

"Doesn't it sort of... weird you out?"

"What? The fact that we're both male or the fact that we're best friends... or both?" He asked biting his lip.

Now that he brought up the whole gay thing, I was sort of curious about that too. He'd never before told me he was gay, I hadn't thought I was gay... but it didn't matter. I could figure that out on my own time.

"I just mean... well, you know, gay. It's illegal and kind of... gross, right Dark?" I asked. He frowned, and pulled completely off of me, sitting onto his knees.

"It doesn't really bother me. I know it's fucked up, but it doesn't. I guess it'd be different if one of us was a girl, and could get pregnant or something... or if one of us was underage. Look, I know what I'm getting into. And I..." He paused, sucking in a deep breath. He exhaled and looked me in the eyes. "I've wanted to do this with you for a long, long time. I just, I just don't think it's a big deal. I mean, it's not like our families can get any more fucked up, and no one else has to know about it, you know?"

I felt my heart flutter involuntarily. He'd been thinking about being intimate with me for a while. I could feel my cheeks flush.

"Hey, kid, I'm not going to make you do something you don't want to do, okay? You want to stop all this, we'll stop." He rubbed my thigh gently, I think he was trying to comfort me. "Do you want to stop, Anti?"

I swallowed thickly, my hand reaching down to lay on his. Our fingers curled together. Did I want to stop? No, I didn't, the erection I was sporting was evidence enough of that. I bit my lip and looked up at him.

"You won't tell anyone?" I asked quietly.

"It'll be our secret, babe." He said firmly, honestly. I smiled up at him, and gently grabbed the collar of his flannel, pulling him onto me once more. Dark's lips moved expertly against mine, his tongue explored my mouth.

I moaned as he began rubbing his hips against mine, creating friction between our hard cocks once more. Dark propped himself up onto his elbows and looked down at me, still moving against me. I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him against me, feeling his weight. I felt powerless under him, but it felt good, it felt right.

"Dark that feels really good." I murmured, my hands travelled greedily along his stomach, feeling the delicious muscle beneath his V-neck.

"Yeah? Want me to jack you off again?" He asked, before pressing a rough kiss to my neck, the stubble on his chin grazing my skin.

"You wouldn't... you wouldn't mind?" I asked, my eyes locking with his. He shook his head with a smile.

"Let me make you cum, Anti." He whispered in my ear huskily, pulling away from me with a grin. I smiled nervously back at him.

He sat up on his knees again, his hands travelled down to my crotch. He slowly began rubbing my erection through my jeans. I tilted my head back onto the pillow once more and let out a soft moan.

"Look at how hard you are already," he murmured, "I think you like this more than you let on."

He unzipped my jeans, and I lifted my hips, allowing him to slide my pants off more easily. Dark's warm hands danced across my skin as he slowly peeled off my pants and underwear, he threw them carelessly to the floor, and I was completely exposed to him.

"Take you shirt off." He murmured, running his hands up my stomach beneath my thin t-shirt. I obeyed him, tossing it to the floor with the rest of my discarded clothes. I reached up towards him, resting my hand on his shoulder. He leaned over me slightly, looking down into my eyes.

I whimpered as his warm hand wrapped around my hard member. I held my breath. He teased me, slowly running his hand up and down my shaft. My toes curled, my feet flexed. And every desire I had bottled up inside over the past two days slowly started to seep from their reserve, filling my mind with twisted fantasies I'd tried so hard to keep contained.

God, I wanted this. I wanted Dark. I wanted it all.

"Dark, please." I whispered. He smiled down at me, pumping my cock faster, but not fast enough. He knew what he was doing, teasing me, bringing me close to the edge but not close enough, never close enough. Using me. I was putty in his hands.

"I'm the only man who's ever touched you like this?" He asked, slowing his pace once more.

"Yes, yes Dark." I breathed, jerking my hips up, trying to fuck myself with his hand.

"Good boy." He murmured, and his pace increased. Again and again he brought his hands up and down my shaft, stroking my length, while I whimpered and moaned quietly beneath him. He leaned further over me, and pecked my lips. As he leaned over me, I could feel his erection rub against my leg. I moved my free hand down to his crotch and began rubbing him through his thin jeans.

"N-no, no, you first, baby." He murmured, his hand left my cock and he pinned my hand above my head. He grinned down wickedly at me.

"Okay, okay Dark." I nodded eagerly, squirming beneath him, trying to rub myself against any part of him, needing to get some form of friction against my dick.

His hands slowly released my wrists, and his fingertips trailed down my arms, onto my chest. My skin tingled in the places where he touched me, and I shuddered involuntarily.

Dark's soft lips moved gently, slowly against my neck. I eagerly moved my hands to his shoulders, gripping his shirt fiercely.

"Please Dark, don't stop." I whispered, looking up at the ceiling. He chuckled, his body shook gently against mine, as his lips trailed down to my clavicle.

"Do you want me to suck your cock?" He asked quietly. My dick jumped in response. I wasn't thinking clearly enough to reject the idea, but the part of my mind that was still rational spoke up.

"Are you sure Dark? That's not... pushing it too far? I mean that's... really gay." I asked. He looked at me, his red eyes staring into mine.

Leaning in next to my ear, he whispered, "I'm really gay."

I looked at him, startled at the omission. But he ignored me and continued on.

"I know you want me to." His hand moved down to my cock, and he stroked it slowly. I groaned at the pleasant contact. "No one's going to find out."

I looked at him with my eyebrows raised. I wanted him to do it. But it was gay, so gay. Handjobs, well that was one thing. Letting my best friend suck my cock, well, that was another. That was like fully committing to the deed, something I wasn't sure I was ready to do yet.

But whether I was ready or not was irrelevant. I wanted to. I wanted to do this with Dark; I wanted to do everything with Dark.

"Okay, okay." I murmured, taking his face in my hands, stroking his cheeks. He pecked my lips, before moving down my body. I shifted slightly, opening my legs wider for him and propping myself up onto my elbows. Dark looked up at me.

He was resting on his elbows, his face just a few inches from my hard cock. He smirked, running his hand up my shaft again, teasing me. His hot breath brushed across my skin, and I shuddered in anticipation.

"You want me to suck your cock?" He breathed, as pre-cum oozed at the tip of my shaft.

"Yes Dark." I whimpered. He chuckled.

"Say it."

"I want you to suck my cock Dark."

His tongue trailed from the base of my shaft up to my tip, and I cried out. I rested my head back down against the pillows, whimpering as he continued. He took the head of my cock into his mouth, his tongue lapping at the underside of my tip, as his hands travelled up and down my length, jerking me into his mouth.

My hands involuntarily flew to his hair, gripping the thick tresses. He moaned around my cock as I fisted his hair, desperately.

He began taking more of me into his mouth, bobbing his head further down my dick. He would come almost all the way off of me, keeping only my head in his mouth, lapping at my pre-cum greedily, before bobbing down again.

"Oh Dark, fuck." I whimpered, my breathing rapid. Dark moaned again around my dick, sending vibrations all throughout me.

He pushed his head further onto my cock, his mouth travelling all the way down my length until I felt his nose brush my skin, the head of my cock hitting the back of his throat. I cried out again, thrusting my hips upward. No girl had ever been able to take all of me before.

My best friend pulled his head all the way off of me, jerking my dick in his hand.

"Tell me how it feels." He said, pumping my cock rapidly, lapping at the head.

"Feels so good, Dark. God, keep sucking, please Dark." I whimpered, my hands twisting in his hair, trying to push him back down on my cock. He chuckled, but thankfully took me into the warmth of his mouth again.

His hand moved from my cock down to my balls, and he fondled them gently as he deep-throated my cock. I moaned loudly beneath him as I felt my balls tighten.

"Jesus, Dark, I'm cumming, I'm cumming!" I moaned, my fingers locking in his hair. He pulled his face off of my cock, rapidly stroking me while his other hand squeezed my balls.

"Yeah, cum for me, babe. Cum for your daddy." He said, licking at my cock.

My head flew back, my eyes squeezed shut, and I cried out. My hips jerked upwards as my entire body exploded with the force of my orgasm. Thick ropes of cum spurted from my dick onto Dark's perfect face as he pumped my cock. I felt my toes curl, my feet flexed.

I shuddered with pleasure as my orgasm died down, Dark's strokes on my cock slowed and finally stopped. I relaxed back into the soft blankets, trying to catch my breath.

Dark moved up me, sitting on my hips. His hands rested on my naked chest, and he leaned down and pecked my lips. I opened my eyes slowly.

It was a beautiful sight. My older best friend smiling down at me, with my cum painted on his cheek. It was definitely a view I could get used to.

"Here," I said, reaching down at grabbing my discarded shirt. I offered it to him, but he waved it away.

"Don't need it." He said, running his thumb along his cheek, scooping up my jizz. He stared down at me while he licked my seed off of his finger and swallowed. Jesus.

"I'm kind of a freak," he shrugged, "you'll get used to it." And then I pulled him down to kiss me. I could taste myself in his mouth, as his tongue eagerly moved with mine. His hard member pressed deliciously against my torso, and as we kissed I reached down to stroke him through his black jeans.

"Mm, that feels good." He murmured, resting his hands on either side of my head. I wanted to please him, wanted to make him feel as good as he made me feel.

"Do you want me to blow you?" I asked without thinking. His eyes widened in surprise.

"Would you?" Dark asked.

"I'd try." I responded with a small, shy smile. He grinned.

"Fuck yes, I want you to blow me." He said, laughing. Dark climbed off of me easily, and sat on the side of the bed. As I moved to the floor, taking my place between his knees, he pulled his pants and boxers down. And suddenly, I found myself face to face with Dark's large, hard member. My cheeks flushed.

It was at least seven inches long, and thick. I swallowed anxiously.

Oh God, what if I was bad at it? What if I did something stupid? Oh God... what if I accidentally bit him?

"D-Dark, I-I..." I stammered, as I looked at his impressive, intimidating length.

"What's the matter?" He asked earnestly, gently stroking my hair.

"Dark, I-I've never done... this," I gestured to his cock, "before." I looked up at him, my stomach flipping around nervously. God, I'd been so caught up I'd just offered it without even thinking. I'd only even seen another man's cock once before, only touched someone else's cock once before and... what if I disappointed Dark?

"Yeah, I know, baby. I love that fact." He said, smiling. I looked up at him and bit my lip.

"I might be bad at it." I said stupidly. Dark laughed.

"Well, practice makes perfect, right? I'm going to have to start visiting more often." Dark said, smirking. I grinned back, I guess he was right.

"But in all seriousness, Anti, you don't have to do anything, if you don't want to. You don't need to impress me or whatever. You're my best friend, no matter what."

I chewed my lip, thinking. I gently stroked his cock, feeling it's girth, it's length. He sighed deeply, leaning back slightly on my bed, as I pumped his prick anxiously. It was warm and smooth and hard in my hand and I... I wanted to put it in my mouth. I wanted him to moan for me, beg for me, cum for me. I wanted to please him, not only for him, for myself too.

"I think I want to try, Dark." I said, looking up at him. He opened his eyes slowly, his thick black lashes revealing his beautiful red irises.

"I won't stop you, babe." He smirked, before leaning back once more and closing his eyes. I turned my attention back to his hard dick.

I continued to stroke him, while I squirmed closer, on my knees. I leaned over his cock, and let spit trail from my mouth onto him, and using it as lube. My tongue trailed up the length of his shaft, and Dark inhaled sharply, his hand tightened in my hair.

I licked up and down his length, before swirling my tongue around his cockhead. I was trying to remember what Dark had done, what I'd seen others do in skin flicks, but it was escaping me. So, I decided to go with my instincts.

I took the head of his dick in my mouth, tasting the salty pre-cum that oozed from the tip. I moaned quietly, stroking his length into my mouth. Dark moaned softly, and it only further spurned me on. I took more of his length into my mouth, bobbing my head down onto him. I went down too fast and gagged on him, coughing more spit onto his hard member.

"Sorry." I mumbled, wiping the extra spit off of my chin with my free hand, stroking him quickly with the other.

"Don't apologize. I like it messy." He said with a smirk, gently twisting his fingers in my hair, pulling my face closer to his prick once more. I chuckled.

"Why didn't you say so?" I asked, bobbing back down on his dick. I took as much of him into my mouth as I could manage, jacking the rest of his length rapidly. He moaned loudly at my reckless movements, and threw his head back. His hips jerked off of the bed, forcing more of his length into my mouth and I gagged on him again, but didn't pull away.

"You okay, baby?" He asked, loosening his grip on my hair. I moaned around his cock, nodding my head on his dick.

His hands tightened in my hair once more, and he held me still, jerking his hips off of the bed, ramming his length down my throat. Tears involuntarily spilled from my eyes, as my best friend face-fucked me. I moaned around his length, resting my hands on his thighs, allowing him to take over. I wanted him to control me.

He pulled my face down the entire length of his cock. My body jerked as I gagged on him, but he didn't let up.

"Fuck, fuck, Anti." He moaned, before finally letting me come up for air. I jerked his cock quickly while I caught my breath, panting between his knees. I must've looked pathetic, spit running down my chin, tears falling down my cheeks, obediently stroking Dark's cock. But it felt good, being a whore for him.

When I caught my breath, Dark pulled me down onto his cock once more. His thrusts were aggressive, urgent, dominating. My throat constricted, and I felt lightheaded as he fucked my mouth. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move, I felt nearly helpless. And I loved it. I loved all of it; choking on his cock, pleasing him, being dominated by him.

I loved him.

"I'm so close." He murmured breathlessly, releasing my hair, giving me an out. But I continued bobbing up and down his cock for him. I wanted him to cum in my mouth.

"Jesus! Fuck!" He cried, throwing his head back. I felt the warm, salty mixture hit the back of my throat. It coated my tongue, and I swallowed his load greedily. Some of it trailed down my chin. It tasted... like nothing I'd ever tasted before. It was salty and strong, but not unpleasant. Dark's body jerked against the bed as his climax slowly died.

I slowly pulled my head off of his cock, releasing it with an audible pop. I looked up at Darm. He was slumped against the bed, resting on his elbows, his head back. He absentmindedly pulled up his boxers and his pants.

I crawled onto the bed and sprawled out next to him on my side, propping onto my elbow to look at him. My feet dangled off the side of my bed lazily.

Dark turned to face me, opening his eyes slowly. He gave me a small half-grin, the left corner of his mouth pulling upwards. He reached out and gently brushed my chin with the tip of his finger, catching the cum I'd missed. He popped his finger in his mouth and sucked it clean.

He took my chin in his hand and slowly kissed me, feeding me his cum. I sucked his tongue greedily. Our lips moved gently, passionately together as Dark's hands trailed my naked body, running over my thin shoulders, down my back and he squeezed my hip tenderly.

We inched closer to each other, pulling each other's bodies close. He flipped us so I was resting on top of him, and I laid my head into the crook of his neck, while he ran his fingers through my hair. My hands gripped his white t-shirt, and I breathed him in. He smelled like nicotine, and cinnamon and sweat, and it felt so familiar and so warm and so... right.

We lay there together for a long while, our bodies intertwined. Neither of us said a word. We didn't need to.

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Day 2 of X-mas complete! Things are getting hotter between our two boys... where are they gonna go from here? I'll answer that for you tomorrow, lovelies!

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