I feel so sick of facing life like this, I just feel like throwing up before I even get out of bed.. I'm sick of the act, but the act only gets me friends.. so why should I stop?.. they like me if I fake a smile, a laugh, and a whole different mindset..
I'm not as negative when I don't act.. I'm sick of it all.. I don't want to be here, my minds a mess and I can't do anything right.. I want to scream my head off, until I die.. or maybe just hang myself, until I suffocate or snap my neck..
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