I sat on the edge.. the wind swept across my feet.. I curled up and put my hands around my knees, sighing.. the sky was getting dark.. it was a little cloudy out.. I thought to myself..
"Did I give up so easily?.. Hah.. I'm..such a quitter.."
My eyes went dull and watery, my cold hands dropped to the rocks on the floor.. I looked down.. as the water splashed on the reef.. and the rocks flood.. I looked at my hands.. trembling.. I started laughing a little..
"Hah..hahaha.. Why did I choose this route.."
I got up and brushed off the rocks and dust on my pants.. I looked down at the raging waters.. my head started feeling.. light..
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Uneasy...
I looked at my scarred arms and legs.. I took one step forward..
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And I jumped.. as the wind blew my hair up.. I started crying.. as my life flashed right before my eyes..
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FEELING: Suicidal