She sighed and thought to herself "I can't believe a new year is starting.. all the problems I still had.." as she fumbled out of bed.. she looked at her room.. posters torn up, clothes everywhere, and just a mess basically. A sigh filled the room, she got up and grabbed some jeans, and a simple graphic Tee. She fumbled into her clothes, as she went to the bathroom. She grabbed the toothbrush and just put some toothpaste on it, she stared brushing her teeth.. she looked in the mirror at herself, and thought..
"What am I doing with my life.."
She let out a huge sigh and mumbled, "Whatever.. life is just gonna end anyways." She rinsed the toothbrush and gargled water, before spitting it out. She put the toothbrush away and went to the kitchen, she looked at the note on the fridge.. she'd never usually get notes or anything, Not even from her mom, dad, sister, or brother. She shrugged and picked up the note:
"You know.. trying suicide isn't that fun. You're a beautiful person who deserves to live. You were made into this world for a reason, and that reason is not throw away your life so easily."
She looked on the back and reread it, "Anonymous, huh?" She mumbled. As she crumped the paper and threw it in the trash, "Do they really think some piece of paper will effect me." She mumbled sighing.
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FEELING: Uneasy