"In the crescent moon night. Even after closing my eyes you rush in with your blue"

"Hyungiieeee" Minjae cuddled with Yoongi on his hospital bed, clearky hapoy prior to Yoongi's recovery. The omega's color has been back, his grumpy face was plastered again and his gummy smile can be seen oncr again. All of these makes the younger's heart happy anf contented. Seeing his hyung well gives him satisfaction. The tight feeling that chokes his heart from the past days and the moment he saw his hyung all bloody on the floor is already gone. The hopes of that nightmare not to be repeated was high. He doesn't want to remember nor to experience that once again, not on his watch, he won't allow it.

"I wanna make him stay with us. To be happy and healthy with our care. To recover from anything he is facing right now. I wanna give the happiness our hyung deserves. I love him, not romantically but I do love him like a big brother he is with us, with my twin. The happiness and the care like a brother he is with me and Sungjae, its feels like I am greedy but I want to constantly feel. I want to be a good little brother to him. To be a loving family he doesn't have. I wanna keep him with us, to care, to protect, to love and to keep safe. But Yoongi-hyung has his life outside this circle as well. I know he wanna stay, but I won't stop him if wanna go back to them. I won't stop him if one day he will go to those persons whose been tormenting him day by day. The happiness we could give him can't be compared to what Jimin effect has to him. He loves that jerk."

"Jimin, he loves him even if he doesn't even honor his presence, never did see him, never loved him, never laid his attention. The moment Jimin kidnapped him, the moment he and Jimin knew they were blood mates. Yoongi-hyung given his whole self to that bastard. Yoongi-hyung I really don't want you to suffer but what can I do if ever that is your choice. I hope you choose us but I will respect any decision you will make. Yoongi-hyung, please be happy, that is all I want. That is what we want, from me, Sungjae, Nam Il, Chanseong, Tae Oh and Jongin-hyung. Yoongi-hyung..."

"Hey kiddo, why so silent" Yoongi-hyung messed with my hair that woken me up from my thoughts. I stared at him and can see how bright his smile is. His gums are showing as his lips stretched into a big smile. A big smile that reaches up to his eye making them tiny crescents. I love that, I love the way Yoongi-hyung smiles. His face is so bright. Void in any unhappiness in his heart. It's pure not a mask whom he wears every single day.

"Nothing hyungie, love your smile please keep smiling hyung" I detached myself to him and pinched his fluffy cheeks. Giggling how his face scrunched clearly dissatisfied with what I am doing so I pinched more with the help of my other hand.

"Stoooooppp Minjae!!!" He whined that made him like a cute cat.

"Okay hyungie" I just smiled at him and climbed down to his bed giving him freedom. His bed is so tiny for the both of us and I don't want him to be uncomfortable even if I wanna hug him all day long. Maybe next time if he will.be discharged in no time.

"Hey Minjae were back!" He heard his twin announced as they entered the room. One by one the room was filled with dorks. The room was loud once again. Sungjae was holding a play mat in his hands. Tae Oh was holding a big plastic bags full of junk foods for us and then fruits for their hyung. Nam Il and Chanseong was holding a lot of board games in their hands.

We agreed to play to kill boredom. We don't want to watch anything from screens and on the top of that we really want to savor this moments with Yoongi hyung, its been a while since we played. It was the time when Jongin hyung brought him. I realky thought he will be mad at us because of the past but he didn't instead he beamed us a smile and welcomed us to his life like little brothers, disregarding the past.

Like how someone can be that nice. Like how is that so easy to forgive and in a snap treat us like his real brothers. He is so selfless. He wanna make everyone happy around him while he himself isn't. He wanna do anything to the people around him while he doesn't even experienced than himself. How can be someone be so loving even if he grew in a harsh environment with his abusive parents and abusive lover. How can be someone treat others not with his flesh like his own brothers. How.

"Hey Minjae, you're always spacing out. Maybe because you lack of sleep, come here sleep, you've done much already caring me day and night."

There it is again, the ever loving hyung he is, the thoughtful person that he is. Our superman, he is my idol because of that. I wanna be like him, to be that selfless in terms of love but not a paij enduring human because of love he holds on to.

"A little bit later hyung"

"Minjae the only sleep you got was like only 30 minutes!" He nagged at me.

"I promise hyung, I will sleep but let me just be awake so I can play with you. I don't want to be a sleepy head here while you play with them. That is just unfair, don't you think?" Smiling at him with a puppy dog eyes, oh hyung you will fall under my charms.

Yoongi grabbed his slippers and slapped Minjae's butt with it that resulted him to yelp and pout even more.

"Ow hyung!"

"Okay let's play then after that you'll sleep"

"Yes hyung I will!"

"Hey we are here! Come on let's play already!"

Everyone settled in the mini table Yoongi's room has, each of the boys taking their places on the round table placing everything that is needed. From a set of UNO cards to board games and Play Dohs they throw it in the table some even landing on the floor given on the amount of thr things that has been placed on the tiny space. They've also got big bowls and glasses for their snacks which they will consume for how long they will play there.

Yoongi catches every smile the boys gotten and plastered on their faces. How they acted childish and so free. They're always giving him attention no matter how they are tired. He was really concered on their health status because of course, they are younger than him which he believed that these years are still the years they are growing and needed a lot of sleep and food in order for them to grow. He insisted that he can handle it by himself but these guys wouldn't listen to him and asked him not to be babied anymore. But they are my baby.

He just gave in though half heartedly but any regrets about his decision, he didn't feel any of it. He wae actually glad how they are handling things, serious ones as of now, their age. Many people have said that experience was the best teacher anf maybe this young ones also believed in that saying, and so was he. He is happy, and so grateful that these hours have finally camr upon him.

The hours where he can be happy and just be himself without no judgement and no restraints. Where he can be happy, just happy without holding back. He is happy with Jimin but he can't help but to feel that he doesn't belong there. The feeling of isolation he feels when he is in there house, the feeling of being captive and unwanted.

I am happy with the man I love, I truly do. But sometimes the pain in my heart just blooms knowinh that he wouldn't love me the way I do. That from the beginning of our story there was only the end and never a climax. Our story was written but abruptly ended. The promise he said it just washed away like a sand in the seashore, where there is no turning back, being kept in the heart of the see but never did seen. How I wish that from the first place, he, loves me.

Things are just so complicated as of now, and the feeling in my guts just tells me that the boys are hiding something from me. I knew from the moment they became tense and announced that they have something to say to me. I'm curious on what they will tell to me but for now, I just wanna enjoy and savour this moments which I know in the near future will just vanish and the chances are gonna get lower for it to happen oncr again. Let it be, and let the happiness take over.

"Hyung come one pull one block from this Jenga" Minjae said. Slowly he lifted his butt from his hospital bed and carefully sat in front of the boys. With his hand where the cannula was inserted, he slowly moved one block from the tower. It's kinda painful, but it is his good hand so he can't help it. He was actually quite proud of himself that none of the other blocks moved prior having more than six blocks have been removed and piled up there. So the game continues where it gets better and better where there is no concrete foundation on the bottom of the tower and the uppermost layer just gets heavier and heavier. Its too intense that one single move can make the tower shaky and anytime will stumble and fall. They only performed at least three rounds and the game will soon be finished in one wrong move.

Finally it's Yoongi's turn, his fifth one and because of his so called good hand that was been punctured by a big ass needle so many times. His hands kinda lagged and the pieces fell one by one. The boys by his side screamed 'woah' when they saw who is the loser but suddenly got worried when they saw a blood on the IV tubing. Now they realized that most of the blocks fell on Yoongi's hand where the iv fluid is connected.

"Hey hyung are you fine?" Sungjae asked worriedly.

"Hey I'm fine it just moved a bit maybe that is why. It doesn't hurt I promise just let's go play" He beamed a smile before grabbing a bottle of water and bringing it to his chaffed lips.

"You sure hyung okay? Let's just play easier ones this time" Chanseong suggested.

"Scrabble!"

"Boring"

"Chess!"

"The fuck?"

"UNO!"

"Seriously bro, I don't want our friendship be destroyed coz of that game"

"Tic Tac Toe?"

"The fuck is wrong with ya'll!"

"Oh come on! We got tons of games here! And never did one has been chosen!"

And so the arguments go on saying what's better than the other, but every time they will fall into considering a lot of things and the most important out of all that was Yoongi's condition.

"Hey, let's just play snake and ladders? That is the most safe in that pile of games right?" Yoongi suggested finally having at his limit of handling a noisiest background. Not that he doesn't want but his ears are really really sensitive.

"Brilliant!" Tae Oh grabbed the board and placed it in the middle. "Oh shoot, we got only four counters here."

"We can use the chips to be our marker!" Nam Il suggested. And they proceeded to the game. Each one rolling the dice getting different numbers and proceeded to place their markers on the board, some landing on the ladders that made them more advanced than the others. A few tumblings of the dice each on climbing but the worse part is when Nam Il is on the number eighty-seven, so close to the winning spot of the perfect one hundred when he landed on a snake and went down to number sixteen. All of them was laughing at his misery but he still got his hopes high for the highest number he has to beat was Minjae's on number fifty five.

Then the race to one hundred began. Chanseong rolled his dice, his marker on the number eighty five and was rooting for three moves to land on a ladder so he can climb up to one hundred and that'll make him the winner. The others are busy annoying the hell out of him so he just went to it. The dice went so high above their head. Went down and stumble a few times. The clinks of the dice sounded on the floor was followed by their trained ears and every movement was followed by their hawk like eyes. It is still spinning and after some time making itself halt revealing the result. A perfect three dots made Chanseong scream in happiness as he was the winner of the most intense game, Snakes and Ladders.

"Oh shut it you, first time to win?" Nam Il teased the winner.

"Oh yeah, now give me a hundred dollars!" Chanseong retaliated while putting the pieces back in their respective places again. He was a clean freak that everything should be organized, clean and dust free. That made Chanseong their house keeper which Chanseong gladly took since his eyes were really sensitive to a disorganized places. That just annoys him to the bone.

"A hundred dollars? You're sick man shut it" Tae Oh grunted and annoyed. Knowing Chanseong he wouldn't shut the hell up if he wouldn't get what he wanted.

"Hey you said three months ago if I ever beaten all of you, you're all gonna get me what I wanted. You really really underestimated my luck there. Now my hundred dollars?" He lend out his hand smiling at victory. Seriously Chanseong might have got some string of DNA of a woman. No matter how long it takes, maybe three years or more if yo usaid it to him, he will definitely remember. Just like a woman! But his friends know that he is a hundred percent gay.

Sighing on defeat, Tae Oh, Nam Il, Minjae and Sungjae each grabbed their almost empty screaming of money wallets and pulled their last money inside, twenty five dollars each. Everything was so half heartedly they don't even want to let go of that money. No matter how filthy rich they are having their bank accounts filled with hundreds of thousands, they like acting like poor.

"YASS BITCH!" Chanseong made the money like fan like while giggling in front of his defeated hyungs.

"Glad to see you keeping your promises hmmm?" Yoongi commented out of nowhere and now messing their hairs making the boys chuckle.

"Let's make a cake! Oh I am hungry!" Tae Oh playfully started.

"Oh don't worry my daughter momma will bring you to the finest restaurant!" Nam Il, the acting mother continued the play they started.

"Chef Sungjae prepare the kitchen! We will serve our customers!" Minjae said in a french like voice while moving his feet in a dancing way and gracefully acted like a waiter for Tae Oh and Nam Il.

Chanseong was so flexible during the play having to be the father of Tae Oh and a kitchen helper and dishwasher for Sungjae in the kitchen. It seems real since the boys were full of passion while 'cooking' in their kitchen play set they brought to the hospital room. Sungjae was no cutting and rolling, and putting the Play Dohs in their molds and making cakes. It doesn't finish there because he will still bring it to the plastic oven to 'bake it'.

Minjae the waiter also takes the job of the cashier. Who would thought of the idea of bringing play moneys and cash register. They really turned the small place to a very exquisite restaurants since they blew up some balloons since it is their grand opening. The sofa bed turned into the kitchen and the small table they played at earlier is where they are eating. They served unreal foods but the trio, who acted like the family was having their sweet snacks, consuming real food instead. All in all they are having fun on the typical play set of a child. Tae Oh even putting some food for the plushie he had making it the youngest in their family.

Kids in an adult body as Yoongi described while watching them gave their best to an adlib cute scenarios and skits. He was having a hard time laughing because they will not stop at one joke, they will give you no rest of their entertainment. They even served him also but secretly having a real apple coming up in his mouth. He choked on his food and in his saliva so many times due to the fit of giggle he will always have. His stomach hurt and his jaws hurt. They seem so energetic but like children, they will also get tired so after sometime, they just got knocked out. Sungjae and Chanseong being close to the sofa bed, they laid there while Nam Il and Tae Oh was knocked on the floor while Minjae was cuddling with Yoongi. Their sugar rush died down and they are catching their breaths because of the very long playing they had. Mostly was Minjae prior of his no sleep.

"Sleep now sunshine" Yoongi said while stroking his hair, humming a soft melody to lull Minjae to sleep.

"But we still got something to tell you Yoongi-hyungie" Minjae with his half hooded eyes was fighting the urge to sleep.

"I believe you can tell me that later. Now rest buttercup" He laid comfortably and cuddled the young one who is already snoring the first ten seconds his hyung cuddled him. Smiling, he kissed Minjae's forehead and mumbled a good night. The others were fast asleep too and Yoongi tightly held Minjae in his arms in a brotherly hug. A warm hug he always gives his little sister back in the times everything was fine. A warm hug he always wants to give everyone so they can feel his love. He believes if he can't show it to his sister, maybe doing it to others will fill the space on his heart still longing for his sibling. Minjae will always cuddle him and is very clingy to him, just like Jeongguk has became and so was his sister as he reminisce his childhood. The others too but always gives way to Minjae not because he is the youngest, though acts like one, he is a real sucker for hugs and no one even himself can't deny that fact.

Yoongi gave in, as he too, went to sleep, finding himself again in his dream land.

--

Of course the boys were having a lot of worry because of their hyung's request. They want to stop him but they respect his decisions. From the first place they really want their hyung to stay with them though they already knew that Yoongi has his own life outside their group, and that life includes his love. The hesitation theu had before giving their hyung a phone to give a call to Jeongguk, and the their heartbeats that drastically went crazy when they heard Yoongi talk and asking him to go to this hospital and bring him to Jimin. They felt sad, scared at least for Yoongi. The fear of seeing their hyung in that state or even worse than that. The fear of not seeing him again or so. They just want him to stay with them, where he is safe, loved, and cared for.

What choice do they have if the person they want to protect wants to go and made up his mind. Yoongi is so stubborn, he doesn't listen, he will really go to them no matter what, even tho he'll hurt in more ways than one.

"Hyung, are you done talking to him?" A glint of obvious sadness reflected Minjae's eyes and also obvious in the tone of his voice.

"Yeah he said he'll be here in an hour or so." Yoongi, on the other hand, has his eyes full of spark, excitement and happiness, contrasting with the boys sudden gloominess.

"Oh, okay. Hyung, you remember it right? When I said we have something to say to you?"

"Oh yeah, what is it. Drop it before I go honey" Yoongi now was full of energy, he even stand up and tidy up his clothes and other things.

"Yoongi, look at us hmm?" Sungjae grabbed his wrist and made him face the others.

"Minjae, you tell him"

"Nam Il can"

"Why me, there is Chanseong".

"No, I can't Tae Oh on the other hand can"

"If you say that I can, well I really can't and since Sungjae started it he will be the one to say it to Yoongi hyung"

"SHUT IT! If you all can't tell me then don't! Don't fight right in front of my face!" Yoongi's voice suddenly blasted inside of that room, echoing because of how loud it was. The boys were really startled and just bowed down their heads, waiting for each other who will start. They were silent for a good three minutes before Minjae mustered up his courage. He is confident that he will be the most stable one and courageous to tell Yoongi the news. They believed that Yoongi doesn't need to know but on the other hand they knew they need to tell him.

"Yoongi hyung were sorry, truly we are. It is just that we really is nervous, that we can't find the right words to even start. We are just worried." Minjae started, the other boys backing him up.

"Okay, just slow down I am all ears. Take your time" Yoongi stated before taking his hands between his hands, giving him a much needen comfort to calm his raging nerves.

"Yoongi, you, you were pregnant" Minjae sighed.

"Oh! That was a good news! How was the baby? Is she okay? How many weeks? Oh I can't wait to tell Jimin" Yoongi suddenly got excited, lost in his excitement that he didn't caught up with the sentence Minjae used.

"Yoongi, hyung, I'm s-sorry" Minjae's shoulders just fell and so was the other boys. They really can't watch how Yoongi got excited that he didn't realized the whole sentencr and just caught the whole pregnant word that he got really excited.

"N-no you said I am pregnant. What is it you'rr sorry about? Minjae tell me! You should be happy too right?" His voice quivering, his instict tells him that something is wrong that he need Minjae to repeat everything he said earlier.

"You were, hyung. The child didn't survive the beating you received days ago. You bled so hard when we saw you on the floor. We thought that it was just mixed up with the other wounds and bruises you got." Minjae said between his sobs. He can feel Yoongi's grip on his hands suddenly went hard to soft until he let go. They saw Yoongi's eyes so teary, no emotion or anything that made them worried, but no one said a word. Then Yoongi suddenly left. Minjae was about yo follow him when Chanseong grabbed his hand and shook his head to say no. He needed space and the boys will give it to him no matter how much they want to comfory their hyung and be by his side while he grieve for his lost, an angel.

The room just fell silent the whole hour they're waiting for Yoongi to come back. Patiently waiting even though their stomachs are twisting and turn due to constang anticipation on what to happen next. They can hear their hearts pound like the angry waves to the sea. Their minds were killing them having to deal with too much anxiety. The sudden ringtone of the phone even make them jolt out of their headspace making them jump.

Tae Oh being the closest one at the phone picked it up and checked who might be the one who texted them. Minjae and Sungjae even hoped that it was Yoongi but Chanseong said he didn't bring any phone on the way out. It isn't really the one they're expecting, more like Yoongi's. It was Jeongguk. At the wrong time, he said he will come here any minute and Yoongi should be prepared when he gets here. He's annoying, he is a jerk, such an ass. Now the boys was itching to know why their hyung still decides to stick with them.

"Hey, do we need to pick him up right now?" Minjae said softly, gaze falling to the boys in front of him one by one, asking for their confirmation.

"Maybe, I think. It's been an hour and he really is looking forward to see his love again." Chanseong was fumbling with his fingers, clearly having double thoughts about the whole situation.

"But where could he be? The hospital is too big" Tae Oh asked.

"I am sure he is the rooftop, the garden there. He said it calms him whenever he feels lonely the past days." Minjae confidently said. "I must take my leave, pack his things okay? Tidy up a little bit" Then he left when the boys nodded at him. He took the stairs even though the rooftop is om the tenth floor of the building and he is coming from the third floor. He has a long way up and he thinks it can prolong the time and he thought it might be the best exercise he can have after being laying around for a while, while taking care of their hyung. He was disappointed that he came still early because of his long legs. Taking the stairs almost at fifteen minute time only while others were struggling and probably take it at twenty five minutes or even long. Sighing he just proceeded to the open garden and he wasn't mistaken as he saw Yoongi's body sitting on a bench, just beside a man made mini falls. He was looking at the flowers, obviously admiring the beauty it holds. He came to knew that his hyung really loves the nature, and the beauty it brings to the world, givinh happiness to a human being seeing it. That he loves the little details on a single flower, each petals were highly observe by his eyes. Those eyes open only for love and beauty. A window to his purest soul.

"Hyung" He caught Yoongi's attention. Puffing a breath before settling himself by Yoongi's side.

"The little flower is so adorable right? It makes this place so lovely, even though it is really small, alone in the stem, it stills stands out, making the whole plant more beautiful than ever. Saw that little butterfly? She is even attracted with it's beauty no matter how its so tiny. So fragile that it goes where the wind blows but still strong as the stem holds it in place, providing a strengthold for it not to go. Holding it in its grasp so it'll stay. It brings colors in this plain world."

"I just wonder how my sweet pea look. How can he or she bring color to my world. To be an outstanding little detail. I bet my buttercup is more beautiful than a flower. It is so frail, so fragile inside of me, like a little bean that will grow to a cute angel, but my grasp isn't that tight enough to keep him close to me. That I failed to hold him, I let him go. I didn't even knew he was there. I didn't even got a chance to hold him, to touch him even though he is still inside my body. I wonder how he looks like if she came out to this world, how cute her laugh is, how beautiful her eyes. What if he almost took after Jimin? How cute it will be to have a little mini Jimin running around the house. Maybe Jimin will have a soft place in his heart for her, or maybe him. I didn't even named my peaches." Yoongi didn't stop blabbering. Minjae saw tears in his eyes but never did fall. He was hurting, and he can see it but he is still constantly hiding it.

"Hyung"

"I can name her Amethyst, if she will be a girl for she will be admired by everyone. Of how pure and lovely she will be like the flower and the meaning it holds. Then if it is a boy, I will name him Aster, like that beautiful flower and so he will be. He will bring beauty and he will be full of love and wisdom, like the meaning of the flower aster." Yoongi's eyes were glassy, and a lone tear decides to escape those diamond like eyes, then soon followed another one, and another one.

"Hyung, I'm sorry" Was the only sentence he can manage to speak. He knows Yoongi doesn't need words, he just needs someone to be there and hold him and he did, while patting his back, bringing comfort at his agony.

"My little angel..." He just cried until there's no tears to flow. Until his eyes sting and until he just got tired. He cried all his pain to Minjae's shoulder. Releasing all the pain he kept for over a year. From his family, to Jimin, to all the one that has been involved to him, his little angel. Everything. It went silent and all he can hear was Yoongi's sniffling. Minjae stroked his hyung's hair, soothing him.

"Jeongguk said he'll be here. We can delay him if you're still not ready hyung."

"No, I am fine, let's go?" Then there it is again. A very genuine smile even if he knows he is hurting. He is unlike the others who will.choose to mask themselves when they are feeling sadness, he is different. He can smile so genuinely, so pure and so real even behind those were really deep scars in his pure soul.

The room was neat and clean when they entered it. The boys hugging Yoongi when they noticed how red his eyes were, how swollen it is that it made it more small and almost like a line already. How is he still seeing, a normal person would be questioning if he or she will see it. Not a moment later a man came bustinv the door and asking for Yoongi to pack his things and shall take their leave already. Of course it made the boys furious to the new comer but Yoongi just have to forcefull tug at the needle on his hand making it bleed so hard that it made the boys worried and banged the bathroom door. They were relieved that their hyung is fine, just ready to go and leave them. They thought Yoongi will just leave them like that, it made them sad and worried because of Yoongi's condition. His emotional and mental health isn't stable especially physically. Almost leaving them, their hyung turned back.

"Boys, Minjae and Sungjae, Taeoh, Chanseong, Nam il, I can't thank you enough for what yoi have done for me, it was never been enough to say thank you alone. I don't even have anything to pay for your kindness and all of this. I will be back, I promise and soon with Jongin and his mate." He smiled to them. "I will take my leave now?"

"Not before this hyung" Sungjae smile and hugged him and other went to join to, one by one they engulfed their hyung with a hug. Holding on him tight, not wanting to let go but they need to. They know it will take a long time before they meet again but they are hoping it will be as soon as possible. They know they will.be in each others arms again and they knew they gog each others back. They need to go even though they don't want to let go, they detached themselves to the warmest embrace they ever had.

"Pay us for having the promised quality time" Minjae said and the other followed giving Jeongguk some warning and bidding their hyung goodbye. Then they let him go, if only they knew.

--

The boys was watching it again. The last video they filmed when they were with Yoongi. Good old days when they were just laughing and playing. Good old days when their hyung would usually spoil them with his good cooking and his warm hugs. How he always cuddles and care for them. It's been a year already, when Yoongi just vanished in the ashes, leaving nothing behind to remind them of his presence other than that locket which held his last scent before it was gone when Jimin grasped it. It was his last fragment that made them believe that he is still alive and well. They hated themselves, for not being by their hyung's side when he was already hurting that day. Didn't go and find him maybe he will still be alive, but all along they knew everything was too late. If only they knew Jimin's mating with another wolf will be Yoongi's death, there should be a way to stop that. If only they knew better about the written scroll, maybe their hyung was still alive. They grieved, each day. The longingness will never fade away in their hearts. The sadness were eating them day by day, missing Yoongi's warmness and brotherly affection. But he was gone.

If only they knew that day will.be the last. Then they will not let Yoongi go and be in Jimin's side. If only they knew they will hold onto him tightly, even if doing it will make him angry. If only they knew...

They were busy packing their things. They want to move to another place. They're not being productive anymore, being buried with the unfading sadness that is between them every single day for the past year. Every corner of this house shouts Yoongi's memory. Whenever they look at the kitchen, the memory of Yoongi cooking food for them will flash through their sad eyes. The sofa where they will laugh at every single movie they watched or just sillying around. Also holds Yoongi's cute sleep every single time. He is always lazying around, sleeping everywhere whenever sleepiness consumes him. He loves his bed the most and his sleeping figure is the cutest. He is really like a cat. He is grumpy when he wakes up but is contrasting to his very cute face, especially his feline like shaped eyes. His pout is everything especially when he talks.

They miss him, so badly

"Minjae, stop that, we'll just miss him badly" Sungjae grabbed his twin's phone and paused the video and turned it off.

"I miss him so much Sungjae-ah. Every single day" He was in tears again. This what happens every single day in this house. They will laugh but a hint of sadness will pang at their hearts as soon as they remember Yoongi. No progress, and that pushed them to stay away from that house a bit.

"We always are. I know he will understand that we'll be leaving this house for a while. But don't you think it is time to heal. We are not gonna forget him but I am sure he doesn't want us to be like this for lifetime. Cheer up bro. Yoongi-hyung always wants us to smile hmmm?"

"Yeah, I am gonna pack my things, there is still left inside our room" Minjae patted his twin's shoulder, wiped his tears and just go. A knock was heard in their door. The person outside was the person they don't want to meet. Jeongguk. Within that whole year they didn't even made connection to those guys. The last time they interacted with them was im the forest hoping to find their hyung.

Jeongguk was the one they really don't want to see again. He was the one who went to the hospital and almost dragged Yoongi out in an unpleasing manner. Though they were really curious why Jeongguk acted like that when they finally realized that Yoongi is gone. He is so furious, he is crying out loud, like he lost someone so important to him. All they know was Yoongi was abused under them. That Yoongi is happy with them but is hurting so badly, mentally, emotionally and somehow physically tormenting hom day by day. That Yoongi only suffered with them.

"Hey" Jeongguk smile a little. His features more mature after more than a year passed. His dark aura was gone and just a pure soft looking face can be seen within him. His eyes were telling them that he is also grieving, that same eyes that looked to the locket that very same day, but now even more sad. He doesn't look worse but clearly his weight dropped. His smile wasn't genuine but still pure and inviting. The dark aura was gone, it was like a new Jeongguk was in front of the person who opened the door.

"Hey, it's been a while" Chanseong, the one who opened the door greeted, returning that smile too.

"Yeah, can I come in?" Jeongguk asked.

"Oh yeah right" Chanseong opened the door wider letting Jeongguk enter their house. The boys also popping out of nowhere one by one upin noticing a new comer.

"How's it going?" Minjae asked, sitting on the sofa ready to ask him tons of questions that has been running to his head, spreading of ideas like a wild fire.

"Nothing new." Jeongguk also took his seat.

"Aren't you gonna tell us what happened to your comrades the past year? If not then why are you here." Sungjae snapped but not raising his voice. Just sounding sarcastic and sassy.

"Actually I am gonna ask you about that before I go." Jeongguk scratched the back of his head. So their intentions to each other was the same.

"No buttercup, you first, our house our rule. So how's it been with the other and why are you carrying a big big bagpack?" Tae Oh asked Jeongguk.

"Well, apparently I am leaving, alone not with them" Jeongguk started "They're not affected that much like we do. They're livinh the same life, like no one has been lost. Namjoon-hyung and Taehyung chose to fulfill their prince duties. Leaving the house and now ruling the underworld. Seokjin hyung and Hoseok-hyung chose to live inside the borders. Wanting to know more about their races. Giving chance to themselves to interact to others more. I am the only one who was left in the mansion. I also grieved, every corner of that house has Yoongi's memories and it is haunting me day by day. How he suffered everyday but still chose Jimin. His love was so undying, so pure, and one of a kind, but it was offered to a wrong person."

"I loved him. I long for him. I want him. I want his warm embrace. I want to kiss those soft lips again." Jeongguk was now sobbing.

"Jeongguk-hyung, h-how? since when?" The attention of the boys high peaked when they heard those words from the vampire. Reallu curious why.

"Since the day when Jimin asked me to take care of him, that is when I saw his beauty. The days with him was so beautiful, really to be treasured on how jolly he was, how pure and amazing person he was for me. He welcomed me with big arms and engulfed me with a very warm hug, a brotherly hug. That is when I knew, I like him as a person, not just a brother. I felt angty with myself when I took advantage of his vulnerable state yet he still forgave me and treated me more like a family to him. I knew he didn't want me, I knew he was shocked that night but he didn't even pushed me but welcomed my kisses, even gave me a permission to drink his blood. I realized, I've learned to love him. I know, you can't study the language of lovr but after that night, it just sparked and like a wild fire, consumed me. It's just disappointing I can't vonfess and just expressing it lowkey. But after all of that, he still chose Jimin. Like his heart and mind can only see one person and that is Jimin. Even if he feels he is caged, he still chooses the one who doesn't want him. I guess that was love, making you dumb and stupidly do things a normal people won't do." Jeongguk chuckled and sighed. "Enough of this though"

"Oh, okay. How's his sibling have been doing?"

"Dahyunie?"

"Yep" They said in chorus.

"Well she's got a life to live. She's been with the girls. She grieved but after like three months I'vr been seeing her in the television performing with her friends. I've talked to her and said she's fine but still having regrets of not talking to Yoongi when she had the chance to. Hey, how about all of you" Throat being dry of so much talk, he grabbed a water bottle inside his bagpack, eyeing the boys while drinking it's contents.

"We're going. We haven't been productive since we lost Yoongi-hyung. And I think the borders just got bigger and there is so much on going. Since they allied to each other, many wolves, vampires and demons have mobed inside the borders and some got out of that. We just wanna go and have some new environment, but we'll.be back of course, after all this is the only thing he left us, his precious memory that'll stay in our hearts." Chanseong explained.

"C-can I go with you? I really just want to have accompany and have people to talk to especially about Yoongi-hyung." Jeongguk sheepishly said to the others.

"Course you can. Though, your friends will miss you, don't they?" Tae Oh was the one who is talking right now, worried about Jeongguk past social life.

"They're busy. I'll be one call away if they need me. So when to we leave?" Now, the eledest Jeongguk was beaming with excitement having new people to talk to. Especially the ones who made a big impact to his lovable hyung's life.

"Wait, how about Jimin?" Minjae just remembered the most important question they're holding for a long time now.

"Oh, about him well when he knew that he had a baby with Yoongi, and he is the reason why the baby didn't survive, he wasted himself. Been locked up in a room just drinking the mkst alcoholic drinks he knew. I know he felt guilt, about the baby and Yoongi but he didn't talk about any of those anymore. At least I knlw he still keeps the locket. I even saw him visiting the field where we saw hyung's locket. He have a family of his own, and Jihyo was already pregnant at that time too so he really needs to fix himself. He really didn't say goodbye, so maybe that means we'll see him around sometime."

"Well, that's good to know. We really need to get our lives together. Yoongi-hyung wants us to smile always, so we will do that for him." Minjae cheered for everyone in that room and everyone said 'fighting' while raising their fists.

"So when we are leaving?"

"At dawn"

It's time to for a new life for them. A new chapter will open for them once again as they will write their story for their own. Yoongi's story was been written in their hearts and minds. A story of a lone wolf who chose to love a boy from his childhood even though it hurts. Even though his adventures were tough and his life as well, he had great people whose been by his side anf have been a good companion to him. Even though he didn't got a chance to fulfill his last promise to his loved ones, even though his story abruptly closed, the people that have been involved to his lifr will surely remember how good, how pure, how lovely their only one lovely hyung has been for them.

His book is already closed. The words, the pages and the chapters is already finished.

It was Written.

[A/N]

First of all, thank you. I wanna gave a big big thank you for all the ones who have read this story of mine. I never knew this will have 1.7K reads at it's first year. It's been a year already since i've written this story. Too many memories that it holds. I considered dicontinuing it a lot of times but here I am, publishing another special chapter to celebrate. It's been a training grounds for me thay after all I can be a writer that I am dreaming off. That I can be better and be able to write a story of my own. I've learned so many things and I hope that it'll be better soon.

And I'll be publishing another story, Ephemeral Iridescence. I hope you'll read it too. Never knew I'll have another book though. Also, my Best Part, just check out my profile and it'll be there.

that's it, thank you and I love you ethereals.

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-yoonminethereal