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"Y-you, Jeongguk-ssi" I put a hand in my mouth as he smiled at me devilishly, his teeth has blood marks on it

"A vampire honey, why can't you say it?" He chuckled darkly....

I backed off afraid of whats gonna happen next. Vampires were one of the vicious enemies of the werewolves, even demons. The trinity was broken isn't it? W-why Jimin have him befriend with? Why he hasn't hurt me the past few months I am staying in the mansion? Why is he here? My heart thumps like crazy and suddenly felt dizziness as I bombarded myself too many questions, the gruesome amd horrifying scene in front of me and nonetheless, the vampire in front of me. That's why when they first went to the shop one of the were holding a blood bag. No I should really just go out of here, but Jimin? My knees went jelly not as much supporting my weight. I can see his evil smirk, Jimin isn't here or even one of the boys. The once I thought as a sweet bunny a playful young boy has this dark side, what a quick turn of events. He was approaching me so slowly until the smell of iron, hit my nose. I was petrified, I can't move to save myself to what's gonna happen next. I'm always being the weak one, so dependent thats always been a bother to persons who enters my damned life. I can only wait for my death closing my eyes bracing myself somewhat. I can hear footsteps, they're heavy footsteps. It is like digging on earth or am I just exaggerating things.

"What's going on here? Yoongi, didn't you said you're going to the bathroom" I heard Jimin's voice his authoritative but so calm baritone voice. "I was getting some fresh air I thought-"

"You, you thought? Go back there we'll deal about this later" I nodded at him silently walked to the shop and hurriedly made my way to the bathroom. I don't, I don't want them too see I'm so fragile, enough, everything was enough. I was scared, of whom? I don't know anymore maybe Jimin or maybe Jeongguk. One time I was with them I thought I was happy, belong and loved. It was just a mere thought I guess. I was still so shocked about what happened this night but no one seems to care. Hot tears continuously stream down my face, it was non-stop but then again no one was here to give me comfort, Jongin, right that man, but he also left me with these guys. He always ignored me at the campus, never did say a a word, there's no assurance of what we are he just left, left me hanging wow, what a life.

I heard a knock and footsteps left as soon as the owner got here, I take that as a cue to leave this room. The driveway was so silent, only the sound of engine and the soft whisper of air reigning the background noise. It was awkward as always so I just stared at the window watching trees and lights came blurred to my vision because of how fast Seokjin-hyung drives, I kept in one place almost holding my breath for them not to notice me.

I always thought of being with someone. Someone who cares and loves me. To give me what I am lacking, to give what my family can't. Love. I wanna see the world more, but I am always locked up. Jimin, I was caught by his beauty, how sharp his jaw is, how ethereal his beauty is, how deeo and calm his voice is, the sweetness of his scent that drives my pheromones like crazy. I am not even going through my heat but his presence alone can make me go into a mild one. Jimin was different from any other alpha, he maybe rude he may have the worst behavior, put me in vain through these months I've been with him. It pushes me to him, it so wrong for me to develop such feeling towards him but something about him really push me.

My alpha Jimin, my blood mate, I may have developing my feelings to you but I do hope you won't know about it, thats my only wish.

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We dropped off and walked towards the gigantic oak door whose leading us to a castle-like home. I gasped as Jimin suddenly grasped my wrist almost bruisingly and dragged me so fast leading to somewhere I am not familiar with. This isn't the hallway to the room I am staying in because the hallway was fancy different from the almost horror themed hallway I am familiar with. Beautiful paintings was hanged in the peach colored walls. There are lights thats illuminating the way, the lamps that were holding those bulbs was gold and has an elegant carvings in them. We stopped through a black door which Jimin soon opened. I was awestruck by it since there was a magentic chandelier that hanged on the ceiling. The room was black but it wasn't dull, it as covered with golden details, the curtain has golden embroideries. At the middle of the room there lies a bed, it has posts and a purple net was hanging in it as design. It was a fairytale it was like a room of a prince since it also has its own fireplace.

My breath suddenly hitched as air was knocked out of my lungs making me cough and suddenly intake air. Jimin pushed me to a wall with so much force. He suddenly slapped my bottom, which left me with shock.

"You've been a bad boy honey" He said so darkly but with a hint of lust. I was trembling with fear and

lust

He carried me to the bed and as fast as a lightning he was attacking my neck with harsh bites and needy kisses. He was on top of me, his body was almost covering me making me unnoticable. He was so hot on top of me his bangs was covering his beautiful eyes when he looked at me. He detached himself to me just so catch his breath and peeling both of our clothes only leaving me and him on our boxers. He once again dive in, peppering me with kisses on my jaw, the juncture between my neck and shoulder and my collarbones but never in my lips. I was panting and catching my breath when he stopped, My face almost sunk when he left but a pang of fear consumed me when he came back with chains, a flogger, a gag ball? and other unidentified items laying them on the nightstand. What the fuck is wrong with this guy?

"Tell me, this isn't your first time right?" His dark voice echoed in the room, making the whole atmosphere so dark and uncomfortable due to his question. It has been minutes with him only staring at me and me looking only downwards. He suddenly grasped my jaw at almost bruising hold making me look at him. "Answer when I am talking to you slut." The degration sent fire on me. The tingles went straight downwards. Fuck

"One more time, this isn't your first time right?"
tightening his hold on me, I winced in pain but it
doesn't seem to bother him, only tightening it once more.

"Yes Master"

He chuckled again. He just thrown me in the bed. I only heard the chains and some movements. The bed dipped when he climbed up again. I was so scared to look at him at the moment even if he was so hot.

"Ass up" I comply half-heartedly but doing it as fast as I could.

He dragged my wrist and chained them on the head board. He again scrambled through the items and placed a choker on me, a momeng after I jolted due to the sudden electrifying sensation on my neck. It wasn't just a normal choker.

"This will be your punishment" He said then left me with a searing pain of being whipped. I lost track of how many times he whipped me, I was covered in red, some of then left with marks and bruises some of them are bleeding, and its not only in my back but almost in the rest of my body. Every time I scream or cry left me jolting non stop because of the joker. Each time it nore painful. I was left with tears after he's done with me. I cannot pinpoint how I made him like this. He's eyes are blank, any evidence of anger wasn't found in it.

I faced sidewards to avoid putting too much pressure on my wounds while he's somewhat gone. Crying silently, my body being numb for a while until once again I heard his heavy footsteps. He's sweating only in his boxers. I breath hitched when he pushed his hair back exposing his forehead. He is glistening with sweat. I was once again awestruck with his ethereal beauty.

Without words he manhandled me and held me by my hips, I was facing the bed. I was shocked when the cold air hitted my hot skin. I'm all bared for him too see. I heard his tounge clicking then all of the sudden I felt my tightness being stretched apart, dry and raw. A scream ripped through my throat, I tried to squirm away from him but his grip was bruising. Tears left my eyes as he pounded on me at animalistic pace, without prep, without lube, without anything. I gripped the headboard as he continuously abuse me. The ropes burning my wrist, blood staining.

"I-i'm" I whispered through tired voice. Only making it bare inaudible for him but I'm sure he caight that as he gripped my length purposely stopping me from having my orgasm. I squeezed  my eyes close letting hin finish while I endure the pain of dry orgasm and the pain of everything. My ass hurts so much for being so dry I can feel the wetness dripping through my legs but he still didn't came. I saw the sheets where we're connected, the place was covered with blood stains and some was still dripping, I was horrified, I was bleeding tears the suddenly cascaded down my cheeks as he continue. I heard him growl then I suddenly felt the wetness, the drag finally being smooth as he empty himself. He untied the ropes before I collapsed in the bed, knocked out, he left.

he just left

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I've been inactive for a month i even decided to discontinue this book since I can't find any inspiration and reason to write this. I've been compating my works to others so my confidence jn writing was been very low since then. During that one month I am trying to write but only left with a few words then taking a week long again then a few words again. Its making me sad tho but here it is, I've found my reason and inspiration

its only 1000 to 2000 worsa since thats really my plan for this book

-yoonminethereal