Chapter 30: Mistress of His Heart (Part 1)
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This is a chapter that many people have been waiting for. I hope that it lives up to your expectations..If i offended anyone, i apologize.
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Manya
" Stay with me, Baby "
I couldn't help but groan as I listened to his constant begging, which wasn't really new thing for me. He always begged me to stay with him , not to go home. It was funny for me that he couldn't understand; he couldn't understand that I was using him. Didn't he know he was just substitute for me , for the man that I wanted to love me in return? I stood from the bed and started to put on my clothes.
" No...I have to go...Neil is waiting for me..."
Neil...God, I love him. Honestly, I don't know why I do, but I do love him....Little bit Correction...I wanted him..I wanted to possess him...He is my obsession....The most handsome guy on this planet , to whom I want to conquer.
The problem is that Neil Malhotra has never loved me and it was obvious that he never would.
Why couldn't he love me like he loved her?
He just can't love me like I love him..No ..He had to fall in love with that absolute bitch.....Sam...Just knowing he loves her would drive any girl crazy to the edge of insanity, especially when the only thing you want is his love.
The moment that I realized that he was in love with her..i should have left....right??? but why should I leave?? Never...I loved him too much....i thought I could break his hope, make him love me in return. It was stupidity on my part to think that he would love me and love me alone. How could I have ever known from beginning that he loved someone else, and that he didn't even know it himself?
Samaira Khanna would always be number one in his life, and it didn't matter how hard I tried , no matter how much I put out, he would always want...
" Manyaaaa"
" I don't want to hear it..I will see you when I can.."
Storming out of my lover's apartment, I took seat in my car and slammed the door hard. Sighing, I turned on the car and headed towards my fiancé home.
While driving, I couldn't help but to wonder how I came to this point...how I came to Neil, meeting his family....i thought I could have it all. The hot, sexy husband , the money , the prestige, but that was stupid. It was dumb to think I could have it all. I had no idea that there was a woman already dwelling deep within his heart.
For starter, his whole family hated me. Why? Because I wasn't their precious Sam, the one idol girl that they all dreamed of marrying Neil, so they had to make my life miserable...probably in hopes that I would leave , but not a chance...I wanted Neil too badly to give him up, especially to someone that was truly beneath my status. I knew I was better than her and Neil deserves the best..That's ME...
I couldn't help but to smile when I recalled the day when I met Neil first time...It was the best day of my life...He was tall, masculine, sexy as hell and his eyes on me.. Which women wouldn't want that?
I was sitting on the bonnet of my car. It was one of the many regular parties that took place up in Dabolium , my hometown. All the local parties took place out in the surrounding forest near sea shore and were hidden to keep them from raiding by police. I was dressed in a tight, bodyfitting blue halter top and skin tight shots.
There was rumble in the distance , and it was then I saw him riding on his bike. Dressed in black motorcycle t-shirt with sports jacket and rugged jeans was Neil Malhotra. Though I didn't know him personally. I had heard of him. He has quite reputation of flirt and womanizer, but I didn't care... He has that charm to make any women fall on his feet. He had a body that any woman would die for. I could only imagine how I would fit with him. ...how could I make him mine...
I continued to talk to the other guys in the party, many surroundings me where I sat, but my eyes where set only on Neil..it was then I saw him talking to my sister Ira ...and I knew it was time for me to go.
I pushed the guys that had been talking to me away, and I walked towards him...In Dabolium, I was queen and treated like one too. The crowd parted as I walked, all turning their head to watch me pass.
Ira was shocked to see me standing behind Neil. Her widened as turned to look at me, a drop dead sexy smirk on his lips.Ira knew she was gonna be forgotten by the god like man, so she left without a word. She knew there was no point in staying especially when I was marking my territory and it would best to leave or invite my wrath.
" Hey " I said with sexy tone..
" Hello beautiful, if I am not wrong you were staring at me continuously...."
His voice, oh his voice was so like velvet, so soft and sexy
" well, I was waiting when you were going to talk to me..."
" it looked like you have a lot of admirer so I waited for you to come and talk with me.." he said
Oh God..this guy had humor too..he was perfect by all mean..Perfect for me..and with That convo we started seeing each other.
My relationship with Neil started in whirlwind and continued into the relationship. Everything about him amazed me , and I couldn't get enough of him. I was right about him, he was the best lover I had ever had.
It was one month after our first meeting, and I was driving to meet his family. It was after he had met my family. My family loved him. So when he told me that he wanted to meet his family and best friend , I knew I was going up on display. The family would be checking me to see if they thought I was worthy of marrying him. I asked many questions about everyone , but he was always ended up talking about his best friend ..i couldn't help but to thought what was wrong with him. Wasn't it too much??
As he parked the car infront of his mansion which was looking not less than any royal palace.., I noticed a lot of cars there..he was indeed rich...and then I saw down market scooty in parking lot, it must belong to his bestfriend because all the other vehicles shined with the appearance that their owner had money, lots of money..
I was excited and nervous..i was meeting my future in-laws..these people were going to be my family so everything had to be perfect. I couldn't make mistake..i had to be the idea girl....no a Perfect girl..
I knocked on the door as I reached, and Neil opened the door with smile on his handsome face. We talked for a moment, and he led me to the living room. I was made my seven pair of eyes..i quickly realized who were are they as I heard about them..and then my eyes fell on his best friend...A Girl...WTF...that's why he never mentioned her name .
" Everyone, I would like to introduce to you Manya Tondon......My girlfriend "
I was hoping to have warm welcome but everyone , including his parents, were in utter shock. They were polite to me, but I could sense they weren't happy like they didn't want me there. Mostly, I watched everyone's eyes were on the girl, I came to know as Samaira Khnna...Sam...it was like they thought she was fragile and would break into million pieces by seeing me with Neil.
It was then Neil narrated how he met me and I couldn't help but smile..i continued to watch Sam and her eyes shined with hurt...
Oh My God...she was in love with my boyfriend...
I couldn't help but internally laugh..there was no way that Neil would fall for her..She was too plain, not slender and sexy like I was..she was no comparison with me...
Neil's sister in law, Nandini asked her if she was okay and she just nodded. Ofcourse she wasn't okay..i had broken her heart in million or you could say zillion pieces...poor baby..
She finally said that she had to go and I was very happy with her leave..i was going to have to do something about her, I didn't want Neil around her anymore..He was mine now...and I intended to keep him..So Samaira Khanna had to go by hook or crook...
Neil then led me outside and we admired the sky..Lying on the grass in the yard, I let my hand travel across his chest, using my hands to draw circles on his rock like chest. He smiled wide with sensation..his dimple filled smile was amazing...totally amazing...just being with him was amazing.
He later led me over the edge of the property where we could see stream that ran behind the house..he was talking but my eyes were on his lips..they were so inviting...it was then that I saw Sam from corner of my eye. And it was my opportunity..so I slammed my lips over his, he was shocked at first but then started kissing me back passionately..her eyes went wide when she saw how passionately he was kissing me...I couldn't help but to smile...she ran away without a word...
Perfect shot for the bitch...
I thought that would be the end of it..the bitch was gone and that I was going to have Neil all for myself..how wrong could I have been??
Sam had to make dramatic exit from Goa and in return put my Neil in cracky mood..More than anything, her departure changed him like anything..he wasn't the same guy anymore..it was like complete different personality...like he wasn't himself but a living robot....
During this time, I made him dance on my tune and made sure he should stay away from his family who were keen on making that bitch their daughter in law..we used to spend many nights with each..i made him addicted to me..many nights I could hear him mumbling something in sleep, but I couldn't able to recognize it clearly , but one night, I wanted him to moan my name, he did something I never expected..he said something that made my heart shattered in million pieces
He was traveling kisses down my neck , his body pressed against mine. I then returned the favor by kissing him hard..and then I heard him groan a name..
" Samm....."
To say I was angry..it would be understatement.. he didn't even realize his mistake..Damn him and that stupid bitch..
From the moment, I was listened to the things that he moaned while we were having s*x and each time in a heat of moment, I could hear him saying her name..it was never my name on his lips, but hers.
It was then that I started hearing her name while he slept..he would talk in sleep or when he would under effect of alcohol..i would always hear her name..i couldn't get away from her..she was everywhere...that pathetic bitch was haunting my own existence and knowledge of her having feeling for him made me enraged even more..
So, when he asked me to marry him, I was overjoyed even though I knew it was little odd. I started thinking that he realized that he couldn't have her because she was with what's his name...Armaan Arora... he proposed me in romantic way and I was more happier..i was going to be Mrs. Neil Malhotra...and would have all the prestige, wealth and fame come with it...but the mumbling didn't stop...it only got worse with time..
I asked myself many times that why I loved a man who didn't love me in return..it was obious that he didn't love me...it was then after Aradhika's wedding, I made him came to my house as he stopped touching me and being with me...but I keen on having him again..so I requested him to come my house when my parent weren't home...he refused but somehow he came...when I came from bathroom in my bathrob only to seduce him, I saw he was already slept..and then I heard him mumble a phrase that broke my heart...
" I love you, Sam..."
As soon as he spoke those words, I knew..i knew that I was never going to be the love of his life, the woman of his dream , the one he wanted for all the time, it would be always be her. I was doomed to be the mistress of his heart ..it would never me that he wanted, it would always be Sam..
So after Sam left for NY, he announced everyone that Sam was accepted Armaan's proposal for maarige..i was ecstatic. She was finally going to be out of my life and I would have Neil all for myself..And all credit goes to me..i suggested Armaan to propose Sam or he would lose her..and fueled against Neil and Sam's friendship....And my plan worked...this would make Neil forget Sam ...I was sure of it..
I wasn't that much lucky though..
But with that announcement, he got the habit of not touching me anymore or slightest, he wouldn't even look at me anymore..he just pretend I didn't exist. He would work all the time, working late hours in office...if he did stay at house , he would hide himself in that damn garage of his..and lock the door so no one could bother him
My once great relationship with Neil now had become nightmare. But I had no intension of letting him go...I knew if I let Neil go, he would be jumping on a plane and off to declare some undying love for that stupid bitch, and that something I would never going to allow...
I don't lose ever. I was definitely wasn't going to lose to someone so plain and not even have class to stand in front of me..
So , I stayed, and I was going to marry him...no matter what....he was going to be sorry for not loving me back..i was going to make his life living hell, forever...he was making me miserable ..i would return him back ten fold...I couldn't help but to smile devilish...it didn't matter: he deserves everything I can give him since he broke my heart completely...
Neil malhotra , I would ruin you by marrying you!!!
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So, how's this??
This is half part..i wanted to write more but I was so exhausted so decided to post only this much..
So what you guys think that what Manya gonna do??
And did you guys realized that she was cheating On Neil...Yes she is..but woth whom??
And when Neil comes to know this what he will do?? To know more stay tuned..
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