Raghav's POV:

Again...yet another time I was going to repeat the same mistake...

Why the hell can't I control my emotions when I am next to her!

What the hell was I thinking! I so hope she didnt feel bad again...

I cant loose her....

Fine... I am still OK to continue as her friend till she is comfortable... Or if she just wants us to be friends forever too...

I just need her... Infront of me... Happy...Smiling...

I hate tears in her eyes but today I again saw her in tears and she banged the door on my face.

I was again feeling terribly guilty.

I mentally slapped myself multiple times... I should probably find a better way to control myself...

Just then I got a call from Bikki about a new contract that we got from a new bakery chain who are quiet a popular one in south India. They wanted to completely upgrade their interface and this seems to be quiet a big contract and an excellent way to also develop our base in South India.

"But you will have to go to Mangalore Raghav... The CEO and the founder stays in Mangalore and she manages all her business across from there itself." he said and the next minute it striked me...

Great... This is it...

Go to Mangalore... Give Siya some space also... you also get some space for yourself...

While I said "I will go Bikki... when am I supposed to leave? " I asked...

"Tomorrow morning should be good Raghav" I nodded a OK.

While I informed my family about the sudden business trip. Anuj assured that he will take care of everything and he is confident.

Thats when Daadi said "Why dont you kids go on a vacation...I mean.. you all need a vacation"

I was shocked...

"Daadi.. I am going for work there... no vacation nothing... and I hardly have any idea about Mangalore..." I tried avoiding this plan...

"Arrreee Jiju.. I have been to Mangalore.. Its a beautiful city...you will love it... I really wouldnt mind if we plan a good vacation but not tomorrow... how about day after... I and Divu will finish our meeting and then its a weekend off" she said...

"I understand Urmi... But I have a meeting... I will go tomorrow itself... " I said in a rough tone...

I am trying to avoid this crowd here and these all want to have a vacation...

While I suddenly saw Daadi trying to signal me showing Urmi and Anuj...and I understood Daadi wanted them both to get some time with each other so they would know each other well. Now I couldny deny Daadi...

"Fine... I am leaving tomorrow.. You guys can start day after...anyways Anuj also needs a vacation right Anuj?" i said...

While Anu, Vish and Rithwik couldnt join us this time due to their exams.

Divu asked me to invite Alisha Suhaan too and also was insisting on Vikrant to join in.

This stupid girl wanted to make it a friends reunion party and here I was trying to get some space for myself.

While this time Esha and Bikki didnt join us.

"So deal... Its going to be me, Alisha, Suhaan, Anuj, Urmi, Raghav and his wife" Divu said

And my head shot in her direction...

'Siya cant come.. I mean...she just joined as a CEO' i said...

To which Daadi shouted 'She definitely can Raghavendra...that kid also needs a breath of fresh air...she can stuff the CEO responsibilties from monday.. But just one mini vacation of two days wont hurt anything... So she is going!!"

And there goes the order from high command!

I couldn't deny that...

"Fine... I have a early morning flight... I  have to pack my stuff" saying I went to my room.

I knocked the door while I didnt get a response...

So I pushed the door and stepped inside...

I couldnt see Siya anywhere...

But I could see the washroom door was open and I could hear the shower...

I saw the time it was approximately 11:30 pm in the night!

She is having bath now? With a door open?

I quickly looked into the washroom to find her standing under the shower closing her eyes...

Her Saree was wet and she was shivering...

Has she gone mad???

"Siyaaa what the hell are you doing" i said trying to stop the shower while she opened her eyes and it was red...

Was she crying?

Damn you Raghav.. you misbehaved with her and now you are asking this silly question...

I held her hand and pulled her away from the shower that was still running and said.. "Siya.. please I am sorry.. I must not have behaved like that in kitchen... I am an idiot... I just loose my shit when I see you.. I promise you I will never misbehave with you" I said...

While she was looking down all the time.. After I said this she again turned around and started going back to the shower..

Has she lost it???

"Siya...please...you want to fall ill or what? Its a cold shower.. dont please come here" saying I pulled her while she lost a little balance and in reflex action my hand went onto her waist to hold her tightly.

Her eyes met mine and now we both were getting drenched under the shower...

It was only our heartbeats and running water...

And again she was looking mesmerizing but this time my self control was strong.

I slowly made her stand and started taking steps away from her...

"Where are you going? To your Divu baby?" she asked..

And I stopped on my tracks....

I turned around and asked "What?"

She was still under the same stupid shower and started telling "Your bestieeee with whom you share your food...who feeds you... who...huhhh... go..." she said

And I was shocked...

"Siya...she is a childhood friend... she is very close to my family too...Infact Khurana uncle is a good family friend. She lost her mom at a very young age since then she considers my mom as hers..." I told her all in one go...

"Did I ask you Raghavendra Sehgal??? All i said was go.. stick to her.. anyways you were hugging...cuddling..twirling and what not... Go...Go kiss her!" she said

And my eyes started raging...

I barged back into the shower and held her hand and asked "Do you think I go around kissing woman Siya?? Huhhh? Tell me???"

I hated that taunt of hers...

What does she think I want to stick my mouth into any random women...

"I dont know....She is your bestie also..baby also... who knows what else too" she said

And I lost my calm...

That minute my left hand made its way to her bare waist and pulled her hard into my chest...

While her mouth opened slightly...

I pushed her to the washroom wall... While the shower was now hitting my back and I had pinned her to the wall and now she wasnt facing the shower!!!

She was facing ME!!!

"So you think Raghavendra Sehgal goes kissing any girl whom he calls his bestie is it? Thats my character definition for you?? Pervert? Huhhh? Fine... Fine.. I did one mistake.. I kissed you that night... how much will you punish me for it huhhh? I am sorry... I just lost my senses OK...you are a very attractive woman Siya.. and I hell get turned on when I see you... not from now... even when we were in college... we were friends and now when you are my wife... I drool over you ok... accepted.. Sorry...sorry for crossing my limits and believe me... I wont repeat it again..." i said breaking down into tears...

While I saw tears in her eyes too..she cupped my face...

"Raghav... no... please...I... didnt... " but before I loose my shit again...

I stepped back...

"I ...I am sorry... I ...just... " I was falling short of words...

So i marched out of the washroom...

I pulled out my tshirt and threw it into laundary bag and started walking to the closet to change..

In no time I changed into a tshirt and pajama... I started picking a few clothes and stuffing it in my cabin bag and came out with it to see Siya standing there still in her wet saree...

"Raghav I want to talk to" but her face fell when she saw me with the cabin bag and quickly asked..."Are you going anywhere?"

"Mangalore...For BER Group meeting... tomorrow early morning 5:30 am flight and you will be coming with Anuj Urmi Alisha Suhaan and Div....Div..Divyaaa .....on Saturday morning as per Daadi's instructions...Office trip for me...mini vacation for you" I said and started walking out of the room.

"Raghav wait.... and what if I want to come with you tomorrow?" she asked and I was shocked...

"I... I am going for a business meeting Siya.. you ...you will get bored.." I said...

"That will be morning right? evening will be ours...Book my ticket too... I am going to pack my bags" saying she left  from there  to the closet area to start doing her packing...

Strangely..... with a beautiful smile and flashing her killer dimples...

Does she have dual personality or something was mixed in the shower?

Till few minutes back she was a roaring lioness now she is behaving like a little innocent rabbit...

No wonder I call her Tornado!!!

Koi bharosa nahi iska (Cant trust her at all)

For a minute I wondered how am I going to stay away from her being with her!

Such a flop plan of isolation Raghavendra Sehgal...

Start doing Yoga... you need to develop self control when this woman of a tornado is going to be with you!

God save me!!!