ever had that one friendship where even though you didn't label each other "best friends" you wouldn't go a day without talking to them and now they're no longer a part of your life?
no?
this is my point of view.

i remember how it started, i was shy and you were bold. i couldn't speak up to save my life and you fit in almost effortlessly, you didn't even have to try. things aren't too different now from what it was yet its no longer the same. we chose different paths never even realising when it all went away. or maybe what i thought existed, never did. maybe our bond was never strong enough. now we no longer talk, we walk past each other as if we're strangers. i still remember those days. some days i wish i could revisit them, revisit the old you. no matter what i say, i feel i'll always be grateful to you in some way or the other, if it wasn't for you i wouldn't be me. though i wish you could still be a part of my life, you will probably always be a part of who i am. i can never truly get over what i thought we had, but maybe you are over it. maybe i'm being sensitive, i hate that word and you knew it or maybe you've forgotten. at the end of the day though, looking back i realise just how much we have changed, no longer dependant on each other. maybe in another life, we'd stay but for now it was far too late. and i hate that i know no matter what i do things will never go back to what they were back then.

"there are some things you cant control and with time, friendships are bound to fade. there's really nothing you can do about it. some people stay in your life longer than others and it may hurt. but thats alright. those who are meant to stay, will."

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not exactly a prompt but okay <3