Tags: smut

My heart was racing as I stood on pit road. It was after practice and the sun was starting to go down. Alex told me to meet him here, wearing the same exact outfit I wore in my profile photo. I took a deep breath, trying to calm down, but it was no use. I kept fixing my hair, pulling my shirt down and kicking little pieces of rubber that fell off the tires during practice.

I needed Alex to hurry up before I talked myself out of meeting him.

I spun around, looking for my exits as a 'just in case', when I saw him.

My Alex.

He stood where the cars turn into the garage, his hands in his pockets while wearing his Nationwide shirt. When our eyes met, I swear time stood still. He gave me that earth-shattering smile that had my heart flying out of my chest as he walked up to me.

"Ella," he cooed, finally standing in front of me. I looked up into his bright eyes and melted. His smile had the butterflies in my stomach fluttering like crazy. I felt like a schoolgirl who finally gets to go out with her crush. "You came."
"I wouldn't miss this for the world." I swear Alex began to blush.
"This is so surreal," his hand brushed against mine, "I really wasn't sure if you would come."
"Why?" I looked down to where his hand was so close to mine. I took a breath and interlocked our fingers. Somehow, his smile got even bigger.
"I don't know," he shrugged, "I guess I'm being silly and comparing myself to your fictional character. I'm not him, and I can't even pretend to be."
"Alex," I reached up, placing the palm of my hand on his cheek. He placed his hand on top of mine, leaning in to it. "I know you're not him. He's just some fictional character I made up one day that just happens to have your name and image. I'm not here because of him, I'm here because of you. I've told you this before and I'll tell you again and again and again. I've fallen for you. Not racecar driver Alex Bowman, not fictional character Alex Bowman, but the man behind the firesuit. It may be too early to tell you this Alex, but my heart only beats for you."
"It's never too late. Mine does, too. I can't get you out of my mind. You're in my every waking thought."
"Then why the doubt?"
"I had to make sure."
"Master Bowman, unsure?" I cocked my head and gave him shit eating grin. I got a laugh out of Alex and then it was his turn to get me back. "Alex!" I squealed when he wrapped his arms around my waist, picking me up and swirling me. "Put me down!"
"What's the safe word?"
"Loose! Loose!" I giggled, falling into Alex's arms as he put me down.
"I can't believe you're here."
"I can't, either." I smiled up to him as he moved in closer, cupping my face with his hands.

Alex was so much taller than me, but that didn't matter. He easily leaned down and tenderly brushed his lips against mine. "Is this okay?" He asked, looking into my eyes.

"Yes," I pulled him down even more, locking my lips against his and finally kissed the man I've been wanting since the first day I've laid eyes on.

I still can't believe this is happening.

**

"I was thinking..." Alex said, wrapping his arms around me tightly. It was really late, we just got back from going out to dinner with William Byron and his girlfriend and didn't want to go to bed yet. It was so surreal that I was at dinner with Alex and him, but as the night went on, it felt like I've known those two my whole life. Alex made me feel so warm and welcomed, and he never left my side. So now, we're back in his RV, cuddling and listening to music as we just chatted about everything under the sun.
"Should I be worried?" I joked.
"Heyyyy!" I giggled as he squeezed me.
"I'm joking, Alex! I just wanted to tease you."
"Ella, you've been a fucking tease every since I've started talking to you." Alex nuzzled his nose into my neck, tickling my skin and then pressing a kiss. "Like when I first saw your profile photo, I told myself there was no way you could have been a fan of mine."
"Alex, I've been a fan since day one. I've always believed in you. And give yourself some credit here, you're good looking, you could have anyone that you wanted." Sadness filled my heart at this revelation. Alex could have some Monster Energy Girl or any of the hot pit lizards that flaunt their stuff on Sundays. He could have anyone.
"I don't want just anyone, I want you."
"You really mean that?"
"Ella, I wouldn't have reached out to you if that wasn't the case. Yeah, I was curious to know what this story you were writing was about, but then I got to know you. You say you've fallen for the man behind the firesuit, well, Ella, I've fallen for the woman behind the fanfiction. You're so smart and talented, amazing with words and you make me feel something I've never felt before. Plus you encourage me, make sure I'm having a good day even if you're not. You put myself and even others first. You're so selfless that it drives me absolutely crazy. I'm still in awe that I can call you my mine. I feel like it's you who could have anyone, not me."
"I don't want anyone else," I confessed, turning in Alex's arms so I could see him.
"I don't want anyone else, either." Alex leaned down, capturing my lips in his.

When Alex pulled away from me, he took my heart with him. It was officially his and I wouldn't want it any other way.

**

"What were you going to say last night before things got serious between us?" I was laying in Alex's arms, my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. The last 24 hours have been surreal, I can't believe believe I'm laying in his bed right now.
"Oh, you caught that I didn't finish that thought." I glanced up at him to find Alex avoiding my eyes and blushing.
"Master Bowman, blushing?" He bit his lip and that sent a rush down my spine.

We haven't done anything besides kissing and cuddling, but seeing him blush and a little worked up right now was turning me on.

Suddenly, Alex was rolling us over so I was on my back with him hovering over my body.

"You have no idea how many times I've wanted this moment to happen," I confessed in a whisper.
"And how does that moment go on?" Alex dipped his head down, placing a kiss on my neck. It was my now my turn to blush. "Ella Jean, too shy to tell me?" Alex fell to my side with his leg hooked over my hip, his arm over my stomach and his lips underneath my ear. Feeling him wrapped around me had my heart soaring.
"I think you're trying to distract me."
"If I wanted to distract you, I would do this." Alex's hand played with the hem of my tank top, pushing it up and up to expose my stomach. His fingertips lazily drew designs, causing me to break out into goosebumps.

Alex's lips pressed against my skin gently, then his tongue darted out to lick my outer ear. A soft moan escaped my lips and then I gasped when I felt this fingers... there.

"Am I distracting you enough now, Ella?" Alex's breath was hot on my neck as he placed open mouth kisses on me. "I didn't hear your answer." I whimpered out a yes as Alex's fingers parted my lips and touched my hot center. "Is this what you've always wanted?" Alex's voice was getting deeper and more raspy.
"Yes," I moaned, turning my head so I could kiss Alex.
"I love how wet you are for me." He kissed me back, his tongue demanding and controlling, moving at the same speed of his fingers.
"Alex!" I groaned, my back arching off the bed.
"That's it, baby girl, cum for Master." Alex whispered those words against my lips and I lost it.

I moaned Alex's name loudly as I came, my orgasm blossoming from deep within as Alex's fingers rubbed against my clit. He pulled it out of me so easily that from the first touch, I was already falling into that abyss.

I can't believe Alex just gave me an orgasm. It was a small, but powerful one, and I couldn't help but smile as I came down from my high.

"I think you need to distract me a little more if you think I'm going to forget what you're avoiding." Alex laughed and resumed his position half laying on me.
"I can't get anything by you, can I?" I snuggled in closer to him, turning so I can place my hand on his hip and rub my nose against his.
"No, but if you tell me, I'll do something I've been wanting to do for a long time now." I started to push down the fabric of his boxers as he gasped in surprise.
"You'll probably think I'm a freak."
I couldn't help but laugh at that confession. "And I write bondage fanfiction in my spare time about you. Who's the freak now?" My hand found Alex's thickness and he moaned. "If you tell me, I'll suck you dry." I licked into his mouth, squeezing his cock. Alex broke the kiss and growled.

"I want to tie you up and fuck you, Ella. I want to fuck you so hard you can't walk the next day. I want to spank you, bite you, mark you as mine. I want to use you until I get my fill. I want to be your Master," he growled.

I closed my eyes and shivered as he said this to me, then I gave him the most devilish smile I could muster and pushed him on his back.

"Alex Bowman, a freak?"I settled in between his legs, taking his cock in my hands and bending down to press my lips to his tip. "If only he knew how much of a freak I was." I smiled as I took him fully into my mouth as his eyes never left mine.

The moment I swirled my tongue around this base, was when he broke the eye contact and moaned, a sound I will never get tired of.

I continued sucking him off, enjoying his mews and memorizing each and every thing that drove him crazy. He loved it when I licked the underside of his crown, hummed with him fully in my mouth, and when I played with his balls.

"Ella!" Alex's hands were in my hair, pulling and tugging. "I'm gonna come!" Hot spurts of come shot down my throat as I sucked him dry. "Fuck, baby girl, c'mere." Alex sat up and pulled me into his arms. I laid my head back on his chest like I did earlier, his heartbeat now racing a million miles per second. I couldn't believe that I was the cause for that. I also couldn't believe that I just had him in my mouth. Somehow, that turned me on even more.

After a breath, I reached up and placed a tender kiss on his lips.

"I would love for you to be my Master."

**

A/N: Boy was that a hot and sweet chapter all mixed into one! Eek!! Alex confessed he wants to be Ella's Master! Who knew he was so kinky??

Thank you to EVERYONE who takes time out of their day to read this story and to comment. It means the world to me!

I don't think there's many chapters left - maybe 2? This was only intended to be a short little fic.

To those who asked - the Bubba situation WILL be addressed in the next chapter.

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