Even if I would bleed
From every centimeter of my skin
It wouldnt hurt as much
As the times where you gave my cheeks and my full body heat
When you made my world a bit lighter
And I could share the burden I carried with someone
Even when noone else liked the girl
Who stood there alone on the hard cement floor
Or looked out of a window
In classes
Who watched people pass by and never stay like they where a story which didnt match hers
As if they where a book she read
Filled with lines noone ever said to her
And characters who wherent supposed to listen to her story
Cause they where far far away
Even when noone else opened her papers
You did
And gave me hopes
That somebody could even read
A creepy and sad story
And write it a happy end and make it a sweet heartfelt one
A one lovely to read
But then she realised she wasnt one of these princesses these girls who deserved a saviour and a new cover
Her words where written down
He was only a chapter
And noone was able to change the downfall anymore
And the letters
Where stained with tears
So as she waited for the book to get closed and the end to come
And the last sentence to get told
She saw that she didnt deserve no saviour
No boy no girl no unicorn
To flee with to a big white castle
Yet all the wounds she scribed onto papers
Papers that hurted and burned, cutted her veins of her heart
And maybe her arms
They didnt hurt as much as the false reality
The imagined book
Where someone could love someone as miserable as unworthy like her
she kept biting the hook
Lied words of appretiation threw to her drowning self
Drowning in oceans of tears