One of the horrible things that is affecting my life immensly is, insomnia is something that keeps me up at night. The most sleep I get is an hour a day so basically I am nocturnal.
                  

                 What if I could change this strange problem of mine and actually sleep. Well I really don't dream about anything. My mind is way too close minded for that.

My brain cannot really comprehend the feelings of others due to my alexythimia.

There were 2 girls that stalked me in middle school and I didn't know they liked me until they confessed to me. Even then they didn't even believe I liked them because. I could not express feelings.(not in that way as a friend they liked me but I liked them as friends okay).

My cousin was the only one who actually let me show emotion. When I was with her I felt free of all of my problems. I could finally sleep, I could express feelings, I could be happy and accepting.

This led me to the biggest mistake of this life.

Incest

I'm not sure why my mind was in the right mind to actually do that but I did it. I'm sure all of my old followers know about this as I ocasionally bring it up in comments and EDR(everybody. Deserves random). I did it anf I regret having that be my first.

Obviously I remember I had a son but that was from the 60's. That is one of 4 lives I remember. Every life I have been hit with depressing and horrid events which led to these two major problems.

Then I found phones.

Although I didn't get one until later on, I immediately fell in love with emojis. I could finally express feelings in writing and pictures in your phone. Soon I found the oldest followers I have and I started expressing feelings with them on a new account.

Asvenom1

Now @Asvenom