When you're young, it's seeing beautifully drawn women and loving them out of all the other characters and not understanding why.

It's not understanding how attractive a man can be unless they're given a female counterpart

It's going to family events and hearing the notorious "do you have a boyfriend? Any cute boys in school?"

It's seeing girls hold hands, say I love you, kiss, call each other girlfriends and telling yourself to understand that they could be straight

It's having to EXPLAIN why someone shouldn't use the words "fag" and "gay" interchangeably for "stupid" and "boring"

It's having to come out of the closet over and over again and forcing yourself to understand when someone says "I don't agree with that lifestyle"

It's never coming out of the closet to certain people and not talking about it to others

It's being constantly questioned, touched, and flirted with by people aiming to "change your mind"

It's having to share one face with everyone like you

It's being the punchline the second anyone gets their hands on scissors

It's being told the reason you exist is so people have a dirty fantasy

It's being frustrated with the world you live in, frustrated with people who want to see you hurt or dead, frustrated with how little people understand and how little people WANT to understand

It's being a token, mentioned but not seen or heard

It's knowing someone can have a gay friend but still be a bigot

It's seeing people like you die before the end of movies. In every movie they're in.

It's not being happy in any relationship you've ever been in

It's learning to love yourself for standing out and reminding yourself that you are as natural as the grass that grows in the fields

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I wrote this for coming out day...but I mostly did this because a lot of people are starting to say or talk to me about if I saw any cute boys, like it says up there...if you have met me or we talk you would know I don't really like boys that much, I'm mostly in to girls
I do hang out with boys and girls tho...

I hate the fact that people ask me
"oh have you saw any cute boy?~"
My sister's are starting to ask me that

I don't like boys, I don't like them at all and I'm slowly not liking them in my sexuality

I just don't like people asking me that it's just getting me really annoyed...anyways!
i hoped you liked the story! I was a little busy...so I couldn't get it  out in one day...but I did it!!!

q: what are you dressing up for Halloween?