From the start to now,
I realized I have never stopped loving you.

Never,
not even for one second,
my heart was always yours.

For 4 years,
people came and went throughout,
but you always stayed in my heart.

And now,
I have realized that you will always stay there.

You will always hold a special place in my life.

You changed me,
gave me happiness that no one else could.

You make me feel loved,
and cared for,
something no one could do for so long.

I've let you in,
and now you've given me a purpose to continue.

Your love is what helps me.

Four years ago,
I had no idea you'd become a huge part of my life.

You stayed when everyone else left.

You lent me your shoulder to cry on,
you shrouded me in a blanket to protect me from the cold.

You became spring kisses in winter.

I wish to be able to meet you one day,
to hold you,
to be in your arms,
to kiss you,
and one day to be yours.

I can only wish and dream because I know this cannot be possible,
no matter my unconditional love for you.

I will never be yours,
so I cry and cry and imagine that I'll be yours.

Imagine that I can kiss you forever.