If you had knew or been suspecting i havent published any new chapters mostly that one problem is depression. Anxeity. But again education. I had took an exam to my new highschool its only the first screening.

Theres more. 2nd screening and an interview. On dec 1 then again i have exam on Nov 27 28 29 bam....so many books to read. Plus every Saturday i have a tutor at 8 am to 12 pm. So its hard.

Plus problems have been pressing onto me worse than before. I cant laugh. I cant smile often. I space out a lot. I cant be myself. Uuuughhhh screww it! I hate myself. Literally like why the hell do i even have to do that!? Now everyone hates me....

Ill be straight. And this might be new to you. I hate myself. I hate my life and so blood goes on my hand. There. Guessed it. Yeah...im a coward at pain like those but i manage to have a scar with a help of a knife...

What the heck am i even saying? Im making my self pitiful... Stupid. Anyways...

Theres uh, your reason. I know its dumb and useless to somewhat you call a reason... Sorry i cant fight this.

I literally want to die. I cant believe I literally cried infront of him. You know who. He has been avoiding me for days...and now i cried infront of him...

I cried infront of class. Great something to be proud of in monday. Actually never knew physical pain would feel...eh good and more bad at the same time while you cry... Oh ive already took medication to the wound.

Anyways (how many times did i say that? XD....?) pls have patience if you could.

Author out... (Pic at top for you to laugh on k?)