Insecurity...!!
"Did I induce any mistake? or maybe he doesn't consider me lovable?, is I'm looking ugly among all his flings includes jiya? because I know one thing well in his life, I never get the position of meera, so I include myself now among his one of the fling and after last night, I am not able to understand anything that how abruptly everything changes in a moment?, Naaz heart become enormous after gulped the thought that maybe she's not his whole rather than a minor phase of his life and what happens if he...?, no she can't even think about that because the grief of loss unbearable for her she can't phase ever this kind of feeling of insecurity while thinking everything shifted her gaze on siddhant who sleeping beside her by cuddling her and his huge leg resting over her thigh also snuggling near her nape which sent a shiver to naaz which felt her contended and sad both the feeling ruining her at the same time,
she knows Well that she accepts him with a promise that her love is enough for their relation, but not know how far she-bear that feeling nowadays she felt so insecure don't know why? maybe they will never establish a close physical relation till the date, tears fell like rain from her troubled eyes makes her weak and didn't get when she sleep with all these thoughts.
"Naaz", siddhant half-lidded eyes slid open as he breathed her name with utmost love folded his arms behind his head, watching her sleep.
Her beauty was intoxicating, a balm on his wounded soul and after last night he realized inwardly after felt naaz in himself that he had never seen her this kind of beauty before because before today he had never seen her like that and now he knew that she's the most beautiful but fragile girl for him, which he never wants to hurt.
"Naaz wakes up", He mumbles by sketching his finger on her arm while adoring the most glorious angel which always next to her and his connection with her far away of any kind of name, the connection of sukoon he has with her,
"Naaz flickered her eyelids with a heavy head after getting the most familiar voice" without uttering a word beholding him when he brings his lips close to her as usual according to his daily routine but waits, what?
Except for her cheeks, He gives a butterfly kiss over the edges of her delicate lips, which is unexpected for her seeing bemusedly as she saw somebody mysterious at the place of her captain sadu because her sadu doesn't act romantic and lost in my thinking word until I hear him,
"Hurry up, we have to leave", As soon as his voice went to my ear I observed the surrounding, We still in the same terrace room glanced at him when he put on his shirt and I also fix my dress properly and again and again the snake of embarrassment bite me.
"Are you alright?, where are you going?", as I move to turn to my and Zoya room, Siddhant catches my wrist asked in confusion because early morning his daily routine makes for me a cappuccino with his hand but today I didn't feel good my head aching too much because of not sleeping well after saying that Naaz turn to move left and left siddhant bewildered.
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"Naaz", by yelling her name siddhant rambling in the corridor to find her sighed after not getting her anywhere because she usually first come to him and then they leave together for training but today, he feels like maybe she has some issue with him don't know what thinks by scratching his forehead while another hand resting on midriff in confusion.
"Is she angry with me?, Don't know now where I found this girl", he huffed after this unexpected reaction fisted his wrath vigorously.
"So, Finally, all the cadets and captains arrived here, so let's start.."
"Sir captain siddhant didn't come yet", as Asthana hear rolled his eyes on Aadi who by nibbling his teeth also waiting for him.
"Sir, maybe he stuck in some work", aadi pardoned noticing siddhant who reached here and whirled his eyes on all cadets to find her then after a minute gets relief after seeing naaz who standing in a corner silently and his gaze was level, direct and seemed to bore into her because of which she only bleak her eyelashes.
"Ahm.", Rishi clean his throat after looking at siddhant who lost to seeing Naaz, whereas Asthana staring at siddhant fiercely as a hungry hunter as usual maybe he has some problem with him,
As siddhant gets the signal of Rishi to get straight and after giving her a deadly glare going to them and join all captains by standing beside aadi and between the whole session his eyes only and only prick into naaz thinks about her this sort of behaviour, is she angry with me? But why? many questions whirled in his mind.
"Zoya maybe that thing running like that..."
"Naaz no, you are wrong maybe we do some mistake rukk I call any captain" as naaz hear her trying to stop her and bang her head rapidly after getting that siddhant is coming towards her and his those wide deep eyes seeing her fiercely and why not he has to because of her he gets late and that irritated Asthana session which he didn't like.
Naaz with other cadets trying to operate all the assets in the drill area because in a week they will officially going to enlist in the Airforce after the final trial abruptly feels an aware sensation that hits her from the back, whom she knows nicely.
"I do this by myself", naaz sluggishly mumble, When Siddhant's arms rung around her, while gently brushing her by side and apiece breath of his, she can feel near her inlet and abruptly an icy air of command hung close to the noble Lord.
"What happened and why did you come here alone like this, you know how much I found you everywhere" after hearing siddhant, naaz peeping him through the sides of her eyes,
"What's the need to wander everywhere because of me", As soon as siddhant heard her intense tone it's enough to understand him that surely something must happen with her after getting that he clasped her hand to stop her then reached adjacent to her ear let's out sternly,
"Come in my room now, we have to talk", as his chilled voice plunged to my ear gulp my saliva getting worried about what I said to him and why he called me up to her room before I asked anything he disappeared from there left me in shock and here Naaz have no option left after making the excuse of headache going to his room because if she will not go there then surely he drags her from there which she will not want because of his reputation.
With baby steps by gets worried to enter the room rolled her eyes around but maybe he doesn't arrive yet, she relaxes with that thought then by getting a rambling voice and the familiar masculine collagen fragrance of his notify her about his presence.
"So, can you understand me in detail what happened", he said to naaz by keeping up huge steps in a stern voice vigorously grabbing up her tiny waist in his huge secure arms.
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