(Bellie elish I love you)

  “Did he really love me or did I love him enough to pretend that he loved me as much as I loved him? “ - unknown

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Today I’m meeting with Valentino, so I quickly hop in the shower and come out dry myself up and wear some black  leggings and a black sweater with some black nike socks with my AF1s and spray my perfume apply some shiny gloss and go downstairs and take an apple and leave.

When my uber arrives by his dorm I find him standing with his back facing me, he has a blunt between his fingers  he has his dreads loose. I cross the road and tap his shoulder he turn and smiles giving me a hug. He puts the light out and we go in. Today the weather is sombre  so we put some Netflix and order food  we watch movies and chill for a bit.

As we are watching I feel his cold hand on my thigh and he squeezes it. I turn and look at him but his focus is on the movie. As I fucus on the movie again, I can feel him staring at me and I can see him through the corner of my eye, “what?” I ask he doesn’t reply he pulls me so half of my body is on top of his.

I make a small, shocked sound and he turns my face so I’m looking at him but I catch him staring at my mouth and involuntary I take a quick glance at his lips and they are glistening as he lets his tongue out to water them. They are so full and plump that I can’t help but wonder what it feels like to have them pressed against mines, he clears his throat and  he says, “ I want to kiss you so bad” I whisper back to him saying, “ well what’s stopping you”

His breath fans my face as he brings his face close to mine, he directly looks me in my eyes and places his large hand on my throat bringing me dangerously closer to him, so close that our noses slightly touche. I close my eyes because of the close proximity ,slightly I feel cold soft lips brush past mines ,I let out a small sound from my throat. Before I can comprehend what just happened I feel him fully press his lips against mines, so tenderly he kisses me.

The kiss is slow and soft, his hot breath fans my face features and I feel a tingling feeling in my stomach I have never felt before so I gasp and he takes that to his advantage as I feel his warm tongue enter my mouth. He kisses me passionately for a few moments until he slowly pulls away and whispers, “breathe baby” I suck in a breath through my nose and I slowly open my eyes and find him staring at my face, I blush and look down. He kisses my forehead and rests on his back and looks at me smiling.

He pulls me on top of him and wraps his hands around my waist and I quickly place my face on his neck, I hear him softly chuckling. We stay in that position for a few moments before we start talking again. “You’re always glued to your phone am I boring you? “ he asks with humour filled in his tone, I slightly  laugh, “ is that your way of asking for my attention? “ he replies saying, “yes but I’m also curious as to what keeps you so glued to your phone” I smile and turn my phone his way and he squints  his eyes and I see his mouth form an O shape, “ you know I never really pictured you as the type who reads wild stuff like this. Damn you are a naughty lil thing huh” if I was light skinned my face would be crimson red from embarrassment, I quickly hide my phone on my chest, “ Don’t be shy its just that I never really pictured you as a kinky girl but they do say the shy ones are demons in the sheets” my eyes bulge in their sockets,” stopppppp being dirty” he laughs at my embarrassed face.

We fall into a comfortable silence until I hear him  shuffle closer to me and he pulls me to his chest his hands resting on my butt “ Relax I can hear your heart thumping so had it might burst out of your chest” I smile and say; “ what are you most insecure about? “ He replies and says “ Growing up I was teased  for my skew teeth and I never really liked smiling until I straighten my teeth.

"What about you?” I smile his way and say” well I was always thin so my weight and height and my chest  a lot of people picked on me for those things at school until I decided to fall in love with myself and features.” He leans down and kisses my  clothed chest and says, “ your body is a work of art baby and don’t get me started when it comes to your chest, you’re perfect I hope you know that.”

He pulls me by my waist and kiss my nose and we cuddle watching Arcane until I fall asleep. When I wake up I’m all alone in the bed I go pee when I come back Valentino is entering the room. He smiles my way and hands me iced coffee I thank him and take a sip.

I can hear Valentino talking in the back of my head but my mind is zoning out as  I’m thinking , he  comes behind me and hugs me. He is pressed up against me “ what are you thinking about ma?’” he presses a open mouth kiss on my neck, I never expected the kiss so my knees buckle and I fall backwards without him expecting me to put that much wait on him, he leans on the wardrobe behind him groaning.

“fuck!” I quickly turn to him and he is bending down holding his knees “ Jesus woman you almost broke my wood."  I blush from embarrassment and apologize, ”I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you, what can I do to help you?” he smirks my way “ you can give it a peck on the boo-boo to soothe the pain “ blood quickly rushes to my face and he laughs, ”what? You’re the one that asked what to do to make me feel better.” Just as he finishes speaking comes  a loud thunder and I stare at the window.

The rain is pouring heavy outside and I’m supposed to leave, Valentino sees the panic in my face. “what’s wrong love?” I look at him, ”it starts raining cats and dogs exactly when I’m supposed to leave.” He comes close to me and hugs me, " stay the night I’ll take you home first thing in the morning” I ponder on it for a second and decide to agree with him.

He gives me clothes to sleep on, some black socks  and black boxers with a black tee and I open the covers and slide in. Immediately I’m surrounded by his scent.  As I’m scrolling through my Ig I see this man striping so I sneak a peek , he continues until he is left in nothing but his boxers he raises his head and I quickly look at my phone, “ you thinking  you smooth huh?” I look at him  feigning to be confused” huh” he throws his head back laughing “ You know ever since I started taking my clothes off, you’ve been looking at me I know, I can feel your stare and because the same reel has been playing” I cringe  and cover my face with one hand, ”busted! But do you blame me? I can’t say no to a free stripping show” he laughs and enters the bathroom I hear him turn the shower on and I  continue scrolling .

He comes out and opens the closet I hear the towel dropping and quickly look up and stare at his ass as he wears his boxers as I raise my eyes, they lock with his through the mirror. My breath hitches in my throat because of the way he is staring at me. He comes around and enters the bed coming close to me, “were you checking my ass?” I blush and quickly say, ”N-No!” he laughs and brings his face close to mines kissing the side of my mouth.

He lays  on his back “ well who’s going to switch off the lights” I stare at him as if he has 2 heads” you’re the last one on the bed, meaning you’re the one that was supposed to switch off the lights.” He rolls his eyes saying, ”if I switch them off what do I get in return” I look at him as if he is stupid and say, “ boy why would you get anything if you were the last to come to bed?” he quickly hops off the bed switches them off so the only source of light is the tv, he then grabs my ankles and pulls me off the bed I scream laughing “ bro stop” he tickles my side saying” who is a boy?” I laugh hysterically when he grabs my lower thigh, “ I’m sorry you’re not a boy you’re a man” he smiles and kisses my mouth “good girl”

I side eye him “What? “ he asks, ”I read too much smut for you to be saying stuff like that to me” he looks at me and smirks,  ”so it turns you on then?”  I roll my eyes” No just don’t use that term on me.” he replies saying, ”I’ll stop if you give me a valid reason” he has a smug look on his face, ”argg just stop or I’ll wipe that smug off your face with my fist” he laughs throwing his head back, ”you’re so eager to fight me huh? Well  let me make it simple for you  there’s genuinely no need to punch me just show me boobs and I’ll stop saying good girl”  I laugh and look at him ”uh why?’ he rolls his eyes, ”ma’am I hate boobs so show me boobs to punish me whenever I say good girl” I burst out laughing, "you’re insane sir” I then roll on my side facing him, I find him already starring at me. He leans in and kisses my nose and whispers, “Goodnight pretty girl” I smile and whisper a goodnight back and close my eyes, sleep quickly consumes me.

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