"Retrace my lips
Erase your touch
It's all too much for me"

We completed our final concert in Korea and it was time to say goodbye . It was the time when we held eachother hands and bow down to our Armys , showing them how grateful we are to have them.

I didn't noticed who was standing beside me but when he held my hand into his , i didn't even have to look who's holding it , i knew from your touch, that it was you. These little things made me so happy that i don't even know who was holding my other hand .

Yoongi's hand was big and mine was really smaller . He always used to say that he love how my hand fits into his.

Yoongi , my hand is in yours now . Are you happy a little bit?

I still remember his touch , it's like , it's still all over my body. The way we use to kiss and held eachother closely , i miss it. Physical intimacy for us was making love. Those nights are printed inside my heart .

You don't even talk to me now , keeping talking aside you don't even look at me now.

I think you want to retrace my touch , my kisses from all over your body .

I too want to erase your touch from all over my body . I want to erase all those memories from my mind , from my heart.

As we came backstage , we group hugged and you were giving hugs to every member individually . I know you aren't coming to me , i am not disappointed though . It's alright.

But i saw you coming towards me. Am i hallucinating? You are coming towards me Yoongi.

I am so happy . You hugged me Yoongi . You did . You are holding me from my waist , you are holding me closely , tightly . I want to ask you about lot more but i wish you hold me like this forever. I too held you tightly . I don't wanna let go but we have to and you did first , you smiled at me .

Don't do this to me Yoongi , don't .

This all too much for me.