"Help, I lost myself again
But I remember you
Don't come back, it won't end well
But I wish you'd tell me to"

We were at the backstage right now , calming ourselves down as our concert was about to start . Loud cheering voices of our armys can be heard from here . These voices are the reason we are here today and these voices give me a sense of thrill as we were about to go on the stage .

Let me introduce myself , my name is Jimin. I am part of  ' World's best boy band' BTS . I don't think it is important to introduce other members as i know you already know about them . Isn't it? Okay , let me tell you , BTS includes Namjoon , Seokjin , Yoongi , Hoseok , me , Taehyung and Jungkook. We are a k-pop group and now we are in London for our World tour .

We wished each other luck and went on the stage.

We performed and performed , we were really happy .

Now, it was our last song and as we were performing i saw Yoongi hyung smiling brightly towards the army. He was happy , it makes me happy too .

He rarely smiles after our breakup , which was around 5 months ago , it's like he have stopped smiling . Or it's just my thinking?

Yes, we were dating . We dated for about 4 years . And that 4 years were the happiest years for my life. We were deeply in love. My mornings would start with him being by my side . Getting up in his arms became my
habit. Every moment was special with you. I was so happy and so much in love.

Those days were really good. We were in love.

But where did everything went wrong?

Now it's nothing , we rarely talk.

But we didn't let our personal problems come between our group.

When that little little arguments turned into huge fights? I remember crying myself to sleep when we use to fight . Firstly the arguments were short and we used to solve them quickly but later the words that we started using in our fights was to hurt each other deeply.

And now it's like i am empty inside. Without him , i am empty.

I've lost myself after losing him .

I know if he'll come back to me it won't end well . We won't end well .

Even then too, i wish for you to come back to me.

Yoongi hyung , i am seeing you from afar . You are talking with Namjoon hyung right now . I wish i could tell you to come back to me. I don't know about you but i am hurting so bad .