A. N I really wanted to make one long one shot but I can't add the story once I published it *sigh*oh well guess this I'll do its the updated version of Broken the beginning is the same put keep reading I added all more the story hope you enjoy broken please review.

I never felt any other way before the emptiness it was always usual to me. When I was three years old I was almost raped it scarred the outlook of my life and everything in it.

When I turned four years old........ That was the first time I tried to kill myself I downed a bottle of bleach in one go because I wanted people to see me to remember.

I holed my self up in the bathroom throwing up for hours but I still didn't die it was the first time I tried to kill myself and it certainly wasn't the last.

At five was when I noticed I was treated different then the other kids at the orphanage since I had never been outside I thought all children were treated this way.

But later I saw that the rest of the children weren't starved regularly and when fed the food was always left overs or spoiled and stale like I was. I knew l was a bad boy from the start of it all the the first time I met the hokage I was six years old.

Sarutobi's Pov
I was about to visit Naruto for the first time since he was a child I wanted to visit him the civilian council always made excuses and had countless meetings to distract me from seeing Naruto but now I had finally you finished all my paperwork and my schedule was clear for the day.

I had arrived at the orphanage with kakashi who was trying his best to look bored, but I saw the anxious in his eyes it was the first time he had seen his senseis son and wanted to make a good impression.

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When I saw Naruto I gasped the boy wore layer upon layer of clothes he looked so tiny if I didn't now better the size of a 3 year old but I knew he was 6.

He was very pale with a sickly shade to his skin tone he was horribly malnourished and looked like he would collapse any second. He was shivering like mad and sweating like crazy.

I was shocked how had this happened want had become of Minatos son.