The Talk.
(Bryan's POV:)
I look down to avoid their looks of concern, and Jakey comes up to me, his eyes full of worry. "You've been having Nightmares? Why didn't you tell me?" He asks, and I feel really guilty. He sounds hurt... "I didn't want you to worry... over me..." I respond softly, wanting to just curl up and die. "What're they about, Bryan~Boo?" He asks, and I sigh. "Different things... the first one... was everyone in the guild..." I start tearing up, and he brings me into a hug as I start shaking. "What about us?" He asks cautiously. "...It started with you... y-you said I hurt you, all of you... you called me a scum bag... and left..." His eyes widen at that, growing wet with tears. "Then... Kay... you were sobbing and yelling at me... and then Stew and Mario appeared... and they were hurt so badly I could barely recognize them... and you shoved me to the ground..." Kay tears up now, and shakes her head. "I would never!" I smile softly at her. "I doubt that, but thanks for the sentiment. Then... my Parents... basically told me they wished they never had me, and that I didn't deserve anything I had because I was such a rubbish protector..." I say, and then I finally tear up, shaking more in Jakey's arms. "And then Lo'pho. You... you said you didn't know why you let me into the guild... that I couldn't even be strong enough to try to save anyone, and if I was, I would probably accidentally kill them... and then you banned me from the Guild... and said I knew too much for you to just let me go, because of if I went to Eden or something. So you.... unsheathed your claws... and... scratched my eye... and then killed me. Not an ounce of remorse or guilt in your eyes..." I tell them, and Lo'pho looks down at his paws in shock. "Bryan... I wouldn't... you're so strong, Bryan, and everything that happened in the Nightmare was false." He says reassuringly, and I laugh. "That wasn't even the only one! Next was Mario, then Ritchie and Brandon! And just now was Bri, and Everyone at once! Can't you see now? I'm just a Worthless Fire Mage who can't even do one thing right.
(Author's Note: Here! Have some Angst! Hope you enjoyed~)
Word Count: 391
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