[Chapter 49]

Dedicated to my hoe! sweetnsmug
Love you 💚
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•Alex's POV•

Derek turned to look at me before exiting the room and smiled, that helped a bit but I was still kind of nervous.

"I'll be right back, just wanna make sure no one interrupts." He said winking before leaving and closing the door. I sat up on the bed still very turned on, but I couldn't help but feel nervous about the whole thing. This was going to be our first time, then it hit me, it was going to be our first time being with each other like this, what if he doesn't like it? What if I'm not good at it? I mean after what I've been through and how long it's been, I don't know how good I am anymore. I heard the guys laughing and Derek yelling from the top of the stairs.

"Just make sure my dad or Alex's mom don't come up here, & you guys stay down there!" Derek said chuckling, I smiled. Hopefully I'm good for him, I want to be good and I hope my nerves don't get the best of me. Derek opened the door and locked it behind it, ok the nerves are back, I think Derek noticed because his smile faltered a little but he kept smiling while he walked towards the bed. Once he was in front of me he picked me up and sat down with me on his lap, he kissed me so sweetly my heart leaped.

"You know I will understand if you change your mind, I don't want you to feel like you're forced to do this baby. I love you so much I'm willing to wait as long as you need." He said and pecked my lips.

"I know I'm ready, like I really want this so bad, I'm just nervous. I haven't done this in a while because-..." I said the last in almost a whisper looking down, then I looked up when Derek placed his hand on my cheek.

"If you're really ready then we can take it slow, ok?" He said looking at me with so much love, jeebus this man is my whole life, I love him so much! I nodded and kissed him. He kissed me back slowly and it felt like he was letting me take the lead in a way because when I started to kiss him deeper he went with it and when I started to roll my hips he bit down on my lip making me moan.

He placed his hand on my butt and squeezed, a wave of heat jolted through my body making me gasp and moan loudly. Derek was hard but somehow I felt him get even harder.

"Fuck you drive me crazy when you moan like that baby." He said and took hold of my ass and stood up, he laid us down once again. I opened my legs to have him in between them, he slowly moved rubbing his member against mine, I shivered and bit my lip.

"Like that baby?" Derek asked as he slowly kissed up and down my neck, I was gasping and moaning that I couldn't form words so I just nodded.

"Again, harder please." I said almost out of breath, he did just that and fuck! That was amazing, his hand that he wasn't using to hold himself up was slowly running up and down the side of my body and chest. I could feel my nerves slowly decreasing, he looked down at me and smiled.

"You're so beautiful baby, I'm the luckiest man alive." He said making me blush, he kept rolling his hips against mine making me moan more, I dragged my nails down his back making him hiss and tut a bit harder on me. I can't take this anymore, I need him!

"Derek, I want-" I said breathing heavily and moaning almost at the same time, Derek smirked and bit down a little on my neck exactly where my sensitive spot is making me buck my hips up and digging my nails deeper on his back, he groaned and fuck that was hot! FUCKING HELL! He's taking too long!!

"What do you want baby, hmm?" Derek asked huskily bitting my neck again.

"Please! I need you, please." I said moaning more and more. I can feel him smirk on my neck and he bit down more harshly sucking on my neck, I was a moaning mess moving around underneath him not knowing what to do with myself, I was getting desperate.

"Tell me, what do you want or I won't move." Derek almost ordered and completely stopped moving making me whine loudly, fuck this was so hot!

"Fuck me please! I need you inside me! I can't take it anymore!!" I almost shout it, he looked down at me and smirked before he leaned down and kissed me sweetly while doing so he took off his boxers and undressed us both of the remaining clothes that we had on. He reached over to his bedside table and took out a condom and lube.

"No, I want to feel all of you, please?" I said as I placed my hand on the condom, I'm clean and I know he is too. He smiled and nodded, throwing the condom somewhere on the floor.

"I gonna prep you so that I don't hurt you." He said squirting some lube on his hand, he rubbed some on my entrance and just that small action made me shiver and feel another wave of heat go through me.

"Hurry up please, I can't take it anymore." I said taking a deep breathe to calm my heart beat down, it felt like it was going to pop out of my chest.

"Someone's very needy huh?" Derek said laughing a little, moving down so he was on his knees and pulled me towards the end of the bed like I was just that small that it didn't take much strength to do that.

"Don't mess with a horny Alex! It's danger-" I was cut off by me gasping almost painfully when he went down fast and licked once at my entrance and smirked at me.

"FUCK! Stop smirking!!" I said and he chuckled kissing the inside of my thigh slowing leaving a trail down towards the place I wanted him to go, he was taking his time and I didn't mind at all, things calmed down a little and I was glad. Don't get me wrong I still very much want him so bad, but I also wanted us to take our time. With out warning he placed his finger on my hole and rubbed the outside in circles making me bite my lip and take hold of the covers on the bed. Started licking and then after a few seconds he slowly pushed his finger in, he looked up at me as if asking if that was ok I smiled and nodded. He then started to move his finger in and out of me, going faster as I asked him to do so.

"More baby please." I moaned wanting to feel another finger inside me, he did as told and when his two fingers went all the way inside I felt him nudge the right spot, I gasped and squeezed the sheets more, Derek stopped for a second.

"Right there baby?" He asked and did the same thing once again, I was wiggling and I didn't know how to tell him that that's what I wanted, he came up and kissed me not taking his fingers out. He then started to move them once again changing his position of his hand, that made me moan in his mouth. After a few minutes he added another finger and that felt amazing and I felt like I was close to cumming. I grabbed his hand to stop him and took a much needed breath, he looked at me confused.

"I, if you keep going I'm going to cum and I want us to cum together so please make love to me now before I explode." I said breathing a little fast, he laughed a little and nodded. He stood up and squirted some lube on his hand before he slicked up his member, while he did that I moved backwards towards where the pillows were and opened my legs to tease Derek a little, when he looked up I swear he almost drooled, I giggled and he kind of growled before pounced on top of me kissing me all over my face making me feel happy and I laughed, I kissed him wanting to show him how much I loved him.

"Are you ready?" He asked after we pulled apart.

"I've been ready, but you keep taking your-" I said and gasped when I felt his tip starting to enter me.

"You're so sassy, I love it." I said and smirked, I smirked right back and bit his neck harshly making him move forward a little more, Fuck! That was a little harsh but felt so good.

"Shut up and move please." I said and smiled sweetly, he laughed and moved forward again slowly. I placed my hands on his chest, when he moves I know I'll probably dig my nails in him and that's what I want to do because I know he'll love that. I nodded for him to move again when the stinging wasn't there anymore and I think he probably couldn't contain himself anymore and pushed himself almost all the way in making me dig my nails onto his chest, he hissed and pushed the rest of the way in, I groaned and moaned at the same time, it was like a pleasurable kind of pain if that makes sense? Point is It hurt so good.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you baby, your nails on my chest, that felt great and I kinda lost it, are you ok?" He asked searching my face for any sign of pain or hurt.

"That felt amazing for me baby don't worry, I'm ok. Now move!" I said moving my hips. He chuckled and started to move slowly in and out before started to move a little faster. Oh my gummy bears I was feeling amazing, the room was filled with grunts and moans, his sweaty muscular body was sexy as hell!!

"Fuck You're so tight baby, you feel so good." Derek said kissing my neck, I was moving at the same time he was but I needed more and so I dragged my nails down abs making him groan and move faster. I moaned and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"More baby please, faster." I said in his ear and he did as told, he leaned up so he wasn't laying on top of me and took hold of my hips and started to pound into me harder and faster making me moan even louder. Even if the guys were busy probably in the recording room, I bet anything they can probably hear me, but at the moment I didn't give a shit, I was feeling amazing!

"Fuck! Yes like that!" I screamed with every few seconds he moved harder and faster. He moaned and groaned squeezing my hips making everything much more hotter, then he slowed down his pace making me whine like a little kid who got his toy taken away (yes I'm aware of how weird I am thnks)

"I was about to cum, but I don't want to yet, now be a good boy and ride me." Derek said making it sound almost like an order, fuck that's hot!! I smirked but hid it right away.

"Yes daddy." I said looking up at him with a sweet innocent smile, if it was possible his eyes darkened even more than they already were and growled.

"Fuck." He said in a low voice and instead of getting up to let me sit on him, he started to pound into me without warning making me scream in pleasure, WTF just happened? I thought I was going to ride him, I'm not complaining I mean this was fucking HOT!!

"Fuck!!" Derek almost yelled and he slowed down once again, when he finally stopped he wrapped his big arms around my waist and picked me up and sat down on the bed with him still inside me, I was now sitting on him and he had his arms still wrapped around me, I placed my hands on his shoulders and started to move up and down on him slowly, since he tortured me I'm going to torture him for a bit, I moaned as I slowly went up then down, when my ass hit his thighs I rolled my hips around again slowly he gripped my hips making me moan.

"Stop teasing and bounce on me, you're killing me here!" He said still squeezing my hips, I smirked and kissed him, I couldn't keep going if I wanted to anyway, so I started to move up and down again this time faster. We lasted maybe a few minutes in that position but I wanted him to fuck me instead.

"Please fuck me again." I said lowering fast one last time, he grunted and nodded, but before I got off of him I grabbed his face and kissed him deeply, he kissed me back and I could feel the love.

"I love you Derek." I said when we pulled apart.

"I love you too Alex." He said smiling, he grabbed me by the hips and I wasn't expecting him to buck up into me making me scream yet again, he only did that only a few times before he carefully helped me stand up. Instead of laying down on my back again, I got on my hands and knees on the bed moving my ass from side to side, I looked back at Derek to see him bite his lip I giggled and he snapped out of what ever that was and positioned himself behind me, with one hand on my hip and the other on his member he slowly entered me again before he started to move once again in and out of me, with each thrust he went faster and harder. We were moaning and moving at the same pace, I already knew I wasn't going to last long.

"I'm close baby." Derek said before I had the chance to say the same thing.

"Me too, please fuck me harder!" I said almost in a yell, he gripped my hips and moved harder and soon he gave one last hard thrust making me scream his name and cumming all over the sheets on the bed, I felt his cum fill me up and that sent me into another orgasm and man that was fucking amazing. We both dropped down on the bed breathing harshly, he was still inside me while he kissed my neck.

"I fucking love you baby, that was amazing." Derek said, I could feel his hot breath on my neck.

"I fucking love you too, I agree but can you please get off? I can't breathe." I said smiling when I heard him laugh. He kissed my back and said 'sorry' while getting up and pulling out of me. As soon as he was out I felt empty and I could feel his cum starting to drip out, I was so tired I didn't want to move.

"Oh it's ok you don't have to move, I'll bring you a washcloth to clean you up." Derek said sarcastically while he laughed at me just laying there still trying to catch my breath.

"Thanks I was hoping you'd say that, I wasn't planning on moving anytime soon." I said giggling when I heard Derek come back from his bathroom, he slapped my ass making me yelp in surprise, I turned to glare at him to find him smirking at me.

"Don't do that unless you want a round two!" I said trying to reach for the washcloth, but he moved it away from me and turned me around. I was confused at first but then when he started to wipe me down with it to clean up the mess I understood what he was doing.

"What if I actually do want to go for round two?" He said as he leaned down to clean the cum that was slowly running down my thigh, and he kissed my hip giving it a small bite, I almost moaned but I knew that if we went again, I wouldn't be walking tomorrow or today for that matter, I was already holding on to the bed because I already felt the soreness on my ass.

"To bad, you're gonna have to wait till I'm not sore anymore, unless you wanna push me around with a wheelchair." I said making him and I laugh loudly, he stood up again and kissed me lovingly. When we pulled apart I almost pulled him back for more but didn't, he then took the covers off the bed and placed them on the corner of the room and took out clean once to place on his bed. When he was done he picked me up and sat me down in the middle of the bed, I loved when he took care of me like this, so caring and so loving.

"I'll get you some of my comfy clothes so you can be dressed and not tempt me to fuck you again." Derek said and pecked my lips before he placed a cover on me to cover me up. He grabbed a new pair of boxers and basketball shorts to put on and walked out of the room taking the dirty clothes and covers to the laundry room. I sat back on the bed and sighed happily, I can't believe we hadn't done that sooner, it was amazing! I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard a knock come from the door before it opened and in came Niall and Louis. I had pushed the covers down while I was thinking because it was hot, but luckily I covered myself up before the boys came in and saw me naked.

"Dets!! NOW!" Louis said, Niall nodded while grinning, their faces where lit up like Christmas Day and both looked hungry for the dirty details. My gummy bears! These two horny boys are crazy!

[A/N]

Surprise! So this is the first time I write smut, I blushed throughout the whole damn time! I hope it's not cringy

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-A x (filling in for Ev)