-Chapter 46-

*Derek's POV*

Once I knew the boys were gone and we were alone, I motioned to Ollie and Jane to sit as I sat down myself. They sat down on the bigger sofa while I grabbed a chair and pulled it in front of where they were sat.

"Alex has been to many doctors for different things, I'll let him tell you the rest but for now this one thing we don't know what it is? And they've done different studies and tests based on how Alex acts and what he says or does. They have ideas of what it could be but at the same time when they say it's that it doesn't make sense, like for example. Some doctors say that Alex could be Bipolar, but these mood swings don't last even a week, the longest it has lasted was 3 days, and they don't happen very often, only sometimes and randomly." Jane said, my heart was pounding because I didn't know what to think, I wasn't thinking anything bad, I just didn't know this was what they were gonna tell me. I motioned for her to go on, but Ollie was the one to clear his throat and began to speak.

"Other doctors thought that Alex might be schizophrenic, because he has said that there are only a few times that he hears voices in his head telling him that he's not special at all, that no one likes him and things like that. But other doctors that were in the same room with us while this happened said that its not schizophrenia because like Jane said before, Alex only gets like this sometimes and it's not an everyday thing." Ollie finished and I noticed that he had a bit of trouble saying that, I can only imagine what he must be feeling, what he felt having to be there with doctors telling them the many things that Alex could possibly have. I sighed and gulped down the knot in my throat, I didn't want to cry because I needed to be strong for my baby and myself. I hadn't noticed that I had spaced out and what brought me back was Jane's hand squeezing my knee to get my attention.

"I'm sorry what? I completely spaced out there for a second." I said looking up.

"I know its hard to hear all this-"

'What?'

"And sometimes it may seem like its too much.."

'What is she saying?'

"But please, don't hurt him or yourself." Jane said with tears in her eyes, I was confused at first and so was Ollie.

Then it clicked in my head what she meant, I had to take a second to take a deep breath because that actually made me a bit mad, and by the look on Ollie's face he looked upset as well. Before Ollie had the chance to say something I spoke up.

"Jane sorry if this sounds really rude, but why the hell would you think that I'd ever leave that beautiful human being's side? Like ever? He's too precious to not be with! He's Amazing and has a beautiful heart, no matter what conditions he has. Some of those conditions can probably be stabilized and some probably can't, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna leave his side, I can't! He means too much to me." I said, Ollie stood up and gave me a tight hug, I hadn't noticed that I stood up in the middle of whatever that was, and after Ollie let go of me Jane came towards me and wiped away the tears that I didn't know I had running down my face. I leaned forward and dropped my head on her shoulder as she hugged me like Ollie had, but she was rubbing circles on my back.

"I'm sorry for thinking that Derek, you just looked really pensive and it scared me that maybe you were thinking that. I'm so sorry." She said and I nodded, I raised my head from her shoulder and let her sit back down next to Ollie. You would've thought that Ollie was jealous of what had just happened by the look on his face, but he turned to look at Jane.

"You should know by now that he loves Alex way too much to leave him like he said babe, but at the same time I was also kind of worried because you were pretty quiet." He finished as he turned to me, I sighed once again and ran my hand through my hair, I was about to say something but my dad came into the room.

"Hey guys, if anyone is interested there's food in the kitchen. I have some stuff to do, Derek if you need anything, and I mean anything at all just call me or Damon- his assistant- and he'll let me know. I hope whatever is going on gets resolved, I'm sure everything will be ok soon." He said as he smiled at me, I tried to smile back but it was a bit difficult right now.

"Thanks dad, and we'll eat in a bit I think, after we're done talking." I said and he nodded, we said bye to him as he waved goodbye and walked out of the front door. I turned to look at Jane and remembered something.

"Hey Jane, when we were walking out of my room you said 'That has never happened before.' And you looked shocked, can you tell me what you meant by that?" I asked and then her eyes widened and she faced Ollie.

"OMG! Guess what happened upstairs?! I completely forgot about that!!" Jane said as she tried to get comfortable.

"Jane, you sneaked away from me, just tell me." Ollie said in a very tired sounding tone, but he didn't look tired. Maybe we're all just stressed due to what's been going on. Jane just gave him a flat look and then shook her head.

"Derek kissed Alex... On the lips..... And Alex let him." Jane said as if that was the most amazing thing ever, and then Ollie gasped and was shocked, he turned to look at me. I was so confused.

"And also, Alex might've had a bit of a reaction to it, because a tear rolled down his cheek, and he looked like he actually wanted to cry a bit!" Jane said not sounding excited but more like amazed and Ollie seemed to have this same look.

"That's crazy!! I can't believe that actually happened, maybe Derek will be able to help Alex the best with this!" Ollie said. I was even more lost, what the hell were they talking about?? It was just a kiss! I've kissed my boyfriend many times.

"Guys, I'm still here... And also I'm very lost, you act like the kiss was magical or something." I said, they turned to look at me and smiled which I'm not gonna lie, in that moment kind of creeped me out a bit.

"See, when Alex has one of these 'episodes' he usually doesn't react to anything, like literally NOTHING makes him react, he's gotten blood drawn while he's like this and he doesn't even flinch, he just looks at the needle going into his arm and looks away as if it was just a fly that landed on him and flew away again. Also the reason why Donna wanted to stop you when you went to kiss Alex was because usually when someone touches him when he's like that, he swings at them with out him noticing it or him not meaning to because he's in like a trance kind of state, and also he does this impulsively. Afterwards when he comes out of these 'episodes' he regrets it, and like after a seizure he gets really depressed, not because he doesn't remember what happened, but because he does remember what he did or said." Jane explained and took a deep breath before continuing.

"The reason why it's kind of exciting to us that you kissed him, is because he let you, he didn't hit you like we would've thought, 'we' being Donna and myself, AND also because he had a tear rolling down his face, which might I remind you that he didn't even flinch when there was a needle inside of his arm. Derek, when you were walking away and towards the door, Alex looked like he wanted to cry! You're the one other person that can possibly bring him out of these 'episodes'. Which I'm also jealous of by the way." Jane whispered the last part. Ok so I get it now.. Think...

"So I have an effect on Alex, is what you're trying to say? And also who's that other person that can bring him out of these so called episodes?" I asked, and I'm not gonna lie I was actually kind of nervous that Jane would say 'his' name because we all know that 'he' does have an effect on Alex, but hopefully different to all this. Jane smiled at me, I guess she knew what I was thinking.

"Don't worry not 'him' ew. And his mom is the other person, as you saw her in the room earlier, she had her hands on his and was kneeling in front of him. And yes! Of course you have an effect on Alex stupid!!! You guys love each other A LOT! Like you're a better love story than 'Twilight'!! And that's why there's a huge possibility that you can bring him out of that state he's in!" I chuckled a little, I looked over at Ollie because he was quiet, he as always looked kind of lost and like he was thinking hard on something.

"I swear if you're thinking of making a twilight joke, I'll punch you in the throat." Jane said simply, I cover my mouth to quiet my laughter as Ollie looked at her terrified.

"How the fuck did you know I was gonna make a twilight joke??!!!" He asked shocked making me laugh finally.

"Young man! What have I said about swearing!!?" We all stopped abruptly and turned towards the doorway where Donna stood with her arms crossed looking at Ollie with a straight face, I almost laughed.

"To not do it in front of you? BUT! In this case I didn't even know you were there!! Im sowee mommy." Ollie said with puppy eyes and a pouty mouth, aww who could stay mad at Ollie looking like that!!

"If it doesn't work when Alex does it, what makes you think it'll work when you do it?" Donna asked chuckling a bit, Ollie dropped his head with a pout, then looked up and smiled a little at Donna.

"Because I'm adorable!" He said as he buried his face in Jane's neck while she giggled. Donna shook her head smiling and then she motioned for me to go to her, I stood and excused myself which I'm pretty sure went unnoticed. Donna pulled me out of the living room and we were now standing at the end of the staircase. I don't know why but I was kind of nervous.

"So I heard a bit of what Jane said, and I agree with what she said. What happened earlier actually surprised me very much, and also another thing that surprised me was that Alex asked for you to go to the room before he falls asleep, sleep helps him a lot when he's like this." Donna said, I nodded and then I guess my brain processed what she said a bit slow, because then I looked at her kind of shocked.

"He asked for me?" I asked just to make sure I heard right, she smiled and nodded.

"Try to cuddle with him, because when I tried to cuddle him when he looked sleepy, he asked for you. But also don't just jump into it, let him come to you." She said, I smiled and gave her a kiss on the forehead before I turned and started to go up the stairs, I turned to say something but she cut me off.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of everyone and if I need anything from your dad I'm pretty sure one of the boys has his number." She said as she waved me off. I said 'Thank you' as I walked up the rest of the stairs by two. As I got to my door I grew a bit anxious, but I shook that away because my baby needs me right now and I'm sure as hell gonna help him in any way that I can.

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