-Chapter 31-
Dedicated to
fullofmangopulp

•Alex's POV•

"Eyo! Ms.Montes!! I've come to bring you the cutest gift! But not as cute as me" I said as I entered the classroom with Xavier beside me, looking really nervous and shy, I placed my hand on his back and lightly rubbed his back hoping that it'll calm him down, he smiled up at me.

"Alex! Sweetie how have you been? You're not giving your teacher a hard time are you?" Ms.Montes asked walking towards us and gave me a hug.

"What are you talking about woman! I'm an angel!! Also this is Xavier, a new student, sorry he's late I was showing him around, because well you know I'm a nice person like that." I said and smiled sweetly and I heard Xavier stifle a laugh, Ms.Montes just gave me a 'sure I believe you' look.

"Hello Xavier, it's very nice to meet you, go ahead and pick your seat, Welcome to my class." She said and smiled warmly at Xavier, I can tell he was feeling more relaxed now.

"Thank you, and you look very nice today Ms.Montes." He said looking way too cute and shy for his own good! Ms.Montes smiled brightly at him and said.

"Thank you sweetie! You've made my day, and I'm glad you listened to Alex instead of thinking that flirting would make me feel much better." Me and Xavier started laughing, I hugged him goodbye and told him I'd see him after class.

"I would've thought you'd forgotten about that! But then again only Eddie would say such things to a teacher." I said chuckling, Ms.Montes smiled and shook her head.

"He's the only student that has said that to me, and thank you Alex for showing Xavier around it's very nice of you, now get out of here and go to class." She said smiling.

"Can't I just stay here! Pweese, I love your class and I love you, I don't wanna go to my class and look at him he's too adorable!!" I said pouting and the students started laughing, including Xavier. Ms.Montes shook her head trying not to laugh and said.

"Go away Alex, I already had to deal with you for a year, I don't need you for another." She said as she gently pushed me out the door, I could hear the students laughing a bit harder and when I was finally outside I felt good about myself, and I felt happy that I at least got to make kids laugh.

As I was walking to my class...ok actually running since I was a bit late, I saw someone in the distance out the window, I stopped in my tracks because I recognized the hoodie that the person was wearing, then realization hit me hard, fear and panic ran throughout my whole body and I tried to calm myself.

"It's not him, a lot of people have the same clothes, it's not him, you can't even see his face, how can it be him, don't panic, don't panic, don't panic, it's not him, there are a lot of hoodies that look similar, don't freak out." I said with my eyes closed, I didn't realize I was sitting on the floor with my arms wrapped around my knees.

"You're imagining it, it's not real, he's not here." I kept saying to myself to try to calm down, my chest started hurting and I felt like I couldn't breathe, slowly everything started to dim and I thought to myself.

'Shit, not again! Damn it!!'

As I lost all strength and was falling over, I felt something grab me by my side and my head, I looked up to see the most beautiful green eyes, he was talking but I couldn't make out what he was saying, and then everything went black.

xLater that dayx

I woke up in the nurse's office feeling confused, I felt a hand on my arm and I flinched feeling terrified for some odd reason.

"It's ok baby, it's just me, are you ok?" Derek asked looking worried, a sob escaped my lips and suddenly everything came rushing back, images of that person I saw outside the window, Derek hugged me tight rubbing my back.

"It's ok baby, you're ok, I'm here and you're ok." He said. I looked down at my hands and I was visibly shaking and I was breathing a bit too fast.

'Breathe, relax, calm down, you're safe, he's here and nothing can hurt you, calm down'

I thought to myself as I took deep breaths, finally after regulating my breathing, I started feeling a little better, Derek let me go and I took one last deep breath and looked at my boyfriend.

"He was here, not inside the school but he was here, I saw him outside while I was running towards my class and he was just standing there staring at me and I freaked out, I don't know happened! Why is he here?! He's not supposed to be here!! I wanna go home! I'm scared and- and- he's not supposed to be here!!" I said starting to breathe fast again.

"It's ok baby I'm right here with you, but who are you talking about? Who's here?" He asked and I didn't know what to do I was stuck in a way, I couldn't talk or move, I felt frozen.

"I just wanna go home...." Was all I said, Derek nodded dropping the subject for now, but I knew it'd come back up sooner or later, and I wiped away the tears I had rolling down my face.

"I'll take you home and stay with you, we'll watch movies and I'll make something to eat for you." He said giving me a kiss on the cheek.

"Actually... Can Jay take me? I wanna talk to her and I don't want you to keep missing school." I said feeling nervous that he might feel left out, or that I don't want him there, but that's not the case at all.

I want to be home with Jay because she knows the situation and I honestly don't want Derek to get hurt in any way.

"I would've liked to take you home myself but I completely understand, but we still need to talk about it sometime, I want to help in anyway possible, I want to protect you as much as I can, so please don't keep me in the dark." He said and that took me by surprise, I nodded and kissed him but we pulled away when we heard someone clear their throat, meaning the nurse.

"I would ask how you're doing but I can see that you're very well taken care of." She said and it made me smile.

"He passed out in the middle of the hallway from a panic attack, he said he saw someone outside the school and that's when he started to panic." Derek said as he looked thoughtful, the nurse was writing the notes down and I was just sitting there feeling like crap.

I want to tell him everything I really do, but if I told him what really happened in my past, I feel like he'd be disgusted by me, as I thought of this I brought my knees to my chest holding them tightly with my arms, Derek gave me a kiss on the cheek and I pouted wanting his lips on mine and not on my cheek, He laughed and gave me a kiss on the lips.

"I'm still here you know?" The nurse said making Derek laugh and making me blush.

"Ok hun I'm gonna go get Jane and let your teachers know you'll be home, if you don't feel like coming in tomorrow you don't have to just tell your mom to call in for you." She said as she took my pressure, I nodded not feeling like talking right now.

After she was done she left the room closing the door behind her, I turned to look at Derek who looked like he was thinking really hard about something, what if he's thinking about leaving me? I don't know what I'd do if he left me...

"Please don't leave me" I whispered so low that I almost didn't hear myself, his head shot up so fast it almost made me jump, he got up and I was so scared that he would just walk away but instead he laid down next to me and held me tight.

"I would never in my life leave you, do you understand? I don't care if you don't want me anymore, you're stuck with me, don't ever think that I'll turn my back on you because nothing, and I mean absolutely nothing will make me want to leave you." He said.

"Not even if I was mentally and sexually abused? Because-" I stopped myself when I realized what I had just said, my eyes went wide and my breath got caught. I could see so many emotions in Derek's eyes, he was too shocked to say anything, and then rage took over as his jaw clenched tight, his hands where balled up in fists, and he looked about ready to kill someone. I was starting to panic because I didn't know if he was going to hurt me, even though I knew in my gut that he would never lay a finger on me like that, he looked like he was trying to calm himself down.

"I shouldn't-" I started but Derek cut me off.

"I'm going to kill him, I'm going to find that sick bastard and I'm going to make him wish he was never born!" He said, he was about to get up but something told me to hold him there and help him calm down, but I had no idea how or what I should do to help him, after a few seconds as he was heading for the door ready to beat someone to a pulp, I shot up from the bed and went in front of him, I wrapped my arms around him and smashed my lips to his, at first he didn't move and got tense until he took a breath in and blew it out from his nose, he wrapped his arms around my waist kissing me with so much love that I almost got dizzy.

I pulled away slowly and looked into those beautiful green eyes, he was no longer enraged, I could still see shock in his face but also he looked really confused.

"I've never been able to calm down from rage that fast... I love you so much." He said caressing my face, I smiled and he looked at me confused.

"What is it baby?" He asked as he held my face in his hands.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused, he then ran his thumb under my eye and that's when I realized that I was crying.

"Oh... I was freaking out and I didn't know what to do to calm you down, so I just kissed you and didn't realize I was crying..." I said bitting my lower lip.

"I'm sorry you had to see me like that... I didn't want you to ever see me like that, I don't want you to ever be scared of me, but what you said... thinking about that son of a bitch putting his hands on you in that way just makes my blood boil..." He said as he was starting to breathe faster, I grabbed his face and brought his lips to mine again.

"I'm not scared, I was for a second but my insides told me that you would never hurt me..& him well, all I have to do is call the police and tell them that I feel threatened by him being so close." I said trying to keep him calm, he nodded his head but still didn't look convinced.

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