Waiting for someone......

Who will never turn up, for sure.

I knew it,but never let me know

I still hope with my sinking heart.

Hopping for the 'not' to happen

It never ends for dreamers.

Am I a dreamer?Don't know

Don't even wanna know,Cause I know

I know,I am dreamer,wanderer,

A pity dog that you never looked at.

I pity me,not you,cause I ran

I was the one who ran away.

Ran for you,risking my life

not knowing,you never cared.

Never cared enough to stop

Never cared enough to say "stay"!!!

I don't regret,wasting.....

Wasting myself for you

Cause you showed me love and lust

Care an' pain,life and death.

You gave me life and let me die.

You sure owe it,cause you gave it to me

I don't regret, not anymore.

May be I could get back,but I don't

I don't want to,you know that

You are my life an' breathe

My blood an' sweat,tear and laugh

Without you I'm naked,like a baby.

A baby who forgot to cry,forgot to smile

And forgot to live without 'someone'

I said it,I never regret leaving

I left before you could,feels the same

Same like I left the world,

Which I long to but ain't belong to

I could feel your breathe,smile

An' the whole you,not for me

But who?who cares enough?

All I care is you, you my baby .

You smile, for me or for them

What all I care is your smile

That made me stay,though you never did

May be I could, just let you know

Let you know,how you look in my eyes

What you meant to me,still mean to me

All in vain,you never looked back

You never saw me staring,again an' again

Or you didn't care enough to realize

That,I still love you,care for you.

Or was it still funny to you?

For you and your cocky friends?

I made a fool of me,again an' again, for you.

Knowing you never cared enough to know

Never cared enough to realize,how much I loved

How much I wanted to be in your arms.

How much I needed to be with you

Just be with you when the world slept.

You and me!! Sad, it never came.

But I still hope for you,

Who tore me an' broke my heart

Whom I still love,cause I know

This is what's love,my love

My life an' my gift to you

To leave you with a bless of no me

It still hurts to go,leaving you behind

To go where I no longer see you

No longer hear you,feel you.

But for sure,I will forever

catch you in heaven.