That's Lillith's and Mark's Room (I just thought it looked cool)

Lillith's POV

As we walk into IHOP, we get a seat, Felix starts "Hey Lillith did you hear that Pax is in... Seattle this year?" knowing that Seattle is a sensitive topic. "Um, yea, I'm excited because we all get to do a panel together and because I was born there, but... you know..." I say looking down, Mark rubs circles on my back. "Well we leave in two days so, we need to pack, we all should have pre recorded videos right?" Jack says, we all nod. "Ok we will pack when we get home, it's a 3 day convention so we should be good" I says and the food arrives.

~~When you're almost finished packing~~

"Hey, Mark can you pass me those chargers?" I say pointing to the chargers as I reach into my closet, "Yea babe, here" He replies handing them to me. "Thanks" I mumble and turn back towards my suitcase and stuffing the last few thing in the front pocket. I zip up all the pockets and flop down on the bed. I close my eyes and focus on my breathing as it helps with keeping my anger under control, you see I have major anger issues, and trust issues, and depression, and anxiety, and... you know what never mind the list will go on and on. After Adam left me and my parents passed, I was kidnapped, stalked, and so much more, only Jack, Mark and Felix know. I had to learn to fight off my enemy's, I am a pro at combat but have a lot of issues. I'm currently still being stalked and the guys understand not to interfere with it, I can be scary when i'm mad. Soon enough Mark is lying next to me. "You ok?" He asks. "I don't know, how can I ever be ok? I mean at this point the only thing keeping me alive is you, the guys and youtube, but i've kind of just come to the conclusion that I won't ever be O.K..." I reply slowly, but firmly. He just hugs me and we fall asleep in each others arms, he does know how to make me feel better.

~~When your in Seattle~~

We pay the taxi and head into our hotel, I check us all in as we are staying in one HUGGGEEE room. I thank the clerk and grab the key, I walk to the guys and signal them to follow me. We walk into the room and I run to the biggest bed, "DIBS!!" I screech and they all flinch and cover their ears, "Opps, Sorry" I laugh, "Let's go check out pax, I know we don't technically start until tomorrow but I wanna SHAPPPP" I say, they all nod and we walk out, still looking semi average from the flight. When we get there I get a whole bunch of fans come up to me and hugging me asking for pictures and all that, after it died down I went and looked around the booths with Jack, as mark and Felix went look on the other side, and me and jack went to the anime booth, my friend Tiff's booth, heaps more I can't remember, we started walking bak towards the entrance and we met up with Mark, and Felix. On the way out I saw someone, I didn't want to see, I nudged felix as he was closest and whispered, "Um, can we hurry it up, look over to the right," he followed my gaze and nodded at me. He nudged both of them and we sped up. I knew that they knew what i looked like because they all follow me on instagram, I know all of his friends, he has been friends with them since he was like 4 and I was friends with them too. I turned back and saw them all staring at me, I turned away quickly and sped up and out of the convention centre. 

~~The nest day at her panel~~

I walked on stage smiling widely and waving, soon followed by Mark, then Felix, then Jack. "Hey!!! Welcome to the very first day at PAX!!! I hope you all have a great time, and I hope we get to meet as many of you as possible!" I say into the mic, sitting on one of the couch's they have for people onstage, closely followed by the others "We have a 1 and a half hour panel going on so we're going to, play cards against humanity, do a couple challenges, THEN! We are going to do a Q&A from questions asked by YOU!" Jack finishes, really loudly, mark starts "Can I just say something, you all think we are loud on video, just WAIT, until this properly starts, I apologies in advance," Mark says, earning laughs from the audience and us. "So! Shall we start?" Felix asks. We all nod "Ok lets start then!" I complete.

~~Near the end of the Panel~~

I was having fun at my panel until I spotted a bunch of familiar faces, I am shocked but recompose myself before it's to noticable. I walk quickly of stage and start tearing up, I compose myself and say to myself "There not worth it Lilli," I take a sip of water and walk back on and sit with Felix again, nudging him and whisper to him "They're here, sorry bout that" He looks at me and nods, I smile weakly and turn to the audience. Once we finish I walk of and immediately burry my head into Felix's chest and start sobbing, soon everyone comes off and joins in, after a chorus of "Whats Wrong?" I just say "They were all here, all of them" I compose myself and say "Let's go, they aren't worth it, he doesn't deserve to be related to me," I breathe and walk out to the meet and greet...

Hey Babies!!

This is around 1000 words long!! I'm proud! and sleepy... its like midnight, i've been here for 3 hours writing!! Ye. PS I don't want to get hate for bashing on Skymedia, if you read my other stories you probably know that I am a big fan of them. I just wanted this to be different so... yea

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