So, me, John and Eliza just got done with another random scene that doesn't matter. But we where now moving on to the scene where me and John publicly show our relationship for the first time, in front of my parents. I hadn't come out to them, so it was going to be dramatic. Elle was going to be there too. 

We sat around a large wooden table, in Eliza's houses basement. For this scene, it was not Eliza's basement, it was my parents dinning room. I took a deep breath, summoning my lines into my mind, and began the scene.

"So, um this is my friend, Elle," I introduced her, I was getting used to filming with Emma Watson now. Still kinda crazy.

"Friend or... girlfriend?" My father asked, a smirk on his face. His actor was Robert Downy Jr. So I was fangirling a bit right now. 

"Friend," I stated, nodding my head slightly and shooting my 'father' a glare.

"Well, maybe we should work on you getting a girlfriend. You can't be single forever, son," Father said. 

"Well, about that-"

"You have a girlfriend?" My mother asked before I could finish.

"N-"

"That's amazing news!" My father said, smiling brightly at me.

I get that it was all acting, but it was kind of sad. I know people in the real world go through this, and it must be terribly hard.

"I don't have a girlfriend," I stated, resting my hands on the table.

"Oh," My mother sighed. "Tsk tsk. Disappointment."

"I do have a um-" I took a large gulp. "B-boyfriend though."

My parents glared at me. My father gave me the strangest look, I couldn't tell if it was disappointment or something else. Then again, that was the point. I wish I where that skilled, that I could do faces like that. My parents just looked down at their food and continued to eat, ignoring me.

"Aren't you going to say something?" I asked, forcing myself to tear up a bit.

I felt Johns hand slip into mine for comfort. I smiled at him, wishing that his hand in mine was real- not an act. Wishing that this, us, was all real. I caught a camera out of the corner of my eye, zooming in on our hands then back at our parents as they where about to say their next lines.

"So you're a gay?" My mother sighed.

Elle shifted in her seat, glancing at me then back to my parents. John gave me a comforting look and squeezed my hand tighter.

"Yes, I am gay," I said clearly.

My father stood up and left the room, pushing his chair away with such force that it fell to the ground. That wasn't in the filming plans, but I guess he just did it for fun or to add drama.

"cUT," Someone yelled.

Me and John stood up and walked away, because we had to go change into other clothing for the next scene. I didn't realize until we where at the changing rooms that I was still holding onto his hand. 

I let go quickly and walked into a small closet-like area. In Eliza's house, there was a large room that would never be shown in the film. It was where all the actors got makeup, changed clothing and such. Someone would always set our next set of clothing in our specific changing room stalls so we could change quickly. It was much like a public bathroom.

I changed quickly into some all-blue pajamas, because that's what my costume designer decided on.

I stepped out of my stall and turned to face John's area. He was still in there.

"John?" I asked.

"Hm?" He responded.

"See you through the window," I said.

"Cya," John said in a light playful voice.

*~*

I walked up my weird carpeted stairs and then sat down on my queen bed, wearing some plaid pajamas. I thought they where ugly, but whatever. I looked out my window to see Alex in some blue pajamas, sitting on his bed and watching the sun sink behind the trees, his chin resting on his hands.

His eyes flickered towards me and brightened as we made eye contact. I blushed at just the sight of those lovely eyes. I am so helplessly in love with this dork. I wish I could kiss him again. The kiss we had earlier felt so real, like he actually meant it, and I just wanted to feel it again. Not acting this time. But I knew that would never happen.

I watched the camera crew walk up the stairs and into my room. It would be a short scene. Alex would come over to my bed and we would sleep together- I mean, not like we would do it in the real world. It was just for acting. Yeah.

I couldn't wait for tomorrow. I get to do a drunk scene. I was supposed to wake up with Alex tomorrow and then get all drunk with him, then Elle comes over and then all this stuff happens that I don't remember. I'm so glad Elle is the main character, then I don't have to be on screen the whole time and I get to goof off in the background.

We started the scene. I sat on my bed, pretending to read a book. Although I was really just chanting 21 Chump Street lyrics in my head. I heard a tap on the glass and I pretended to look surprised, glancing up from my book and out the window.

Alex was sitting on our tree branch, tapping on my window. I started smiling ridiculously, thinking off all the musical references. I wasn't supposed to be smiling- but I guess the camera men accepted it and kept filming the scene.

Alex seemed to have the same thought as well, and suddenly we both burst out laughing.

"Cut," The camera man said.

"I-I'm sorry," I said between laughs.

"Try again," The camera men sighed.

I understand, these guys have been filming all day. Us actors get to goof off and provide fun bloopers for our mistakes, meanwhile if the camera men mess up, they don't get a funny blooper. They have to re-do everything. 

I sat back down with my book, my mind going all; IS ANYBODY WAVING BACK AT ME? WOOOAHHHHH WOAHHHHH IS ANYBODY WAVING? WAVING?- And then my brain re-starts the song even though I'm only halfway through, because my brain is weird like that; I learned to slam on the break, before I even turn the key. Before I make the mistake. 

I had shared this with Alex, how my brain does this, and he says his does to. Sometimes he hears the word 'Map' or 'School' and then bursts into song because his brain is replaced with musical lyrics. He is so freaking adorable and relatable.

I heard the tapping on the glass and couldn't help smiling again. Not just because of the song, because Alex is on the other side of the glass. Right there. Ready to fall into my arms and giggle like the adorable person he is. Ready to be with me.

I shot him a grin and then opened the window for him. Like he was supposed to, he tripped and fell onto me. We both started laughing and I collapsed into my pillow from his weight. Our laughs weren't all fake. Actually, I think that's why we are considered great actors together, because together we are actually smiling. Really laughing. It looks so real, because it is.

Alex rolled off me, and I tried so hard not to blush. I was doing okay so far. We settled next to each other in bed, and Alex put his head on my shoulder, cutely resting his hands on my chest and grinning at me. Now we where both blushing like crazy.

"Cut," The camera men said, but I barely heard them. I was to busy staring into Alex's eyes.

The camera men left to go film Elle and left us alone, one of them cast us a perfect Lenny face ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) and I was stuck between feeling scared, embarrassed, worried, or impressed.

Me and Alex laid together for a moment, still blushing. I slowly pet Alex's hair, and I watched him yawn and close his eyes. I think he was actually falling asleep. 

And then I heard it.

*Gasp* No. Freaking. Way.

A CAMERA NOISE! 

I looked up and saw ELIZA sitting in the RAFTERS LIKE A BIG BLUE MONKEY! 

"WHAT THE HEDGEHOGS ELIZA?!" I whisper-shouted.

She simply giggled and then swung away, and landed perfectly on the floor near my door. She shot me a smirk and then walked out of the room. I quickly grabbed my phone, carefully trying not to disturb my Ale- Uh- heh- Alex. Just Alex. I opened up my Instagram account and found Eliza's page.

And there it was. She had posted the image sometime in between the camera noise I had heard only five seconds ago and when she exited the room. That girl is lightning fast with her posts. There was the image, and then this caption; 

Lams is happening! We just shot a scene where they where going to sleep together, and after the camera man left they kept snuggling! AAAAAAAAAAH!

The comments said things like;

YES!

I can't wait to see this show! <3

When is the show released??!?!!?

*Intense fangirl screeching*

I sighed and turned off my phone, focusing back on Alex. He mumbled something in his sleep and snuggled closer. I am redder then the Youtube logo now. I began to pet his hair again and he smirked in his sleep, mumbling something else. I can not survive this cuteness.

Okay maybe I can.

Yeah- I can live with this.