Louis

I thought I was over you. Made myself believe that I could live without you haunting my mind. That I've moved on.

I thought I was over you. Made the world believe it, too. That I was alright, I could still have the best time of my life without you in it. Nevermind, that I was feeling so dead on the inside.

I thought I was over you. Until I saw you again. Met your eyes for the first time in a long while.

Then I was struck with the train of memories along with the emotions I thought I already buried deep inside me. Where no one could see, no one could once again set free.

From the first time I saw you,
The time I fell inlove with you,
To the time you walked out the door.

It was a hazy blur after that. Crazy night outs where I thought I could find happiness when all I felt was hollowness. Impulsive decisions. Getting into a relationship, hoping I could pour my heart out to another soul like I did with you.

I travelled the whole world, being a f*cking idiot trying to forget about you.

When I know it's futile.

Because no matter how much I tried pretending it wasn't true....it was always you.

My heart always comes back to you.

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