Shouldn't drink and write ..
Ugh.. only took me like a bizillion time to write..

She's so angry with him.
How could she ever consider
him more than a friend?

Why'd he have to hurt her like that?
So many words that they can never take back.

She often wonders what it was all for?
Why it was for him she chose to open up her door.

Why'd she have to love him with a love so deep?
Why'd she want to be the one who held his secrets to keep?

My God, why'd she have to miss him with a yearning so powerful? Every second without him was so fucking dreadful.

His face that she once found so sublime...
Now painfully etched inside her manic mind.

His alluring eyes that she once couldn't get enough of,
now haunt her at night. A nightmare that forces her to stay up.

She knows she cannot go on without him.
That's why she can't and doesn't want to say no
every time he comes back again.