Caught up in an unknown twisted love triangle.
How the devil once made me feel like an angel.

The chaotic mess I was secretly in..
The storm that was ahead ...
I didn't know it then.

How caught up in a web that was weaved so deep..
I didn't know that you didn't want to come save me.

All I wanted was to care for and love you ...
But you never told me the hard cold truth.

That you formed a love with someone else that was strong.. You kind of made me feel that you wanted me gone.

Making your plans and chasing after dreams..
I was left out of the scheme of things.

I can't comprehend why you'd have kept me around.
Maybe just in case... she let you down.

A back up plan you didn't want to burn bridges on..
Just in case things with her didn't work out
and went all wrong.

Maybe in some form of pity you knew how it'd hurt me.. but you were too caught up in thinking selfishly.

I may not have know what was said, how it was and what how it all went  wrong.. but that doesn't change my broken record .. it just keeps playing the same old songs.

I don't understand how you could do that to me.
Knowing what I'd been through before..
all the scars I carried.

How my mind ..she works in complete disarray
needing order. Craving someone who would
just adore her.

All I wanted was someone who could see...
See all the things I had to give ..
accepting of the real me.

Instead left for the one I had zero chance against.
When I was worried ...over and over you told me,
"we are just friends"

Caught off guard that she was moving
to be close to you...
caught off guard by the cold hard truths.