Everything was quiet,
but inside my thoughts were wild,
causing a sound so loud,
that I again had a breakdown.

The darkness never left me, 
I just was not free, 
there was nothing worth  fighting for, 
my life lost its sence once more. 

But then in one dark night,
I saw a shining light,
showing me I am not alone,
and that the hope was not gone.

Space and time didn't play a role,
just knowing I was never alone,
and this let my life turn around,
suddenly everything was so loud.

I could listen to the clouds,
while they were moving around,
I heard the grass growing,
and the sun, that would be showing.

And my mind was in a calm silence,
there was no violence,
there was no darkness,
only me, and no mess.

This night turned out to be so clear,
there was nothing I had to fear,
the darkness finally let me go,
and this was forever, I know.

I would not let it catch me once more,
even if that breaks its devil score,
I really don't care about that,
as long as I get my happiness back .

And in this night, after a long time,
I was wearing a wide smile,
I noticed it's not only black and white,
there is so much more in our life.

Since that day,
not everything was great,
but I learned that's okay
because the world is just that way.

There is no light without the darkness,
and instead of let it make me a mess,
I focused on the little things,
and became my own king.

The darkness never left me fully,
but every time it caught me,
I was able to see the light,
waiting for me at the end of the night. 

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Newww Chapter!!

How do you like it?

I don't know, whether it is very obvious, but this time I actually tried to do a poem with positive vibes.  I don't know whether I did a good job at all, so let me know. 

Do you think it is too much positivitiy and too exaggerated? I am a bit insecure about this poem, okay about all my poems but this one especially.  So let me know because I am not really good at this topic to be honest.

 But maybe with time it will all develop and improve some way.. No one knows, and according to the poem I will stay positive ;))

Any thoughts about this poem?

As always, I would really appreciate any votes, feedback and comments :))

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Have a good rest day :))