TW: involves vivid mentions of anorexia.

Phil's POV

"W-what?" I asked him in disbelief. "You heard it, you're sleeping with me. Since you don't want me to sleep down there and I don't want you to sleep down there, we both sleep on my bed." Dan explained. I wanted to say no but, the thought of me sleeping with him again cuddling each other is a hard decision. I don't want to do this knowing Dan doesn't know me and it will just not be as it used to. "What if your parents come in and saw me?" I asked him. "They never come in my room, and Ade will make sure of it." He answered. I slowly stood up and got out of the hideout. "If that's the case I'm taking the floor." "And find a spider on you the next morning?" Dan said with a mocking tone. I suddenly perk up hearing the word spider. I felt the heat creep up my face and just stood there speechless. "Y-yes," I said nervousness clear on my voice. Dan stared at me a while and walked to his closet. He opened it and searched in for something. He placed out a spare duvet, a pillow and an air mattress. "Here, I'll go find the pump." He layed out the stuff in front of me and walked towards his drawers in attempts to find the pump. As he rummages his stuff, I went towards his bed and ducked under. I grabbed my phone and turned on its flashlight. I saw the pump almost immediately. Exactly as I remembered it to be. I slowly grabbed it and pulled it out. "Dan I found the pump!" I told him. I raised up the pump, but as I do so, I felt something crawl on my hand. I looked at it and saw a tiny spindly spider crawl up my arm. I tried not to scream in fear of Mrs. Howell coming back up. I tried to swipe it off my body and somehow managed to get it off killing it in the process. I panted slowly and sat down on Dans bed. I felt somone sit down next to me. I looked up. "Sooooo... still on the floor or I take floor?" Dan asked. I saw a hint of fear when he said the last option. He seemed insistent for me to sleep in his bed, but I don't want him to feel uncomfortable incase he only suggested it to be nice. "No it's okay I'll take the floor." I smiled at him. Dan sighed and nodded. "Okay, lemme help you set up." Dan said. We both stood and pumped up the air mattress. It took about 10 minutes bafore the mattress is ready, then we proceeded to place on the duvet and the pillow on it. I thanked Dan and went towards the duffle bag I brought. I pulled out a pair of pajama bottoms, boxer shorts and a gengar shirt. I stood up. "Hey Dan, Im'ma go change, be right back." I said. I heard Dan hum in response, seeming busy in his laptop, I stood and went to his bathroom. I closed the door behind me and locked it. I stripped down and changed into my pajamas. I folded my clothes nicely and opened the door slightly. But as I do so, I saw Dan in front of his mirror topless. I stood there shell shocked, I can see his rib cage protruding from his chest and his stomach sinking ever so slightly. I saw Dan pinch his stomach and stretching it, causing his face to look at himself in disgust. I stared in horror as I get to see the love of my life look at himself that way. It's like he doesn't know that he is already perfect and didn't need to hurt himself just to please those around him. A tear fell from my face and I swiftly wipe it. I opened the door fully and Dan noticed. He looked behind  him and grabbed his shirt from his side covering his body. He looked at me in shock, frozen and shaking. "Dan," I reached out towards him. He avoided it and ran past me towards the bathroom. He closed it and I heard the clicking of the doors locks. I walked towards it and knocked slowly. "Dan, can we talk?" I said softly. "No, just leave me alone." Dan responded. "Maybe I can help. Dan please let me in." Silence followed. I sighed and walked towards the air mattress. I layed down and covered myself with the duvet. I slowly drifted to sleep. Dan, what happened while I was gone?

Dan's POV

I was sat on a toilet seat, shaking and paranoid to my surroundings. Phil saw me without my shirt, he saw how disgustingly fat I was. I sobbed, I sobbed till I cannot produce anymore tears. I stood up and looked at the mirror above the sink. I turned my head around to get a better look at my face. I saw chubby cheeks, a double chin and a fat neck. I was disgusting. I couldn't look at myself any longer. I put my shirt back on and went out. I closed the door behind me and caught a glimpse of Phil sleeping peacefully. I smiled a little and went to bed, I closed the lights and closed my eyes drifting off to sweet slumber.

I was in a train station filled with people bustling around trying to catch their trains. I was confused as to how I got here, I looked around some more, no one seems to care that I'm here. I walked towards a lady with her son holding an orange loli. "Ummm... Excuse me, may I ask what station am I in?" I asked her, but she didn't respond. I tried to poke her to see if she would notice me, but my hand just passed through her. I freaked out stumbling backwards. I backed away more till a figure ran through me. I looked up to see who the person was. It was me, he looked a lot healthier, more full of life. He was carrying a suitcase and a back pack.I wonder why I needed them. He ran towards the platform, I followed suit. I, or more specifically Dan, stopped at the waiting area and sat down in one of the benches. I looked up to see a sign saying the words "Manchester Station". I sat down next to Dan and waited for the train. He pulled out his phone and texted someone. I peeked to see who it was he was talking to, but the name tag was blurred out. I read some of the messages they sent each other.

(Dan is in italic, and I know it's in the wrong place, I just noticed it. But was to lazy to fix it.)

hey! im now in the platform just waiting for  the train to arrive

Yey! Omg I can't believe we are actually gonna meet!

yeah same here. you will finally get to see an hd version of my ugly face.

Hey! Your face isn't ugly. :(

uuuuhhh... yeah it is

Uhh... Is not!

Dan smiled. I smiled with him. They texted more till the train arrived.

trains here ttyl $*^&ly cant wait to see you

The name was censored when he typed it in, it annoyed me. Dan got up and went in the train. I followed him in. Darkness filled my vision.

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Hey! Hope you liked the new chap!

Sorry for not placing a tw in the last chap, I just thought that it wasn't that bad to deserve the tw. Tell me if it is, so I can place the tw in. Hope you guys have a good day!