I mentioned the thought of killing yourself in my one book...i want to share an incident:

When i reached college i noticed one of my friend was covering her left hand with a hankerchief. When asked about it she said "aise hi, fashion hai (just like it, its a fashion)"

My other friends didn't notice and believed her but i noticed some little blood marks on her hand. When i finally exposed her, she got slapped by my other friend for lying.

We opened her hankerchief and found 10 deep, fresh cut on her wrist, which she made last night only with a blade.

And the reason to do so shook me: "her boyfriend didn't contact her for complete one day"

I was like seriously...thats your reason. You didn't think about anyone else, not your parents and not your family...even not about yourself.

She said "yahi pyar hai, tum nai samjhogi, qyunki tumne kabhi pyar nai kiya (this is only love, you will not understand, because you never loved anyone)"

I didn't say anything to her but one thing was sure.

#1 her boyfriend was definitely not loyal...cause when we called him and told him about cuts...he didn't show up to comfort her.

#2 even if i fall in love...i will still care about myself...and more than that about my parents.

Thats it.😊

-Vkookchimakshita