Maybe I pushed the brake too hard
Maybe I turned the wheel too hard
All I could hear was my breath coming hitched
In matter of seconds the world turned down

The walls are blue
The bed is clean
But all I wish to see
Someone lingering to meet me

The door is ajar
There isn't even a fly
I could pretend to talk
Not even a kid
Yelling out loud
So that I could say
I am all ears

So blame me
If I wish to never wake
There used to be a time
I hated staying the whole day in,
But all I could say
Maybe I deserve it all the way

Don't ask my name
No one wants to say
Don't ask my place
No one wants to visit
Don't trace my calls
No one says more than two words straight
Don't ask why I live
No one wants me to exsist

I stare at the sky,
up  here from terrace
Guessing its height upside down
Maybe I could gather the courage
To start a new life
Or end the one which doesn't even have shadow of light

Don't ask my age
No one eager to say
Don't check my phone
No one has ever texted

My eyes are heavy
The door is ajar
There isn't a soul
Don't ask where is mine
No one knows
But you may know
It got away a while ago.