if i died tonight
by my own hands or someone's else's
would you mind?

would you cry for me
would you say i was good?

i don't think you'd care at all
no
not at all
maybe the last thing you'd remember
would not be my laugh or my love
not my eyes nor my kindness
maybe you would simply not remember anything of me

you might even do as you did when i lived
and use me for something
maybe for pity, maybe as an example

you would use me like you always have
wouldn't you?

- i would like try it, just to see ///