that smile, that damned smile

eyebrows thick and eyes amused

he holds it open for me
slipping inside, i wait

1, 2, 3

his voice makes my ears tingle
he recognizes me
he asks about coursework —

someone else comes, slips inside
they know each other, talk for awhile
i think unsavory thoughts

would that same smirk be present
under all those clothes?

4, 5

he slips out on 5

we're three floors apart
why did i notice that?

it would be so easy, a voice says
and it's one ive never heard before

just once, i think, id like to know
what he looks like
under all those clothes.

- via.// [when (s)he looks at me, i reconsider my sexuality.]