My broken heart

I found our pictures folded in half
Right down the middle, each on one side
Together but apart

I cant keep it all inside
That was my problem, I thought you wouldn't mind
My strong emotions, I can never so down
Now you've left me, I'm lying on the ground

Saying, "I'm sorry"
Sobbing, so loud
My head on my pillow and I cry
Because I don't know why it all ended so fast

You say I won't change
You said I'm a control freak
You said I manipulate our other friends
You said I don't care how you feel

But, oh T
All I've ever done is care about you

Everything we ever did was always for you
He is your boyfriend, but my best friend too 
I didn't force him or tell him what to do

All I ever did was care for him
All I ever did was care for you

So when you said I hurt you
I just couldn't see what was happening
Or what's wrong with me

I guess that's what you were saying
You didn't wanna hurt no more
But I couldn't see how me trying to talk to you meant I was a bad guy

My tears they fall so very fast
My head, it throbs from all this crying
Nonstop for days, my heart it aches

I stare at our pictures and I stare into space
I can hardly focus on anything but my thoughts
I guess I don't know why I ever thought that this friendship would last
Unlike the ones from my past

I always do something, everything goes wrong
I guess that's why it hurts to write this song
You couldn't even say any of this to my face

You didn't even come to say goodbye
Why do things have to end this way?
It's barely been three days

Whatever happened to those promises we made?
I miss you so much, but I can't help but wonder why
One little fight ended it all
People make mistakes, and these ones were mine

But there are two sides to a tale
I have some blame but you have some too
Enough overthinking, enough replaying it in my head

Cant we try again?
I'll give you some space, yes
But next year is still so far away

Say we can try again, this doesn't feel right
In the end I guess I wasn't worth the fight

So this is goodbye
This is goodbye
You're taking him too

I only ever cared for you
I only ever cared for you...

I'll keep looking at our pictures
Our lovely, lovely pictures
The one folded in half

Goodbye