y/n's pov

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What?

Where...am I?–

What the fuck—

You can't be serious right now....!!!—

Who are you???

Hey–the fuck—

I'm talking to you!!!!

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"Ow!!"

I felt my buns hit a hard concrete. My eyes squinted and adjusted at the scenery, I realized it all was familiar.

My house.

Wait, aren't I supposed to be dead?

My eyes twitched but a mint colored letter caught my attention. It was placed neatly in front of me, and it radiates aura that was telling me to open it. Gold embroideries stood out and thin ropes helped seal it.

"What the hell?" I muttered and stood up from the concrete. Sighing, I reached down and took the letter.

It reminds me of my letters for Suna..

Wait.

Suna—

Is Suna alive?

Oh, wait. I forgot he died.

Ha....ha.

A sad frown made its way on my face as I ran my fingers gently on the soft texture of the letter. I looked up at the sky, suddenly remembering how bright Suna used to be whenever he teased the twins, or just make fun of anything in particular.

The twins...

They cut....

And I wasn't able to know, I couldn't stop them.

Just like Suna's inevitable death.

"Tsk."

I slowly trudged to the front door, the inside was eerily quiet. The door made no noise which I was grateful for. I don't want mom greeting me with another cigarette burn on a cheek.

"Oh, hey. Where have you been? Ino-san told me you left for something but didn't know where."

I froze. My head slowly swivelled only to lock eyes with my mom.

She was surprisingly calm, and a frown laced with concern settled on her still healthy lips. My mom looked like she didn't go through abuse and being an abuser.

It was disgustingly strange.

I felt like if I made a wrong move, she'll hurt me again..

Or not..?

Is this somewhat AU?

Where everything is okay?

And no problem comes my way?

If it is, I'm more than willing to stay.

I'm devoting my soul for this universe if Suna is alive.

The twins, they must not cut again.

Crimes I committed before didn't occur.

"I....just took fresh air, I guess?" I quietly said, not wanting to look at her straight in the eyes. Huffing, I fiddled with my fingers. The letter almost fell out of my grip but I was quick to hide it in case she becomes suspicious of it.

She slowly nodded, "Oh, alright then. I'll leave money for dinner, I got appointment with Ms. Temari."

"Temari Sunagakure? Wait—since when do you–," My brows scrunched in confusion.

She sighed and flashed me a sad smile, "Temari Sunagakure-san indeed. She's Rintaro's cousin right? Your classmate?"

Did she...dodge my question?

"Ah....yeah," I pursed my lips, "Wait, you know who Suna is?"

She nodded, "Of course, when I scheduled an appointment with Temari, I saw him exiting her office. She said he was her cousin."

"Suna...getting therapy?" I muttered quietly.

My mom hummed, "What was that"

"Nothing, nothing," I reassured her and went to my room upstairs.

What the hell's happening?

I'm freaking out. I'm freaking out? I'm freaking out—

"Fuu...," I exhaled, "Haru, Natsu, Aki, Fuyu...."

M

y reality is bent.

The letter..

I frowned at the mint letter that was grasped by hand. I could almost feel it calling out to me—like it was telling me to open it. Could it hold something important? That could help me understand what was happening?

And most of all, Suna is alive?

Slightly hesitant, I cracked my finger before untying the knot that secured it. There was a strange rose scented paper inside.

I opened it to read what it says.

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To Y/n,

Hello there!
You might be wondering—who and what gave you this?
Well, it's a secret~
We don't usually do these kinds of things—so I hope you keep quiet about it.

Throughout the years, we've been quite saddened at people committing suicide because of stuff like you've gone through with your previous life. So we've come to decision to create a new path of life for individuals who experience such tragedy.

In this life, your mom is picking herself up from the painful past
The boy you love is still alive
You've never committed crimes
And everything is going fine unlike the alternate.

This is your chance to save him and yourself
Break a pattern from the events, anything could go downhill
Be it your sanity, or one of your friends'
You only need to give Suna Rintarou words and comfort that can prevent him from taking his own life.

If ever this AU is a success, you get to keep it
If it isn't, this will be erased again and there won't be anymore chances
However, you will forget everything about your previous life and how this alternate happened when you find yourself true happiness,
Along with Suna's purpose in life and his will to live.

You only have 30 days before he dies from his sickness
And you need to use it wisely,
Otherwise, he's gone forever.

Have fun! <33

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