i'm not allowed to eat.
i'm not allowed to think.
i'm not allowed to breath
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live.

i'm not allowed to eat.

i'm too fat anyway,
the black i always wear hides the extra.

hides what i need to get rid of.

i don't eat today, tomorrow.

i feed on yesterday.

my stomach devours itself
and my mind grows on the pain,
i don't learn from yesterday.

i use it.

it's the only thing i have left.